Kundalini Is Not Your Servant

Part of my Kundalini Awakening guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

The Central Warning

A Case to Learn From

I will share with you one case, and you will understand what you need to do when you actually are going through Kundalini awakening.

When you are in your egoic high—especially when you are in the crown chakra, when your Kundalini has reached the crown chakra—at that time you feel that you can make Kundalini free. And you try to manipulate Kundalini energy with some of your stupid techniques: yoga, mantra, or other breathwork that you have learned from here and there. And you feel that you can free Kundalini and you can become enlightened. That has been the case with this student.

This student received the highest energy transmission from me for freedom. And that day, Kundalini moved in him, and he for the first time went into the state of nothingness. The very experience of life was gone. He was beyond time and distance during and after the energy transmission process.

What Surrender Truly Means

When I ask you to surrender completely when you receive my energy transmission, it means you are nobody. You have kept your ego aside. You have surrendered completely to the guru. You have surrendered completely to the master. And in that state, when you receive my powerful energy transmission, the energy in you moves.

I have the power to move your Kundalini because I am the Divine Shakti myself. I am the divine power myself. I have the highest spiritual power to move your Kundalini if your time of freedom has come, and that is why you receive the energy transmission.

But when you do not surrender, you struggle hard to remain alive and you feel that you can move Kundalini. After the session, when I suggest you do nothing—just surrender and be in nothingness for hours so that Kundalini can process in you—you get up and you do your thing. You start doing some other breathwork that you have learned from here and there, and you feel that you can free yourself. The ego in you is almighty; it will live, it will lead, and it will free. Kundalini—is Kundalini your servant? No. Kundalini is the master herself. Kundalini will kill you. Kundalini will make sure that you die. Kundalini will make sure that you suffer if you are resisting.

Kundalini Is the Master

You want to order Kundalini to move. She is the real master. She is the guru. She is your inner guru who has awakened for a purpose—who has awakened to free you from your egoic bondage for millions of lives.

You accumulate so much knowledge and you read so many scriptures. You read about Kundalini movement from here and there. You collect all the garbage, and when the guru comes, instead of surrendering, you are trying to move Kundalini. Do you know the repercussions of this particular act? Whether you are physically receiving energy transmission from me or you are receiving online, if you feel and if you think that you can move Kundalini, you can manipulate Kundalini—and in Kundalini journey you can clear the chakra, all kind of nonsense—you can clear your karma this much big. You are this much mighty. You are that you will clear the karmas that you have created in millions of lives due to your unconscious acts, due to your greed, due to your anger, due to your fear, due to your lower energies of all kinds. You will clear karmas? That mighty you are? That my power?

You have to clear your karmas? You don’t know what new karmas you are creating by trying to manipulate Kundalini energy, trying to change her way, trying to create more obstacles by trying to move her here and there. Is she your servant to move here and there on your order or on your directions? She is millions of times more powerful than you.

The Nature of Egoic Garbage

The dense energy you are—this ego is nothing but a dense collection of garbage created from your false sense of self, your false sense of identity, your collection of all garbage in the form of knowledge from scriptures, from reading, from social media about the experiences of other people, reading books. You don’t trust the Kundalini energy, and you forget about trusting the guru. You don’t trust the Kundalini shifting you.

Who Actually Wants Freedom?

Nobody wants to get free. You do not want to get free. Kundalini wants to get free. It is not the ego who wants freedom. Kundalini never wants bondage; ego never wants freedom. It is a totally different fight—different kind of energy. You are fighting in the opposite direction in which Kundalini is moving.

The River and the Upstream Error

Kundalini is a river which flows in the downward direction. It comes from the glacier and it is moving towards the ocean. You are the obstacle. You want to move upstream. Do you have that much power to go upstream? What happens if you try to go upstream? Will you ever be able to do that?

