Background
This discourse is a live case study from my work as Guru Sanju, where I conduct a physical clairvoyant destiny reading for a woman in her early forties, a mother of two, living with severe mental and emotional suffering. She has been medically diagnosed with bipolar disorder, anxiety, depression, suicidal tendencies, and is showing symptoms of schizophrenia, ADHD, and early Alzheimer’s patterns. She is also trapped in a long, painful marriage with a narcissistic husband and is unable to step into an independent life, even though divorce is already on the horizon. Through my clairvoyant reading of her quantum field, I reveal how her present condition is shaped by both this-life trauma and intense past-life karmas, including criminal and prostitute energies that still linger in her field. The purpose of this discourse is to show how destiny can be read, challenged, and changed through radical honesty and grounded action.
Introduction to the Clairvoyant Destiny Reading
Clairvoyant destiny reading.
This is what I am doing today, physically, with one person whose name and identity I am not going to reveal. I am showing you how this clairvoyant destiny reading can change the blockages or the stuckness in one’s life and can lead you towards clarity.
The purpose of this session is to give you clarity about what needs to be done now.
You have lived a past based on your destiny, but you have the possibility to change your future by changing the responses of your life or changing the efforts of your life in a new direction.
All right, so I will start the session.
Preparing the Seeker and Setting the Field
Since I will be reading her life, some of the emotions or the blockages may come up in the session. This will be natural due to the unblocking of the energies in her system.
There is no one to judge you. You should be natural. You should be comfortable.
And I am sure that there are many others who are suffering like you, who will get the strength and the courage to meet me and get themselves free.
She has taken the bold step of coming forward publicly, and that is why this could be a hint for you that you should also come forward and be in front of the world and face your fears on the spot. Maybe that is what you are missing in your life.
So let me start the session.
First of all, give me your hand and close your eyes.
Nothing else is required. You just become comfortable. Close your eyes.
Yes, it is okay. Give your hands into my hands, and you will not open your eyes until I ask you to do that.
Throughout the session, I will be talking and you will be listening. If you feel any energies unblocking in you, you can release that.
It will all be connected to some of the aspects of your past life, some of the aspects of your present, and most important, your future, which you can create by changing the responses of your life.
I will be talking about your health aspects, your relationship aspects, wealth aspects, career, profession, every corner of your life. Whatever comes up in the quantum field, whatever is in your destiny, I am going to read that.
So become a transparent field. Do not hold on to anything. Just relax your body. Keep your eyes closed and let me start the reading.
Physical Body, Brain, and Nervous System
I will start with the physical body.
Physical body means your brain, your nervous system, your human body, which is comprised of the organs and everything.
Right now, from your reading, what I came up with is this: your parasympathetic breathing and sympathetic breathing, both are in the extremes. This means that they are not balanced, and the outcome of this is that you live in two different realities.
In medical science, if you go and diagnose it, it will come as bipolar, which is split personality. This means two different personalities: you are one person for the world and another person for your internal world. You will feel that two people are working in you, and you start behaving that way.
You are always anxious. You are always restless. And you have obsessive-compulsive disorder too.
This means that your mind is always restless. You cannot feel that you are in the body, operating as an integrated person. You cannot take decisions. Your attention is always scattered.
Again, that is coming in the category of ADHD – attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. This means that you cannot pay attention to one thing for a longer duration, and that is why you cannot focus on work. You cannot focus on concentrated work or anything that needs you to be responsible for that.
And all this suffering is intensifying day by day, because there is no solution in the medical world or in the outside world, in anything that you can treat with medicines, and you are delaying the process. You are delaying the process.
In a way, you have the symptoms of schizophrenia. You have the symptoms of bipolar. You have symptoms of ADHD. You have symptoms of Alzheimer’s also – Alzheimer’s which actually happens in old age, when the memory is lost – but you are facing those symptoms as well.
And there is no one in your life right now to take control of your condition or to help you with the external healing. And you yourself, as a patient, cannot work on yourself.
So you are in a position where you do not know what to do.
Present Life Situation: Marriage, Motherhood, and Fear
Every day you try hard to treat yourself or to heal yourself and get back to life. But being a mother of two children, and being in a condition in your life where your divorce is waiting for you, you cannot get out of your old relationship because of you.
You are the one who is not making this divorce happen because you are not confident about yourself staying alone. You have stayed for the last twenty to twenty-five years or more than that in a relationship, taking care of your children with a narcissist husband.
