Background
In this discourse, Guru Sanju reveals how the true student is not chosen by ego, but by the surrender of Kundalini, soul, and life force. She explains that after powerful energy work, the student begins returning to the body, the center, and the third eye, where guidance becomes possible again.
The teaching shows that derealization, depersonalization, out-of-body feelings, inability to meditate, and chaos in the energy field happen when the soul loses connection with purpose. Through the guru’s intervention, the soul returns to the body, the heart opens, and energy begins ascending toward clarity, love, gratitude, and bliss.
Guru Sanju also explains the practical structure of transformation: regular sessions, the Freedom Project, action-based meditation, removing distractions, maintaining energetic boundaries, and releasing one band of trapped energy at a time. Her aim is not to create followers, but to empower students into their own powerful potential.
This discourse matters because it defines the sacred eligibility of becoming Guru Sanju’s student. Only when the energy responds to her power can the journey move from victimhood to freedom, from chaos to center, and from spiritual confusion to living consciousness.
The Guru Does Not Create Followers
I do not want to keep you as a follower or as someone below in energy. My prime purpose is to empower you. I want you to realize your powerful potential.
This is what the guru does. This is what the master does. The guru does not keep you weak, dependent, or small. The guru makes you powerful enough to understand your own life force.
The journey may move slowly as you progress, but it will be impactful and powerful. Every step has a purpose, and every session opens something that was previously blocked.
Why the Soul Leaves the Body
You first need to understand why you felt out of the body. When the soul loses its purpose to live here, it hovers around the energy field. It may remain in the auric body, but it does not fully enter the physical body.
The moment I connect you to your purpose, the soul begins returning. Since I carry the divine universal power that can lead your energy back into the body, this happened through my previous energy work.
Once the soul knew what it needed to do as soul purpose, it came back into the body. That is the miracle that happened. Now you are more integrated in the body.
The Difficult Energy of the Earth
You also need to understand the bigger perspective of where you are. This is a difficult time to meditate on Earth because there are so many wars, mental wars, and chaotic energies active in the field of human existence.
If some countries are involved in physical wars, other people are still not in peace. The atmosphere of Earth is disturbed because lower energies have become active in the auric field of the Earth.
Earth itself is a living form. Wherever you exist on Earth, even in solitude and silence, you may feel certain chaos because the collective field is disturbed.
This happened to you. You could not meditate because of lower energies, and because you could not meditate and come into the body, the light converted into darkness.
The Heart Opens the Path Upward
With my powerful intervention, I centered you. The blockage was in the heart chakra, and from there the energy ascended upward.
Now the energy is flowing from the heart to the third eye. From the third eye, you can focus, meditate, and receive guidance.
This is a positive sign. As you practice more, you will grow in this connection. I will guide you on your own integration practices and how to remove distractions from your life.
The heart must open first, and then the energy can move toward higher perception.
Guru as the Living Form of Divine Power
The divine is connected to you through the guru. The guru is the living form through which divine power becomes visible on Earth.
You cannot see someone as guru just because someone claims to be a guru. But when the guru performs powerful actions, your soul connects to that energy.
The gratitude, love, and bliss you are experiencing are the feelings of safety that every soul wants. It is like you are the soul and I am the super soul guiding you toward safety.
In spiritual language, the soul is Atma and the super soul is Paramatma. I give you this understanding so you can move forward without getting stuck in spiritual concepts.
The Student and the Teacher
From this point, I take you into the student-teacher relationship. I will be the teacher on your path to light, love, and abundance, and you will remain the student.
Right now, I am also checking your eligibility to be my student for further teachings. Receptivity is the first sign, and so far, your receptivity is good.
You surrendered to my energy in the previous sessions, and my energy started working on you. That is why the shift has happened.
The love, gratitude, appreciation, and compassion you feel are higher energies. You cannot feel them if lower energies dominate your body.
Life Force Is Individual
Higher energies are felt when the soul becomes active in the body. This means the life force in you is active and you have begun gaining access to your life purpose.
Your life force is in your own energy field, not in anybody else’s field. Even if you had an identical twin, her destiny and life force would be different from yours.
Life force is individual. The life force in one dog is unique. Even in the smallest insect, the life force thriving in that form is connected to the formless flowing through it.
You are also an individual form. You were disconnected from your own identity as a soul, and that created chaos.
Derealization and Depersonalization
In medical terms, your experience may be called derealization and depersonalization. Derealization means you do not feel located inside the body, and you may feel confusion about your existence on Earth.
You may feel out of the body, hovering around the body, seeing life happen but not being able to act. You may feel unable to work on your health or any part of life.
Depersonalization is connected with ego and identity crisis. You identify with the personality self, and then suddenly feel that even that is not you.
Then confusion arises: What am I doing here? What is my role? Neither the ego identity is true, nor the confusion is the final truth.
You Are Pure Consciousness
You are not the ego, mind, beliefs, personality, or confusion. You are pure consciousness. This is the highest reality.
