You Think You Choose — Kundalini Decides

Part of my Kundalini and Enlightenment guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

Kundalini Gives No Choice to the Ego

The “you” is the ego. The “you” is the personality. The “you” is the limited mind. The “you” is the conditioning, the robotic you, the artificial you, the one who has a certain perception of life.

And Kundalini does not give this “you” the choice to decide life.

This is because Kundalini herself is the intelligence of the life force within you. The Kundalini that has been traveling its journey through millions of years of evolution. You are just one form among the many forms through which this evolution has happened so far.

Why Kundalini Does Not Let the Ego Decide

If you feel that you want to change your life, then you have to place the baton in the hands of Kundalini.

You cannot decide for your life.

You cannot decide because till now you have already taken all the decisions of your life. You had a choice, and you have been exercising those choices. But those choices are limited. They are mostly about worldly things, materialistic things, and all the patterns through which the ego functions.

Kundalini wants to break those patterns.

The pattern of the world is highly programmed, highly artificial, highly fake. There is no real change in the world patterns. Even when you are given an opportunity to change, because of the stickiness of mind energy, because of the stickiness of ego energy, the ego in you does not want to bring any change.

The Biggest Resistance to Change

The biggest resistance to change is the ego.

The biggest obstacle on the path of Kundalini is the ego.

And where are these egoic patterns locked?

• They are locked in your nervous system.
• They are locked in your neural pathways.
• They are locked in your muscle memory.
• They are locked in your subconscious mind.

For example, you know that you have to do certain things in a certain way because that is how you were taught.

How Conditioning Controls Even Small Actions

For example, you have learned to eat food using a fork. Now if I ask you to eat your food with your hands, it will become very difficult for your mind and your ego to understand how you can eat food with your hands.

How can you drink water differently?

For example, I can drink water in a very instinctive way, and I can do it easily. I can wipe my hands afterward, and it does not matter to me. This means I am spontaneous to life.

This means it does not matter to me whether I drink water in the usual civilized way from a glass, or whether I drink it instinctively in another way.

I am showing it again to you now. There was no invention of glass in ancient times. We have evolved from an evolutionary journey where there was no matrix, and we had learned to drink water directly from natural sources. We drank from waterfalls, streams, and with our own hands.

That ancient way of drinking water was instinctive.

But since we are conditioned in such a way today, even if a glass of water is in front of you, you will not be able to drink water in that instinctive way without resistance.

That is the problem with the mind. That is the problem with the ego.

Kundalini Herself Is the Guru

That is why Kundalini does not give you the choice.

Because Kundalini herself is the Guru.

Kundalini knows that if the ego is given a choice, then it will again go back to the same patterns, the same conditioning, the same mental habits that are not ready to break free.

Walking Through Consciousness

Now I will just walk around this area, and if you look at the nature around, you will be amazed by the kind of consciousness I have in this moment to show you the uniqueness of life.

I can see with my eyes how beautifully this entire space is created with nature around it.

It is a café, but even here nature has taken over.

There are garlic bulbs beautifully displayed in their natural form, and they look so beautiful.

There are plants everywhere. Touching these plants, being with them, was my choice in this moment.

There is almost no one around in the surrounding. I do not know why. At this moment, perhaps the other cafés are surrounded by people. But maybe those who are more addicted to noise and stimulation do not like this silence.

This place has a certain silence, a certain natural touch to it.

The Beauty of Raw Natural Materials

There are tables made from actual wood. I can see them there, and I will show you.

This is made from the trunk of a tree. These are also trunks of trees. These are all wooden-crafted elements.

This chair is made of cane, and if you have never seen cane properly before, I am showing it to you now. It is again a plant-based material.

At least there are hundreds, perhaps a thousand, different kinds of plants in this area.

Just look at this tree. Look at this table made from the trunk of the tree. So beautifully crafted.

This too is made from raw wood. You can see the texture of the wood. It is raining a little right now. Just look at the color of the tree.

I Want to Show You Life

My message to you is simple.

I want to show you life.

I want to show you health.

I want to show you happiness.

You do not need much. You just need to expose yourself.

That is why you need to travel a lot.

Just feel how you feel under a tree. You will not feel this when you are under plastic, concrete, or a place filled with artificial matter.

At this moment I am almost speechless, because I got lost in the beauty of this tree.

The Natural Presence of the Himalayas

Here also I can show you Ganga Tulsi, growing naturally. This is the Ganga Tulsi I have shown you in many discourses. It is found in the greater Himalayan regions, in the lesser Himalayan green zone.

There is a coconut placed here as well, beautifully kept among so many species of plants.

Everything is arranged by nature in such a way that it makes you feel life directly.

Why Kundalini Takes You Away from the Crowd

That is why Kundalini does not give you any choice.

Because if you were given a choice, you would go toward partying, toward crowded places, toward where most people hang out, toward the same patterns of noise and unconsciousness.

Kundalini has taken me instead to this natural place where there are only a few people. They come, they go, and they do not disturb others.

This is what my teaching to you is.

The Gateway to the Lake

So that is all for now.

Have a feel of this gateway toward the lake. I will enjoy my time here, eating consciously. The wind has also come now, so nature itself is supporting me to feel first — and then you can feel with me.

Bye-bye.

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