And now it is like you do not want to go into the unknown. You do not want to take the responsibility of the unknown of your individual life.
You are more comfortable with the devil than going into the unknown and taking the plunge and taking responsibility of your life.
So all in all, in the present, your energy is stuck, and you are not leading anywhere, not finding ways to go anywhere.
But I have the solution for the changes that you can bring in your life by changing the way you respond to life. And there are many actions that you have to do in your life. Slowly, slowly, slowly you will heal.
It will take at least three years’ duration for you to change your reality. But you have to take the actions, which I will guide you in the next segment.
Before that, before I go into the future, a few things which you have carried forward from your past.
If you feel that all this truth is releasing some energy in you, making you anxious and some energy is getting released, then you can keep doing mouth exhalation to release that energy.
And if you feel like crying and purging is happening, then you have to release that also.
Past and Present: Blocked Chakras, Fear, and Company
So let us go back to your past.
The past is not so glamorous in your life.
You have a certain kind of fear and insecurity. Your root is blocked. Your sacral chakra is blocked. Your solar plexus is blocked. And all the chakras are blocked, actually.
Chakras are the energy centers in your body which govern the aspects of your life, different aspects of your life. Root chakra, or the energy center in the root chakra, governs the principle of survival.
And on this planet you do not feel that you can live alone on this planet.
You need the support of your mum, mother, sister, husband, or anyone to live on this planet. You cannot stay alone with yourself because your mind fucks you.
Your mind is always fucking you with different kinds of thoughts. Sometimes you have suicidal tendencies also. You have tried to take away your life in different ways due to the suicidal tendencies.
You have been in the highest depression, highest anxiety, and you actually became mad at the situation you are facing, and you do not know how to overcome this situation on your own.
Also, your company from the past is not that glamorous. This means that you stay in the company of victim people who either make you feel victim or they themselves are in victim mindset.
Also, in the past you did not have father support, and that is the result of feeling insecure. Your mother has been troubled by your narcissist father, and that has imbibed in your system.
So you just do not trust men. You cannot give and surrender yourself to men. There is a certain hold in your ego.
All the education, all the professions, whatever you have done in your career or life, has become a superego in you, and that superego is not allowing you to do any task which will heal you actually.
So your ego is the resistance. Your blockage in the nervous system is due to the freeze mode you are always in, and all these things are not allowing you to take a new step in your life which could change your future.
If you keep on doing all that you have been doing, remaining in the company of crabs, you are going to be in the rut.
You have to change the company of the crabs around you, including your mother, your sister, your husband, and all the in-laws and every people in your life, and start taking responsibility of your individual life.
If you can take responsibility of your life, then only you can take the responsibility of your sons, your two children. And those two sons are waiting for a confident mother to take care of them.
But you are not a confident mother. You are a sick mother, and you do not know how to bring them up in a confident way, because you yourself are sick and unhealthy.
And an unhealthy mother cannot bring up a great child.
So what to do right now?
You are stuck, and your ego does not allow you to work – different kinds of work which I will guide you in the coming segment.
The Need to Rewire Brain and Nervous System
How can you change your brain? How can you change your nervous system?
You have to activate your primitive brain, which is the lower brain, and that lower brain will get activated when you expose yourself to grounding activities or grounding work. That could be connected with farming, could be connected to cleaning, could be connected to trekking, could be connected to different kinds of activities which involve the physical movement of the body.
Sitting in the home, working on the laptop, is not what you can do. It is making your brain damaged, and you are waiting for jobs and other opportunities which will come to your table and you will just do them sitting at home.
This is not what your life is meant to be.
You have created your destiny. You have come up with a destiny by doing the wrong things in your past lives. And as I can see, in some of the past lives, you have lived a horrible life. You have created many bad karmas, and you have killed many people. You were a criminal in many births.
I am not taking you to the past life regression path because that will be a horrible condition.
This is a clairvoyant diagnosis session where I am reading your destiny. And the purpose of this session is to give you clarity about your future, so that whatever past mistakes you have done, you will not do them in this present life.
Past Life Prostitute Energy and Its Impact
In many lives you were a prostitute, and that prostitute had many unfulfilled desires.
And the prostitute energy is such a low energy that it does not want prosperity to happen. That prostitute energy is still in your energy field, which does not allow you to prosper. It is always in lack, in victim mode, as if she has been raped by many men and she is not getting free from that.