When you abide in this state, that is the state of moksha. That is the state of freedom. That is the state of liberation.
When you remain in consciousness for days, weeks, months, and years, you become powerful, free, and happy forever.
My purpose is to make you realize this energetically. For that, much action and work are required on your path, and my powerful energy will keep taking you toward your center.
The Turning Point After Enlightenment
Once you reach your center, there are no limitations. Freedom means freedom. You can live life the way you want, express what you want, and do anything that comes from your true state.
This includes your career, profession, and whatever you do on Earth after that. You can spend your entire life doing nothing if you have complete trust in the universe, or you can do many things.
There comes a turning point after enlightenment. One path asks you to leave everything and move toward freedom. Another path takes you back to the matrix, where you lower your energies and adjust again.
Many people get lost after enlightenment. That is why I am beginning your journey in a direction where there is no more looking back.
The Value of Deciding Early
You are still young, and that is important. Many people realize these things at seventy, eighty, or ninety, when the body has already deteriorated and the scope to live life becomes limited.
You can change everything from now. Nothing much has been lost. Whatever has been lost, you will forget once you are empowered and moving in a positive direction.
The faster you decide, the more life you save for living and expression. Delayed decisions keep energy trapped in the matrix.
This is the clarity you need before entering the deeper path as a student.
The Strictness of the Guru
As a student, you must understand that I will always remain in the role of the teacher. I will guide you, and you will follow what I guide.
If there is confusion or disagreement, you have the right to ask questions. You can tell me where you are stuck or what belief system is stopping you.
I have the power to remove that ignorance in you and take you toward the right path. Sometimes I may ask you to jump from the cliff, and your mind may ask why you should jump.
But on the other side, you may see that there was a safety net. I may ask such things only to break the fear that limits you.
Breaking the Ego’s Limitations
I am a strict guru when it comes to transformation. Some actions I ask you to take may feel strict to the mind and ego.
My purpose is to break your limitations as ego and mind. You were born and brought up in a particular environment, and that created the present version of you.
I do not want you to remain limited to that. I will expose you to different situations and conditions so that you grow as a human organism.
You are not meant to remain limited like the ego, mind, and personality you have been so far.
Your Commitment to Life
There are two ways to work with me. First, you can take regular sessions once or twice a week, or once every seven days, according to your feeling and readiness.
Second, you can commit to a purpose-oriented project, such as the Freedom Project. In that project, we set a goal and work for thirty days with six sessions.
I conduct sessions based on the reading of when they are required. But within the thirty days, I make sure the six sessions are completed and you move toward the goal we have set.
If you begin from zero, you will move forward. This is guaranteed because I put my full commitment into your progress.
Meditation in Action
Questions that arise between sessions can be asked in the next session. In between, I will give you actions to take.
You may fail to take some actions, and that is acceptable. Practical difficulties may arise, but willingness must be present.
If I ask you to walk in nature for two hours every day and one day you cannot do it because of fatigue or weather, that is okay. But the willingness to take action must remain.
I work on Kundalini and life force through practical actions, not only through esoteric or traditional meditation. Whatever meditation is required, I will make you do in my presence. The rest of the time, you will learn meditation in action.
The Transition Phase and Energetic Death
Before your journey begins, you must know that you have a long life, but this present phase is a transition phase. In this phase, you may experience a death-like condition.
You may feel there is no role for you as a human being on Earth. Suicidal tendencies may come as thoughts or as energy, but you are not going to physically die.
You are going to die energetically. The old structure is going to die. The egoic self that lived through past limitation will dissolve.
There are not many karmas from this birth to burn, but past-life impacts are present in your system and will be cleared one by one.
The Past-Life Band of Victimhood
In many past births, there were situations where you were more of a victim, helpless as a woman, and abandoned by people, men, and even communities.
Those energies have been carried into this birth. Even if such events did not happen in this birth to the same degree, the remnants of those energies remain active.
Because of these old energies, even a small hurt or unloving behavior affects you deeply. You feel victimized very quickly, and therefore you push people away.
This energy must be released. You are no longer a victim in this birth.
Releasing Energy With Joy
Take this process in a lighter, joyful way. Human beings carry so much energy from many lives, and one by one, these energies must be cleared.
If you take it in a joyful manner, I can release the energy more gracefully. You do not need to go through trauma while releasing old trauma.
If there are one hundred bands of energy, I may focus on one band in one session. I will not only release the energy, but also educate you about it.
Later, when you become free, powerful, and stabilized, this understanding may help you as a healer if the universe gives you that grace.
The Stages of the Student
I will take you through the stages of self-realization, self-stabilization, and self-expression. For that, you must be patient as a student.
You must dissolve into this quantum intelligent field where I am educating you and taking you forward.
You have full power to ask questions. You can ask about energy science, past lives, future lives, present life, souls entering bodies, and what the billions of people on Earth are doing here.