You are so cunning. Smart. Over-smart. Not smart—you are over-smart. In your parts, in your patterns, in your mind’s reality, you keep on thinking, thinking, thinking: How can I move Kundalini? When I sit in meditation, I can clear my chakras. I can clear my karmas. I’m allowing the Kundalini to work on me. So great I am. I am so much mighty that I am allowing Kundalini to work in me. Otherwise, I had never asked for Kundalini awakening. Who asked you? Whose permission is required for Kundalini to awaken in you? You are not even the size of a peanut in front of Kundalini.

It Is Her Journey, Not Yours

She is existing in millions of species. She has evolved on her own, taking new birth each time so that she can progress in her journey towards freedom—to meet the consciousness and merge with the universal consciousness. It is Kundalini journey. It is not your journey that you will be able to move Kundalini. You are not the master of Kundalini and she is not your servant. You don’t even exist for Kundalini; that is why she wants to dissolve you. What is your identity in front of this mighty, magnanimous energy of the universal forces working in you?

You are an idiot. You don’t know anything about Kundalini. You are just messing up with Kundalini by treating her like a servant—by thinking that she is your servant who will give you powers after enlightenment. And if you are doing it for powers, then let me tell you, she will be punishing you like anything. You will be suffering like hell. She will kill you every moment and yet you will not die.

The Suffering You Invite

That is the suffering. A day will come—you will feel: Let me leave this body. Let me die so that I do not suffer any more. But you will not get to the death. The physical death will not happen to you, because you have to suffer more and more and more and more. You have to suffer to the extreme because you have treated Kundalini like a servant. You have assumed that she is your servant. She is the divine Shakti in you. She is the goddess in you. You should have the highest gratitude towards Kundalini Shakti. If she has awakened in you, you should pray to her for your freedom. You should bow down before her for freedom. You should never come in the way to manipulate Kundalini and her work.

Let her do her task. You just be present. Allow whatever is happening. Don’t resist. Don’t force. Don’t do anything to move Kundalini or to change her way. Imagine the river is flowing from the glacier and it has its own way towards different courses, different tributaries—it is forming on its own—and you just want to change the way the river is flowing. How can you do that as a person, as a single man?

If you want to be free so that after the freedom you get powers and you use the power to fulfill your desires—if this is your wish—then you are a bad loser already. Nothing will happen to you. Nothing is going to happen in your favor. Kundalini is going to kill the very person who has this desire. Desire.

You are nothing in front of this great power. So stop treating Kundalini as a servant and stop manipulating her ways when she is working in you.

The Hidden Dangers of Forcing the Energy

You don’t have any idea about the problems that will happen to you if you try to change the way Kundalini functions in you. Let me make you aware so that you stop all nonsense doing and just surrender to the Kundalini energy in you, so that at least in this birth there is some possibility for you to see the light of the tunnel—to be free, to be enlightened—and then something can happen.

Kundalini may lead—if you try to move Kundalini through any asanas, mantras, or any poses, or any breathwork—Kundalini may move into Ida and Pingala in a volatile manner. Kundalini should move into some nunnery. Then only you will be able to see the light. Kundalini should only move towards—she should not—through all the functioning that she does, the purpose is to move into—she should not—so that it is the highway through which it travels, goes, and meets consciousness at the crown chakra, and thereafter in the eighth chakra and beyond.

It merges with the universal consciousness, and that merging is the cosmic orgasm. It is the cosmic union of yin and yang energy—the Shiva and Shakti energy—the consciousness and Kundalini energy that leads to freedom, that leads to the state of bliss. When Kundalini and consciousness meet, the frequency of energy that is experienced with that union is the energy of bliss.

It is the energy of unconditional love. It is the energy of gratitude. It is the energy of joy, extreme peace, stillness. You need nothing. There is no desire. The end of desire. It is that state when nothing is required. At this stage, nothing is required—nothing—no desire. It is the state of desirelessness. There is no desire.

You are still. You are lost into nothingness. You are lost into a moment—you feel that you are this universal field, and the next moment you feel that you are the black hole. There is nothing. Sometimes you feel that you are in everything, and sometimes you feel that you are nothing. You are beyond this time, distance, space, energy, and everything.