So this is the hard truth you need to understand.
The prostitute is a prostitute by choice. No one is abusing her to become a prostitute. The prostitute had the choice to do a farming activity, to do a cleaning activity, to sell vegetables, to become a grocer. But that prostitute did not choose this because she had lust energy to fulfill.
And you need to know that those demons in you, those lower energies, keep burning your life.
And the spiritual angle that you are involved in is all bullshit.
You are a patient. If you accept this fact, you will heal faster.
The spiritual angle you should drop. Spirituality is a very high quality, the last thing in the evolution of any human being. It is the last part. When all your karmas are burnt, when all your business records are burnt through living life, burning your karmas, then you get the access to the superconsciousness.
But if you fool yourself in this lower game of remaining in the spiritual aspects, then nothing will happen in your life.
Drop False Spirituality, Focus on Health
Instead of focusing on spirituality, you should focus on your health first. Health is the primary sector for you.
You are looking and appearing healthy, but you do not know how damaged your brain is. Your prefrontal cortex is filled with all the knowledge, all the bullshit that you have collected from outside.
You have social media addiction. You cannot pay attention even for one second to a particular thing. You have ADHD. All these need to be addressed.
From your communication, the way you behave, the way you are carrying yourself, I understand clearly that you need proper treatment, and this treatment you are avoiding.
If you go through the treatment, you will be healed in the next one year or two years, maybe. But if you avoid this treatment, your condition is going to become worse than what you are experiencing now.
What is your present age? It is forty-three.
At forty-three, you have the possibility to change your health, and in the next two to three years, by the age of forty-five to forty-six, you can become a new person – the way I will give you the guidance to do the actions that you need to do.
But if you do not do those actions, then whatever you do, it is going to deteriorate your condition.
Come out of the ego of being a specialist or a doctor. Having a doctorate degree does not make you a doctorate professionally. You have to come out of it.
Ground Work: Farming, Cleaning, Movement
You have to do basic tasks. You have to find a job in a place which gives you opportunities to move your body.
For example, some of my patients who are working – you can take your hands, you can keep your hands comfortably – some of the patients who are working as cleaners in the mall, they do mailman activity, they do postman activity, different kinds of physical activities.
They are voluntarily working on farms. Why? Because the brain heals through those activities.
So you should look out for opportunities to work as a farmer.
As a farmer, first try to research the places which need helpers or assistants to help them in farming activities.
How is farming activity going to help? This you need to know.
Farming activity is important because it will ground the extra energy and the extra charges which are happening due to inflammation.
You are suffering from a condition called neuroinflammation. Neuroinflammation is a condition of the brain where the brain is not receiving oxygen, and the free radicals in the body have increased.
It is the condition where the positive ions in the body have increased, and those are not getting into the cells – the positive ions. This means you have more carbon dioxide than oxygenation in your bloodstream.
Negative Ions, Sanju Frequency, and Practical Steps
How do you change that?
Watch Sanju Frequency movie first. You will get all the education in the process of healing yourself, and then start taking actions.
If I have guided in that movie to go and ground your feet in the grass, in the wet grass, early in the morning, you should start doing it by going to the park near you. You should be present to that act.
Being absent in the mind and doing that act will not help your healing.
Similarly, you should find work which is connected to farming, which is connected to touching vegetables. The pranic element in the vegetables – you can find your work in a mall or in a place which is connected with vegetable selling, or you can open your own grocery store where you are touching vegetables, you are eating fresh vegetables.
All these negative ions need to be infused in your system, and your brain should drop that idea that you should be working in an office, doing a job-type salary job or paid office job.
I am taking you to the quantum field where there was no civilization earlier. Women used to do these farming activities and cleaning activities and household activities, and they were healthiest.
Even in today’s villages, women are healthy because they are doing these activities.
You have actually gone into a state of victimhood of feminine energy, where the energy wants returns from outside. You should focus on how you can contribute to this earth.
Get out of your shell. Get out of your limited ego. Get out of your limited understanding about life.
Get out of all the education. That education is of no use if it is not allowing you to live your life.
So get out of all the ego connected to education and having a degree of doctorate and everything. All are bullshit if you are not living your life.
I am showing you the way to live life from today onwards.
Move to Nature, Leave the City
If any shift has happened in you, if you have got any clarity, then look: you are in a state which is rich in natural resources, which is filled with agricultural land, which is filled with so much.
