Background
In this discourse, Guru Sanju guides a first-session student through deep root chakra fear, sacral chakra trauma, childhood abuse, ungrounding, dependency, toxic relationship patterns, and the painful loss of maternal safety. She explains that the student’s Kundalini awakened early in life, but because the trauma was never healed, fear remained stored in the nervous system for decades.
Through diagnosis, body-based energy work, leg stretches, spinal release, surrender posture, and energy transmission, she begins clearing the root chakra blockages and moving the student out of freeze mode. Her presence creates safety so the nervous system can release old body armor and suppressed emotions.
The deeper transformation offered is from victimhood to power, from dependency to inner strength, from orphaned fear to divine protection, and from suffering to freedom. Guru Sanju takes the student into a quantum vision of leaving the matrix, walking into nature, reclaiming the soul, and taking a new birth.
This discourse matters because it shows that healing childhood trauma in the Kundalini journey is not only emotional release. It is the rebuilding of safety, grounding, self-trust, power, and a new life guided by the guru, nature, energy transmission, and courageous action.
The First Reading of the Energy Field
This is the first session, and the first step is always diagnosis. I read you, I diagnose you, and based on what I see in your energy field, I give you the energy transmission and instructions required for your transformation.
As you discussed, the main concern is the root chakra blockage. When I connected to your field, the prime energy I diagnosed in you was fear and ungrounding. You are extremely ungrounded, and you feel a deep loss of control over yourself and your life.
The primary reason behind this is the blockage in your root chakra and sacral chakra. The lower two chakras have been deeply affected by Kundalini awakening, and this has been the major issue throughout your life.
The Kundalini That Awakened in Childhood
Your Kundalini awakened when you were a child, but you did not know that this had happened. Because you did not know, the fear that came with it never truly left your system.
Throughout your life, you were dependent on your parents, especially your mother, because the sense of grounding was missing. The feeling that you could stand safely on your own never became strong enough in your nervous system.
This ungrounding has been carried forward until now. But since Kundalini has awakened in you, the positive part is that if you keep moving in the direction Kundalini guides you, you can be free in this birth.
If you move normally, it may take five to six years. But if you work continuously with Kundalini and with the guru, then in the next three to five years, I can progress your journey in a more meaningful way, and you do not have to suffer in the same way anymore.
The Burden of Childhood Trauma
There are many blockages in your system. There is a lot of childhood trauma, and because this is your first session, I will try to release you from the current suffering you are carrying.
I will also begin working on the trauma connected with the loss of your mother. Slowly, session by session, I will keep clearing the blockages and lead you toward the joy and life frequency that you deserve.
You do not need to hold your tears. You can cry. You can purge. You can release because I know what is happening in your energy field.
The first thing you need to feel is safety. Your brain and nervous system must feel that you have arrived at a powerful space where energy transformation can heal you.
The Lower Chakras and the Fear of Earth
The lower chakras make your life on Earth feel safe and grounded. Food, clothing, and shelter are the primary needs of physical existence, and these are connected with the root level of life.
When this center is blocked by trauma, uncertainty, and the loss of love, life itself feels unsafe. The loss of your mother has entered deeply into your nervous system because she was the one who loved you, cared for you, and nurtured you.
When she was alive, you knew that someone was beside you. But after she was no more, the nervous system began feeling that there was no one left to love you in that same way.
This sense of unsafety has created neurosis in the system. But from this point forward, you do not need to worry in the same way because the energy work has begun.
The First Body Release
Lie down on your stomach and allow the body to enter the healing position. I begin with basic energy work to release the blockages locked in the root chakra.
First, stretch the right leg as if someone is pulling it from behind. Let the stretch come from the lower back of the spine. Contract the leg for a moment, then relax and drop the body’s weight into the bed.
Then stretch the left leg in the same way, as if the toes and feet are being gently pulled from the opposite side. Relax completely after the stretch.
Now stretch both legs together and stretch the lower spine. Shake the head gently, as if the whole spine is being lengthened and vibrated. Then relax completely and do nothing.
Let the Spine Speak
When this movement creates pressure in the spine, focus your attention on the area where the pressure is felt. If the pressure is soothing, it means the energy is beginning to move.
Again, pull both legs, stretch the head, and vibrate the head as if the entire spine is being stretched from within. Let the body receive the movement and then drop completely.
Fold one leg from the knee and bring it toward the buttock to the extent possible. Then release. Do the same with the other leg and allow the energy to move.