You don’t even exist as energy after a certain point. And that is the point of real freedom, moksha, true enlightenment. But that is not a stable position. You have to do post-enlightenment sadhana to be stabilized as nothingness, as the pure you. You need to understand that if you want to experience that state of ultimate freedom, ultimate moksha, you have to respect the divine Shakti in you.

Reverence for Shakti and Shiva

You have to respect the divine Shiva in you—that is, the pure consciousness. Stop treating Shakti and Shiva as your servants who will listen to you throughout your life and through millions of lives. You have manipulated your relationship; you have manipulated, you have cheated, you have done all the wrongdoings. So stop doing at least now. That is the lesson that Kundalini is teaching you.

Why the Ego Must Die

What is the reason behind killing the ego? Everything was good in the world—everything was happy and happening. Is it true? Are you happy in the matrix? Are you happy in the rat race? Are you happy in the crabs’ company of the world? You have asked for freedom. You have actually requested the divine powers to free you through your spiritual practices, your sadhana, in millions of births.

You have suffered so much that you have requested the divine forces to free you. And that is why, in this birth, you got the opportunity—that Kundalini got awakened in you. But when Kundalini awakened in you, you thought this energy is someone like a servant whom you can order to meet and fulfill your worldly desires. Freedom itself is the end of desires.

Kundalini makes sure that all your vrittis, vasanas, your patterns and tendencies are wiped away from your system. Your mind is dissolved. Your memories are dissolved. Everything that you are identified with as the ego is dissolved. Kundalini makes sure that all this dissolution happens. All your karmas that are stuck in your chakras; all your lower energies of fear, greed, jealousy, anger, envy, hatred, blaming, shaming, grief, agony, regret, depression, anxiety, frustration, cunningness, cheating, lying, lust energy—all these lower kinds of energies—she makes sure that she is cleaning your system. She is purifying you, and she is purifying at her own pace and in her own style. Kundalini is the intelligence of the universe, and when she awakens in you, she uses her ways to cleanse you—her ways to purify you.

She will not ask you. She is the master. You are the servant. You are the servant who needs to follow Kundalini. And if you do not want to become the servant, then surrender like a student. If you treat Kundalini as servant, she will treat you as a slum dweller. She will ensure that you feel the worst. The suffering will be too much—that you will feel like you are a slum dweller. You are radiating with so much negative and lower energies like demons, like criminals in the slum.

You will feel so low at times—at such frequency, the densest frequency—you will experience nightmares and dreams of criminal activities. Maybe you have murdered many people in your past. Those will come and haunt you. Those will come like ghosts.

You will suffer from insomnia. For nights you won’t be able to sleep—for days, weeks, months, and years. This has happened with the students or with the people who actually took Kundalini as a servant and started manipulating her. Don’t try to fool Kundalini. Don’t try to fool her ways. She will make sure that you feel the worst.

How to Stop the Spiral: Surrender and Simple Practice

If you want to overcome all the suffering, all the pain that you are experiencing, have the highest gratitude towards Kundalini Shakti that has awakened in you and pray for your ultimate freedom by surrendering in true sense.

Relax, relax, and release. Just sit. Do nothing. Keep your belly movement up—in-and-out movement of the belly you keep doing—or do diaphragmatic breathing where, while you are inhaling, your belly is moving up and you are not in hold mode; when you are exhaling, your belly is deflating. Take help of the natural ways to process Kundalini and leave your ego behind.