Leave the Bangalore city that you are in right now and go to a village which is allowing you to work on farmland and see the changes it will bring to your life.
You will get enough money to survive. Focus on that survival. Take your son away, or do something for your son, and go to agricultural land. Work there as a farmer for six months, one year.
You will get food and clothing and shelter. This much is required for you to change your life.
But if you have big dreams, big desires, then nobody can help you. Even I cannot help you, even God cannot help you.
So the only possibility to change is to get grounded. Heal your nervous system and brain. Watch all the episodes of Sanju Frequency movie, and after that negative ions, get all the education first and do all the things that I have done, and create a life where you are being paid for that work also – and that is none other than farming.
Doing farming work, and your agricultural doctorate degree will be having a beautiful experience. All the theoretical knowledge of your agricultural science will get a breakthrough.
Why is your brain not rewarding you? Because all is in the head.
It is like you have become a scientist in theory from having all the studies, but you are not doing any actual research in the actual field that needs to be done.
An astronomer or astronaut is studying everything, but he is not going into space in the real world and not doing the real action that needs to be done.
What is the use of agricultural science if that cannot make you live your life in a natural way?
So get out of your head and come to the body.
Return to the Body: Sun, Earth, Real Resources
This is the solution for you.
You are all the time in the head. That is the problem. And once you get out of your head and come to the body, you will get healed.
All your notions, beliefs – from morning till night, when you are in the farmland, you will get sunlight, access to sunlight. You will get access to real earth. You will get access to many things that will change you. The natural resources you will get, and we will see that you are healing and you are changing.
This is the only way towards the new life.
And if you stay in the company of friends, people, social media, this and that, nobody can save you.
So you have to take the decision to go into the unknown. You go into the unknown willingly and then see what changes you bring into your life.
Stop playing victim. You are still alive. You have four limbs – two hands and two feet – and this total body which can work physically. So make use of it.
And when you start searching in this direction, I am sure many people will hire you. And why will they hire you? Because you will work, not because you talk.
So stop talking from today onwards and start looking for real work where you can use your body and see how your destiny changes.
Fate, Effort, and the Law of Action–Reaction
I am talking about the fate and the effort part.
Fate is fifty percent, which you have lived so far. But what about the future fate? That future fate is based on the principle of action and reaction.
For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.
If you do not take action today – if you take the action of being stagnant in your life – what reaction will come? Stagnancy.
But if you take the action of movement today, you will get movement in your life. If you give energy, money will flow in your life.
You have scarcity of money. There is no scarcity of money in the world. There is scarcity of attitude. There is scarcity of the way and willingness and capacity to do work.
If you have the willingness to do work, nobody can stop you from becoming successful as an individual.
First, think about your root chakra. And on the way you will find many men who are willing to be with you because of your feminine energy.
Drop your ego on the way. Maybe after five years, six years, ten years down the line, you will find a partner who understands you.
So stop fooling men. Stop looking out for jobs on LinkedIn and this and that and other social media, begging like a victim for work and job.
Nobody will give you a job in today’s world with your attitude. Let me tell you directly.
And if you change this attitude, you will see that many possibilities are opening before you.
You have a healthy body as far as your muscles and bones are concerned, but you have an unhealthy brain and nervous system. So you have to heal your brain and nervous system to heal your total body, so that you become a valuable asset or a resource for any organization.
And do not stick to one government job attitude – that you will get a job and your life is settled.
No. Become a hustler. Work at a farm for a few months. Earn some money. Stabilize your life. If you feel that that is helping you, then go to another adventure. Go on trekking and start some trekking activity. Do all these kinds of experimental work.
Next, if trekking activity is successful, then go to different kinds of work. But everything should be connected to nature.
This is your destiny. If you go away from nature, then you will not get healed and there is no life ahead.
But if you connect with nature – anything to do with nature, grocery, vegetables, growing vegetables, ecosystem connection, environmentalist – all these things will bring you prosperity in your life.
So this is the prime goal from the quantum field reading about you.
After some time, my reading is almost over. After some time, in a few minutes, you can just internalize all this, and as you feel, you can open your eyes, and if you have any questions you can ask me; I will answer that if you need any more clarity.
After the Reading: Integration and First Guidance
Did you feel any release of energy from your heart chakra? Certain signals? Did you feel some energy move?
Yes, it will move more as you internalize it and you start taking actions in the coming time.