These movements help the body release root-level blockages. The body knows where the energy is stuck, and when it is guided properly, it begins responding.
The Energy Transmission Position
Turn onto your back, cover your body with a blanket, and cover your eyes with an eye mask. Drop all your body’s weight into the bed.
Place both hands on the navel in a crossed position. This gives the brain biofeedback that the body is safe and does not need to remain alert.
You do not have to stay in alert mode. You only have to relax, drop your weight, and be ready to surrender completely.
Your nervous system needs to be freed from freeze mode. The shaking of the legs and movement in the body are positive signs that the energy is grounding through the legs.
From Freeze Mode to Alpha State
During the energy transmission, energy may move through your body. You may feel the urge to move your legs, move your body, or allow certain releases to happen.
Do not resist. If movement happens, it means the blockages are being cleared and the body is responding well in a safe field.
I am slowly changing your freeze mode and sympathetic nervous system state. I am shifting you from beta state into alpha state.
You do not need to speak. You do not need to respond. If sleep comes, allow yourself to enter that mode because transformation can continue there.
The Body Armor of Becoming Someone
Let the energies move on their own. Do not restrict yourself with the body armor you have created over years.
This body armor came from image consciousness and the conditioning you received in your journey of becoming someone. You always had to prove a point to be meaningful in the world.
That pressure to become someone was one of the real reasons behind your suffering. You never felt safe in your body because the childhood trauma was never truly healed.
The trauma is connected with abuse, with sexual abuse, and with the fear that entered your system at an early age.
The Child Who Took Shelter in the Mother
Since early childhood, the child in you lived in fear. You took shelter in your mother’s presence because she felt like the safety net.
But because the trauma was connected with someone close, you could not express everything to your mother. You had to carry it silently for years.
This trauma is still in your body. It has remained hidden in your nervous system, your root chakra, your sacral chakra, and the emotional field.
These blockages must be released in the presence of a powerful master where your nervous system feels safe enough to let go.
Release the Victimhood
Cry out loud and release the trauma you are carrying. You do not need to fear these blockages anymore.
You do not need to suppress the emotion. You are free to release. You are no longer a victim.
You are a strong human being. You can say no when you do not like something. You do not need to compromise with toxicity, toxic relationships, and situations that keep you trapped.
First, you need to become a strong individual who can take care of herself alone. You do not need anyone else to take care of you.
Kundalini Wants to Make You Powerful
Kundalini in you wants to make you powerful. Kundalini wants to make you an individual who is confident in her body, mind, and spirit.
There is so much transformation required in you, and there is so much work to do on yourself that you have never paid attention to before.
Your attention was always in the external world, seeking dependency on another person for love, affection, protection, and care.
This dependency is the cause behind much of your suffering. Kundalini now wants to break you free from all limitations and free your soul from the past blockages and past-life karmas you have carried so far.
The Soul Is Crying to Be Free
A time will come when you will be free from all karmas and your soul will be set free. But for that, you must take complete effort to change yourself.
You must allow the energies blocked in your system to release. If crying comes, cry. If purging comes, purge. Do it with full heart and let it happen.
You are safe. You will feel that a heavy burden has been removed from you.
When this burden is removed, you come closer to your soul. The soul is crying to be free, and this release is the beginning of that freedom.
Speak the Truth and Become Strong
When you become powerful, you can speak directly to the person who caused harm. You can say what damage was done to you and reclaim your voice.
But this is possible only when you stop remaining a victim. If you remain a victim, the soul will continue suffering.
You have to take a decision that you no longer want to suffer. You must decide that you want to be free from the victimhood you have carried for years.
From that decision, you start living your life on your own by taking steps for yourself.
Leaving the Energetic Reality of Bondage
If you feel that you need to break free from the conditions and situations you are in, then you have to leave your old reality.
Your true energetic reality is freedom. I am taking you to a future reality from the quantum, where I can see what lies ahead of you.
Imagine that you have left your house and sold everything that belongs to you. You begin a world journey, an Earth journey, into an unknown land where nobody knows you.
You are free to do what you want to do. You are in nature, climbing mountains, visiting forests, waterfalls, rivers, and natural places.
The Lonely Yet Powerful Journey
In this journey, you allow your soul to feel what freedom truly means. There is no coming back to the old home, no one to seek validation from, and no one to depend on.
You set yourself on a lonely yet powerful journey because this is what your soul wants.
You do not need to remain bound by the jail called the matrix. You do not need to obey the limitations of the matrix anymore.