You can receive such teachings from me because I am the universe expressing through this form. But until you are free from a certain band of energy, you will not understand the intelligence behind that band.
You Are an Independent Being Now
The first understanding is that in this birth you are no longer a victim. No one is physically abusing you now. No one is mentally abusing you now.
You are an independent person. You earn your living on your own. You are not dependent on anyone for survival.
Therefore, you do not have to feel victimized anymore. The past-life memory of helplessness must not control your present life.
You must now live as someone who is independent, sovereign, and energetically protected.
Protect Your Energy Field
The second understanding is that you will never allow anyone to enter your energy field without your permission. Your auric field must be protected.
When interacting with people, maintain distance. If you spread your arms around you, that much space must be protected as your field.
Whether it is a shopkeeper, friend, family member, or anyone else, keep enough distance so your energy field is not invaded.
In the next sessions, I will learn more about your family, past, present, and the people you interact with. For now, begin with this energetic boundary.
The First Twenty-Four-Hour Detox
The next action is to delete the apps and step away from social media and other distractions for twenty-four hours. This may create discomfort because the ego may feel disconnected from reality.
It may show you fear around disconnection. Let that fear come and still do it for twenty-four hours first.
If you feel that your life is better in those twenty-four hours, then do it for another twenty-four hours. During that time, focus on living your life.
Plan something good for the day. You may make a day trip, keep the phone on airplane mode, and see how it feels to live one day alone, empowered, without notifications and cheap dopamine.
Real Dopamine Comes From Action
Cheap dopamine comes from talking, scrolling, reacting, and interacting unconsciously. Real dopamine comes when you take actions for your own life.
When you disconnect from apps and plan a real experience, your system begins learning the difference between artificial stimulation and real life.
This is part of your transformation. You must stop feeding the energies that keep you weak and scattered.
Life must be lived through action, presence, and direct experience.
The Reverse Corpse Pose
Now I teach you a method to release blocked energy. Lie down on your stomach with your back facing upward, like a reverse corpse pose.
Place one pillow under your chest. Let the chest be supported while the body rests downward.
Stay in this posture for thirty minutes after waking up and thirty minutes before sleeping. During the day, after physical activity, you can also remain in this posture for twenty to thirty minutes two or three times.
Ideally, do it at least two times a day. For the next one to three days, practice it, and in the next session I will take this ahead.
Stretch and Release
While in the posture, stretch both legs from the toes as if someone is pulling your toes and legs away from you. At the same time, stretch the upper body toward the head.
Feel as if you are tied with ropes from both directions and trying to free yourself. Stretch the body as a contraction, completely and fully.
Once the stretch is complete, relax. Do nothing for a few moments. Drop the body’s weight on the ground.
During the thirty minutes, repeat this on and off. Stretch and relax. Stretch and relax. Let the body release what it is ready to release.
Do Not Expect Results
If there are blockages in the spine or Kundalini is blocked anywhere, something may release during this process. It may also not release immediately.
Do not expect a result. Your work is to do the contraction and relaxation.
The body will learn. The energy will respond. The blockages will open when the system is ready.
In the next session, I will completely clear the victim energy from your field and take the process deeper.
One Energy Band at a Time
My plan is to make you free from one energy band in each session. If the band is fear, one session will focus on fear. If the band is anger, another session will focus on anger.
In each session, I will clear that energy from your field. You have given me permission to work on you, like allowing me to perform energy surgery.
This is why I am taking the process forward. Your energy is responding to my powers, and that means you are definitely my student.
There is no deadline for this project. You are invited to give everything to be free and live the life you are meant for.
The Eligibility to Be My Student
When I call someone my student, it means the person has the qualities to be my student. To be my student is one of the most challenging forms of eligibility.
If you are in the Kundalini awakening journey, not everyone can be my student. The energy in that person has to respond to my powerful energy.
The ego cannot decide to be my student. Kundalini, the soul, and the life force decide to surrender.
When that life force surrenders, I can work on you through powerful energy work, online sessions, and later physical sessions when your time comes to become ultimately free.
The Miracle of the Previous Shift
This session showed how my power works for students dedicated to progress. The student had worked with the energy work I did in the previous session and became free from certain blockages.
She felt gratitude toward the guru, the master, and the power. She experienced love energy and bliss energy that she had not experienced for a long time.
Some energy shifts happened dramatically, almost like a miracle. She had not been able to meditate for years, and through my powerful energy transmission, her attention returned to her center.
From the third eye, she began receiving guidance about what to do next. Even taking the next session with the guru came as the next step through that guidance.
The Path Ahead
This is the next step in Kundalini progress. The student must now decide whether to continue through the Freedom Project or take the next session after a few days.
Either way, the path is open. The work can continue one session at a time, one band of energy at a time, one action at a time.
If she gives everything to be free, she can live the life she is meant to live.
This is the guru’s work: to transform, educate, test, empower, protect, and take the student from chaos to center, from victimhood to freedom, and from lower energy to the light of pure consciousness.