You can take my consultation for any specific thing whenever you feel. But right now I feel you should not dilute this energy.
Whatever clarity you have got, start working in this direction and things will change in your life.
All right. Do you have any question?
You ask about the subconscious interactions happening in you, the hallucinations, the vibrations, and what you call “talks” or “messages.” They are due to the hallucination happening in your brain.
Why is that happening? Because your brain is not getting enough oxygen, and it is creating a kind of dreamy state where all the interactions are happening. All the information that you have put in your brain is now dreaming.
You say, “I get some kind of vibration… some kind of talk, something like Shiva and something…”
Shiva is not a person, first of all. So Shiva does not talk. Shiva is pure consciousness. It is an energy, and it is energy which is of awareness.
And you know nothing about awareness, nothing about consciousness. So whatever information you have put in your brain in the name of Shiva, those keep on playing in your background.
You will not accept it. You will say, “That is true guru, no? Guru, something?”
No. Nothing. No guru, no nothing. It is not guru, it is nothing. It is your hallucination.
And you will not accept it.
Anyway, my session is over.
My quantum field reading is over. The rest of the things we will discuss in a paid session.
Postscript: A Case Study in Denial and Delay
So this was a physical clairvoyant destiny reading session, a case study which I am sharing with you now.
I had to abruptly end this session because schizophrenic patients deny everything that is being diagnosed about them.
She is medically diagnosed with schizophrenia. Medically diagnosed bipolar. Medically diagnosed as having anxiety, depression, and suicidal tendencies. And these patients, when they come to me, I heal them to a considerable extent. But when they start getting healed, they deny the process of healing. And that is why they suffer more.
So this was a case study which you have just gone through.
My advice to you is: if you are loving yourself and if you want changes in your life, and you are going through this kind of mental health and brain health related issues, then you should know that you have to accept the fact that you are having these problems in your life.
You have to know that you are actually having brain and mental health condition problems, and there is a treatment for it. There is a treatment and a process and a procedure through which you can heal yourself.
If you deny the process, nobody on this earth is able to heal you. But I have the process through which you can get transformed, you can become healthy, and it is really irreversible.
She could not recover from her condition because she is denying the process, and she is just delaying the process of living life, going through the worst times.
You should surrender. But her ego, her sense of identity, says that she is alright. She feels that she is alright.
Is this the case? No. She is unhealthy. She is a mental patient.
Living in the world, appearing to be healthy, is not healthy. She should be in mental asylum. It is that condition of her – creating drama every moment. This is her reality.
Message to Psychiatrists and Professionals
She is suffering from attention deficit syndrome where she feeds on the attention of other people. She is not giving up. She was not willing to leave this place. I had to throw her out of the house.
And this I am saying directly, because this is the reality of these patients. They steal your energy. They steal away your energy. They are not grateful enough. They will never be.
Especially this message is for those psychiatrists who work with these kinds of patients.
These patients never give confidence to the psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist’s dopamine never gets released.
So if you are someone who is a professional, who is a psychiatrist, let me tell you directly: stop working on these patients and leave them alone.
I do that, and that is why I feel happy and proud of my work.
Do not work on them as well. These results are meant to be left alone and die their own death. Because these assholes kill you of your more powerful dimension and purpose of life.
You want to heal patients, but these mental patients never give you confidence that your work is helping them or that they are getting healed. They will get back to their own loop.
So it is their destiny. It was a clairvoyant destiny reading. It is her destiny to suffer, and she will suffer the highest because she is not accepting the fact that she is a patient.
Someone can act on the patient if someone is accepting that that person is a patient. Then the healing can happen.
So as a psychiatrist, as a professional, you should leave these patients behind and focus on your life.
Do not make yourself a mental patient by working on these patients.
So this is the message from me for those professionals who waste their life, and one day they die out of anxiety, out of stress, because of not releasing dopamine in their life. There is no sense of achievement working on these patients. So do not work on them.
Message to Those Suffering from Mental Health and Kundalini-Related Conditions
Let them suffer.
But if you are yourself suffering from schizophrenia, mental health related conditions, bipolar due to Kundalini awakening or spiritual awakening, then you can connect to my team.
If you have accepted the fact that you have such kind of problems, then you can connect to my team and they will guide you on how I can help you, how I can transform you with different kinds of services I have, and how you can change your life.
Alright. So have a healthy life.
Bye-bye. Thank you.