This becomes practical when I make you powerful slowly, day by day. Right now, you are like a child taking new birth, still in the womb of transformation.
The Master as the Powerful Presence
With the master’s power, you can come out of the womb and live a meaningful life full of power and freedom.
This is the purpose of your life. When you become free from your suffering and blockages, there is a high possibility that you will later heal and transform many others.
Many people are suffering from victimhood. Many have suppressed childhood trauma and many other traumas inside them.
Females need that powerful presence, but it does not always have to come through parents, partners, husbands, or spouses. The powerful presence can come through the master, through the guru.
Fifty-Two Years of Suffering Ends Here
In your life, that powerful presence has been brought to you in my form after years of suffering. Fifty-two years of suffering is not a small period.
You have lived life in all seasons. You know how life functions in the matrix. Now the time has come to take the plunge and decide that you will not suffer anymore.
Slowly, as you keep taking sessions, you will feel the shift happening. I will ask you to take actions in life, and when you take those actions, I will be able to free you through you.
You will know that you can live in your own space, live a meaningful life, and no longer remain a victim.
The Possibility of a New Love
In the future, if everything goes well, you may find a partner based on your frequency, not on toxicity.
A loving partner may come in the future if you are willing to welcome someone for a higher purpose. That possibility exists in the quantum field.
There are many possibilities in the quantum. Whatever direction you choose from that field can become possible.
But first, you must feel freedom. You must let the old trauma be washed away.
The River That Cleanses the Soul
Feel as if you are sitting in front of a river. The sound of the river is washing you, cleansing your soul from all the trauma you have experienced.
The more you spend time in nature, walk in nature, and do movement practices in nature, the more your burden will reduce.
Nature will help your nervous system understand that life is still safe. Nature will help the root chakra feel Earth again.
This is why you must spend more time outdoors and let your system be reintroduced to life.
Changing the Brain and Quantum Reality
Through further energy transmission, I will transform you and clear your blockages. You are safe in my presence.
Slowly, you will start taking actions that you have never taken before for yourself. You will see shifts happening through the energy work I do and the actions you take.
I work on changing your neuroplasticity. I work on changing your quantum reality. I work on changing your present to change your future.
The past will be gone. I will erase the past from your memory through energy work so that you forget the life of suffering and begin living as the real you.
The Nine-Month New Birth
You are taking a new birth. Right now, you are in the womb of transformation.
It may take approximately nine months to come out of this womb. Slowly, you will feel that there is so much to do for yourself that you have never done before.
This is what your soul wants. Your soul does not want you to remain a victim. Your soul wants power, freedom, movement, and life.
Feel this freedom. Feel the shift in energy that has happened in you, and remain in this state for a few moments before getting up.
Tell Your Brain You Are Safe
Finally, you are smiling. This smile shows that something has shifted.
Tell your brain that you are safe. In my presence, you are absolutely safe.
There is much work to do on yourself. You can take sessions according to your feeling, every few days, every week, or whenever you feel guided.
You do not need to feel alone anymore. Tell your brain, “I am not an orphan anymore. I have the power working for me. I trust the universal powers working for me.”
The Next Step in the Process
The next session should be a coaching session. In that session, I will understand all your problems and then continue with energy transmission as required.
A combination of coaching and energy transmission will help the process move more clearly. In coaching, you can ask questions, and I will understand the practical aspects of your life.
Then I will give you protocols to follow in daily life. Wherever needed, energy transmission and coaching can be combined.
After a few months, when you are eligible, a major Physical Project can also be planned for mega transformation.
The Physical Project After Purification
For now, your energy channels need a lot of purification. I will do that through online sessions first.
When your time for transformation comes, a physical session can be planned wherever I am. That place will become the place of the Physical Project.
The Physical Project will come only when your system is ready. First, the root chakra, sacral chakra, nervous system, and energy field must become purified and strong.
Then the deeper transformation can happen physically, powerfully, and safely.
The Core Teaching
The real teaching is that Kundalini wants you to become powerful. She does not want you to remain dependent, ungrounded, traumatized, fearful, or bound to victimhood.
The root chakra must feel safe. The nervous system must release the old freeze. The body armor must dissolve, and the soul must begin trusting life again.
Through the guru’s presence, energy transmission, nature, movement, action, and surrender, the old suffering can end and a new life can begin.
You are not an orphan anymore. You are held by the universal power, and the journey toward freedom has begun.
