Background
In this discourse, Guru Sanju guides a student through extreme suffering, anxiety, financial fear, relationship trauma, maternal possession, and the dark night of the soul in the Kundalini awakening journey. She begins by diagnosing the energy field and then takes the student toward the soul purpose, where suffering is no longer the final reality.
She teaches that the void, collapse, and nothingness are not signs of failure. They are entry points into the quantum field, where a new birth becomes possible. Through her presence, clairvoyant reading, and powerful energy work, she shifts the student from lack to abundance, fear to courage, and helplessness to practical action.
The discourse reveals how unresolved trauma from a narcissistic mother, painful relationships, financial insecurity, and suppressed healer energy can block Kundalini and life purpose. Guru Sanju shows that clarity must come first, then energy transmission, then practical steps.
This teaching matters because it offers a path from collapse to strength, from inherited trauma to freedom, from dark night to light, and from suffering healer to powerful guide.
The Truth Must Be Spoken
When you express the truth in my presence, healing begins. My presence is extremely powerful because it makes you heal through the process of truth sharing. You cannot run away from reality anymore.
The collapse, the void, and the emptiness you are experiencing are part of the absolute reality. Today, I am mostly coaching you, giving you understanding, and making you feel the shift in my presence.
After this, we will move toward a definite action plan. I will guide you on how to navigate this process, the challenges, the suffering, and everything that has brought you to this point.
The Worst Has Already Been Seen
You have already seen the worst. There is no need to go beyond this worst point because ultimately there is death. When you have already reached the edge of suffering, the only real movement now is toward light.
I will ask you questions about your life, emotions, and energy field. Whatever can be released today through my powers, I will release.
You will definitely receive clarity. You will know the direction in which you need to move from here.
The Soul Purpose Comes First
I am starting from a positive point. I am taking you to the state where the quantum lies, where the reality has already happened.
First, you need to know the path of your soul. Once you know the soul purpose, the physical manifestation and physical actions will follow accordingly.
This is my power. I move your Kundalini, free you from blockages, and facilitate the path toward the soul purpose.
Once you know what lies ahead, it becomes easier to let go of the past through the techniques and powerful energy transmission I do on you.
The Dark Night of the Soul
You have suffered enough. You have been sad for most of your life. You have not truly known joy, bliss, or love.
You are going through the dark night of the soul, a period where there is no light. But I am taking you toward light.
Whatever you have suffered through abuse, family bondage, narcissistic control, friends, relationships, and the matrix is not the end of your life.
Beyond this suffering, there is a tunnel, and that tunnel is showing light toward the next step, the next birth.
The New Birth
The next birth is not this suffering. The next birth is the death of the old ego completely.
Whatever you identify with, whether suffering, joy, achievements, or pain, all of it becomes a blockage to the freedom your soul is asking from you.
After this point of freedom, there is a higher possibility that your soul wants to heal and transform other people. That will become the new phase of your life.
Like a child taking birth, you do not carry the properties, finances, identities, and sufferings of past lives. You start from zero.
From Lack to Abundance
I am going to make you take a new birth where the insecurity and fear of having less money will not bother you in the same way. I will transform your energy from lack to abundance.
You have life energy in you, but that life energy is missing from your current experience. Once you get access to that life energy, you will be able to heal people who are suffering like you.
You need access to consciousness. You need access to the life force in you. This is possible through the process I will lead you through.
The Void Is the Quantum Field
You said you do not feel the anchor and you are lost in the void. When you are in the void, it means you are in the quantum field.
You are in the universe. The force of gravity is working less on you, and you are more in the universal field of nothingness.
This is actually a powerful state. But because the ego, mind, beliefs, and conditioning are still present, you feel limited.
You are not limited. You are extremely powerful as life because you are still alive. Until you are alive, possibility exists.
The Earth Before the Matrix
Imagine that you are packing your bags with only a few clothes and whatever money you have. You begin walking in an unknown direction with the guidance of the master, with the powerful me guiding you.
Imagine there is no human habitation on Earth. There are no countries, no political divisions, no land divisions, and no human crowd controlling the space.
The Earth is full of greenery, water bodies, mountains, and a few animals. You are one human organism with nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
You are simply on a self-discovery process, walking into an unknown direction.
Returning to the Roots of Consciousness
This is what evolution has been. Human beings evolved from nothingness, from apes, from monkeys, and then civilization began. From civilization, many disasters also began.
I am taking you back to your roots. I am taking your soul back to the state where you were simply non-existence.
Even before the birth of “I am,” you were there as nothingness. I am taking you to the place where nothing existed.
Consciousness has traveled through many births, many forms, and many lives. The body is like clothing that changes, but the unresolved fears, insecurities, and incomplete desires travel forward.
Facing What Was Carried Forward
In many births, you experienced fears, insecurities, and pain that were not addressed completely. These energies were carried forward into this birth.