Diaphragmatic Breathing — Step-by-Step

1. Seat and Spine: Sit on a chair or on the floor with a neutral spine. Let the chin be slightly tucked so the back of the neck is long. Place one hand lightly on the lower belly and, if helpful, the other on the lower ribs.
2. Inhale (No Holding): Breathe in through the nose. Allow the lower belly to rise under your hand as the diaphragm descends. Let the lower ribs expand gently in all directions. Do not pause or hold.
3. Exhale (Soft, Complete): Exhale through the nose or softly parted lips. Allow the belly to fall and the lower ribs to settle. Again, no holds—keep the breath continuous and unforced.
4. Tempo and Duration: Maintain an easy, unbroken rhythm for several minutes. If attention wanders, return to the belly’s rise and fall.
5. Attitude: Do not do Kundalini. Do not try to move or steer anything. Your only task is relaxed awareness and non-interference.
6. After-effects: If sensations, emotions, or spontaneous movements arise, allow them without analysis or control. Stay present, breathe, and let energy process itself.

On the Guru and Eligibility

Find your guru who can work with you to free you. Not necessarily will you be my student. To be my student, the highest level of eligibility is required. Everyone cannot be my student. To be my student, one has to respect the guru. One has to respect Kundalini Shakti. One has to respect life. One has to respect Shiva.

Guru is the highest force on this planet, and only the luckiest ones get the opportunity to get the guidance from the guru when they are meant to be free. If your time of freedom has come, you will automatically be connected to the guru—the right guru.

And if the guru is Guru Sanju—that’s me—then you should respect and come with highest surrenderedness. You should leave everything behind. You should burn the boat. Leave everything—the matrix, your ego that is created from the matrix and the surrounding. No amount of ego is going to connect you to the guru.

If you want the universe to manifest guru in your life—either in the form of Guru Sanju or anyone in the world—you have to ask from the universe forgiveness for all your wrongdoing from deep within your heart. You have to feel that sense of forgiveness, not just thinking in your mind.

You have to energetically ask for forgiveness for all the disrespect that you have done to Kundalini Shakti—that you have tried to manipulate her, tried to become an obstacle in her path. Kundalini gives you signals, but you do not listen to it. You do your own thing. You are a bad student.

You do not listen to the inner signals, inner guidance that comes from the divine. And that is why Kundalini becomes frustrated with your attitude. And that is why she punishes you.

The Consequence of Disrespecting Guru and Shakti

The case that I mentioned at the beginning—that student is not free yet because of his mistake of not respecting the guru’s power and not respecting Kundalini Shakti. And he will be suffering the highest for years, till the time all his suffering is over. You have to suffer enough to respect Kundalini.

That is why you are still in the matrix and still in the rotten condition. You are in the slum with negative energy, facing your negative energies, demons, lower energies, lower vibrational energy, because you have not done anything to radiate higher. You are not taking any actions in your life to radiate higher. You are not respecting the way Kundalini functions.

You are not trusting the process. You have your own ways. The way you are operating in the matrix—you feel that you will be able to operate the same way with Kundalini.

You may be a billionaire—doesn’t matter. Maybe the richest person in the world—does not matter to Kundalini. Ultimately you are a matter to her. The divine energy is treating you like a virus which needs to be removed permanently so that the system does not get damaged.

She is removing the virus—you—from this entire existence so that the soul can breathe its natural life. You are the cancerous cell which needs to be removed, which is damaged, which is the reason behind all the problems in life. Your ego expands like cancer—expands uncontrollably—that is you, the ego which is uncontrollable.

You get hurt too early, too soon; a touchy-feely kind of character. You are a split personality. You have bipolar disorder. You have schizophrenia. You have all kinds of mental and brain health-related issues. And that is the punishment you have got in this birth.

Stop Treating Kundalini as Property

So stop right now treating Kundalini like your servant. She is not your servant and she will never become your servant. She is not your wife. She is not your servant. She is not your children. She is not whatever you possess in the materialistic world. She is not your car. She is not your house. She is not your property.

She is not what you can change. So stop manipulating her. You have become so big that you are treating her like a servant. You will suffer—this is a declaration from me, the guru.

Whoever you are, this guru frequency will ensure that you suffer the highest if ever in life you have manipulated Kundalini and tried to change her way by treating her like a servant.

Have a great day. All the best. Thank you.

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