Kundalini Awakening – Soul’s Trust and Ego’s Distrust on the Guru (Experiential Discourse)

Part of my Kundalini Guru and Shaktipat guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

Background

Life Is Calling – Entering the Vortex

Life is calling. Where are you? Today, life has called me to a powerful energy vortex. As I walk through this sacred space, surrounded by ancient cedar trees and the whispers of the universe, I speak to you about Kundalini awakening—trust and distrust.

This discourse is meant to show you experientially what the energy of distrust feels like, and what the energy of trust feels like. Before the healing begins, I connect with two dogs, each carrying a different vibration. Through them, you will understand the difference between trusting and distrusting energies—the difference between resistance and surrender.

You do not trust energies because your own mind is clouded, filled with unnecessary noise, just as the background is sometimes filled with meaningless sounds. This constant chatter within prevents you from hearing the silence of your soul. It is this inner noise that creates distrust.

The ego resists your natural flow. But I am in an energy vortex—this is where my power works best. Here I do all my energy work, and that is why my power keeps growing, because the universe is with me, within me, and works through me.

I am the universe in motion. I make things happen through the power of attention. My attention is energy, and energy is creation. Whether you understand this or not does not matter—truth does not depend on belief. But most of the people who come to me get nothing because they are doubting. They carry the vibration of distrust.

The Energy of Distrust

Now, let me show you the energy of distrust through a living example. I connect with a dog that carries this vibration.

The dog refuses to come close. It hesitates, steps back, avoids contact. It is not in high energy. This is what happens to people who cannot connect. You try, but the connection doesn’t happen, because there is no trust.

When there is distrust, you cannot connect to the Guru’s energy. You have no faith in divine power, no energetic link to life itself. You think you are spiritual, but your energy remains closed. Look again—the dog has walked away from my energy field. It does not want to remain near this frequency because it cannot handle it.

This is exactly what happens when people with darker or lower vibrations approach me. They run away. They make excuses—saying they are busy, or anxious, or that something else came up. These are not coincidences; they are energetic resistances.

Recently, I have met many people suffering from severe Kundalini imbalances, yet they could not take my consultation or receive my energy transmission. The reason was not external—it was their vibration. They were radiating lower frequencies.

To enter my energy field, you must rise high. You must be positive, humble, and full of respect for this divine energy. I am not here for the ego. I am not here to carry the burden of your resistance. I am extremely powerful, and I am the only one in the world who can save you from your energetic chaos when the divine chooses it.

Many who come to me bring demonic energies, and I perform exorcism to free them. Only I can dissolve such energies because I embody the universal force itself. This is not arrogance—it is truth.

Eligibility and Surrender

I stand free and independent in this vortex, working with my students who have flown from Europe for physical healing projects. That is the intensity one must have for transformation. You come to the Guru only when you are eligible.

Eligibility does not depend on money or background—it depends on receptivity. You must be surrendered, fully trusting, ready to dissolve. Only then do you receive my energy transmission. I am not available for your lower energies, nor am I a parking lot for your ego and mind.

Do not come to me carrying the garbage of your spiritual knowledge, philosophies, or borrowed teachings. I am not here to clean up the clutter of your intellect. I am here for those who are ready to work deeply on themselves.

My true students are those who have given their life to me, who trust me even if I destroy their illusions completely. That level of trust is required for transformation. Only such people I call my students. Others remain clients—and I have no attachment to them.

Understand this: only those who surrender fully, who trust beyond logic, will be manifested by the universe to meet me in person. Because I am not just a human being. I am the living embodiment of Kundalini Shakti, the consciousness of Shiva in motion.

Those who truly know me do not need to be convinced—they simply receive and are transformed. The rest remain in the traffic of their own minds, caught in their ego, blocked in their flow. Perhaps in some future life, they will be free.

The Energy of Trust

Now, let me show you the second dog—the one that carries trust energy.

The moment I approach, the dog runs to me joyfully. Its tail wags, its eyes shine, its body relaxes. It comes forward without hesitation. This is the vibration of trust. This is the energy that heals.

I speak softly to it, “Yes, yes, how are you? Come, come, come.” The dog instantly responds, drawn by my vibration. It comes closer, surrendering completely to my presence.

It trusts me. It feels safe. Look into its eyes—there is no fear, no doubt, no calculation. Its soul knows me. That is real grounding—the soul recognizing the universal energy in another being.

As I touch its heart center, I feel the heart chakra opening. It follows my every word because trust creates direct communication between souls.

This is the trust you must show towards your Guru. This is the key to awakening. The dogs do not know language, yet they recognize vibration. They know me energetically. They connect beyond thought.

Can you show such trust? Can you surrender completely? If you can, you will heal. You will be freed through your Kundalini. Because trust is inevitable on the path of awakening.

The Essence of Surrender

Trust is not just belief—it is the dissolving of ego into the flow of life. The sun behind the clouds shines fully only when the clouds move away. Similarly, your consciousness shines fully when the clouds of ego, conditioning, and fear dissolve.

When you come to the Guru with surrender, the clouds part, and divine light flows through you. The Guru becomes the mirror of your soul, reflecting the truth of who you are.

Trust does not mean blind following; it means total receptivity. It is the recognition that the Guru is not separate from the universal force that is already within you.

You cannot fake this trust. It is felt, lived, breathed. When you surrender truly, your energy begins to vibrate higher, your Kundalini flows naturally, and the healing becomes effortless.

Return to Life

As this discourse comes to an end, I invite you to know who you truly are. You are not the noise of your mind, not the traffic of your thoughts. You are the universal energy, the same energy that flows through me, through the trees, the earth, and the animals.

Come closer to life. Come closer to yourself. When you are ready, when you are pure, the universe will bring you to me—not through words, but through energy.

So be free. Live the life of trust. Let the Guru’s energy flow through your being. And remember—the soul’s trust will always lead you home, while the ego’s distrust will always lead you astray.

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