Now Kundalini is cleaning, purifying, and transforming you completely. Suppressed emotions, fears, and insecurities are coming to the surface.
The way out is to face them. You have to face them with power, conviction, and immense confidence.
You have to become bold. You have to face reality from a new perspective.
I Have Enough
You have to bring into life the feeling, “I have enough.” This is the first shift from lack to abundance.
You have to delete the pressure of the present human population from your energy field. You have to fight for your life.
You have to become powerful and confident toward your life. You have to take the plunge in your own hands.
When your lost strengths are activated, you may work again, create stability, and manage the practical side of life until you become completely free.
The Middle of the Ocean
Right now, you are in the middle of the ocean. You have to become strong enough to travel until you reach the island.
Once you reach the island, you will take the effort to build your home and do whatever needs to be done there.
This is a difficult phase of your life. Each day and each moment should not be spent in negative thoughts or hopelessness.
It should be spent creating powerful consciousness, a positive attitude, and positive efforts in the right direction.
The Trauma in the Solar Plexus
During the energy work, Kundalini moved through your system. I released trauma from your solar plexus region, which was functioning as a trauma center.
The fear was rising from the root chakra and moving upward. As it moved, the heart chakra opened, and you felt expanded.
Then the energy rose toward the throat chakra and moved above, giving you the feeling of expansion.
There are no limitations as long as I am in the background. You do not need to fear, but you must do the process practically.
The First Practical Step
The first step is to change your energy field. You must clean your house and get rid of all the old stuff you have accumulated over the years.
If your mother’s belongings are still present, those must also be addressed. You must clearly see what belongs to her, what belongs to you, and how many people you are energetically connected with right now.
The practical path of freedom begins with clearing. Old objects hold old energy. Old energy keeps you trapped in the old field.
Money as the Sponsor of Freedom
You will need money to sponsor freedom. Sometimes you may not be able to do the worldly things you used to do, but you have to survive this phase.
Whatever money comes from the sale of the house or from belongings, handle it practically and powerfully. Keep it for your freedom.
This is not wrongdoing. This is what the universe has planned for you.
Free yourself from beliefs and anxiety around money. This money has come as part of the universal plan to support your freedom and your daughter’s life.
Freeing the Mother’s Energy
Your mother has not fully left your field. That is the problem. Her energy is still occupying your field.
Sometimes, when you look into the mirror, you may feel that she is coming through. Her limitations have become your limitations.
I need to clear you from her energy field and let her soul reside in peace. I will free her, and I will free you.
This requires energy cleansing, patience, and regular work.
The Relationship Trauma
There is also trauma connected with relationships and partners. Each layer needs to be healed.
The relationship with the father of your daughter has impacted your field. The abandonment, pain, and emotional wounds are also major blockages.
One session can begin the cleansing from your mother’s traumatic energy. Another session can work on the trauma connected to your partner and past relationships.
These are major blockages in your system, and once they begin clearing, your energy can become stronger.
Do Not Collapse
There is a lot of work to be done, so be patient. My effort will be to free you in the fastest possible way by increasing my energy, but you must remain patient with each session.
I cannot say exactly how energy will respond, but I am confident about how powerfully I will free you.
Later, once you are freed from your issues, we can work on your daughter’s trauma too. That is also possible.
Now you have a guide. Do not collapse. Fight back.
The Next Three to Six Months
If you remain connected regularly and take actions continuously for three to six months, your life can change to a considerable extent.
But you must be patient. You must take practical actions and receive energy work when you feel ready.
After the right energy transmission, I will teach you techniques that can work only after a certain cleansing happens in you.
You do not have to worry. The path will unfold step by step.
The Case of Extreme Suffering
This was a case of extreme suffering and complicated relationship patterns. The student had a daughter from a married man, and the man left her.
Her daughter is also traumatic, and the student herself is going through the dark night of the soul in the Kundalini journey.
Her narcissistic mother dominated her throughout life and did not want her to live freely. Even after the mother’s death, that energy remained in her field.
Because of this, she could not feel free from suffering, anxiety, financial issues, relationship pain, and health-related fear.
The Healer Who Could Not Express
She is a professional healer and works with psychoanalysis and other methods of freeing people from suffering. But because she is suffering herself, she could not continue her expression as a healer.
Her Kundalini blockages, karmic problems, and family field are affecting her life. This is why she came to me for the powerful transformation I do.
In the Kundalini awakening journey, clarity is extremely important. You must get clarity through my clairvoyant destiny reading power.
Once you have clarity, you can take action. Without clarity, suffering continues repeating itself.
The Path From Dark Night to Light
The dark night is not the end. It is the place where the soul is being forced to stop living from old fear.
When the old energies are cleared, when the mother’s field is released, when relationship trauma is healed, and when confidence returns, the soul can move toward freedom.
This is not a small process. It is a rebirth.
The new life begins when you stop collapsing, take practical action, receive the right energy transmission, and fight back with the power that is still alive in you.
