Awakening After Psilocybin: Balance Masculine Energy

Part of my Kundalini Awakening guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

Anthony, This Is an Awakening—But Your System Went Into Panic Mode

Anthony, the spiritual awakening is going on in you.

But what happened after the ceremony is this:

Your brain and nervous system went into panic mode.
And panic mode makes everything feel confusing—especially sensations in the lower body.

So the first thing I did was diagnose you.
Because before techniques, I need clarity of the case.

Your Main Blockage Is Not “Sexuality”

Your major blockage is lower-energy psychological charge.

And psychological blockages directly affect:

• genitals
• pelvic region
• sexual energy
• lower-chakra pulsation
• compulsive thoughts

So the sensations you are describing are not proof of a new identity.

They are proof of energy imbalance.

About Feminine Energy and Sexual Confusion

You asked me about the feminine presence.

I told you clearly:

This imbalance is due to Kundalini movement and it can be corrected.
Your masculine energy needs to be increased, and your feminine energy needs to be balanced.

So relax.

It is not a “homosexuality problem.”
It is not a “new attraction problem.”
It is an energetic polarity imbalance happening because energy got activated in the wrong way and the nervous system is over-processing it.

If you have been heterosexual till now, that continues.
This phase is about stabilizing the energies so the mind stops creating fear stories.

Why You Did the Ceremony Matters

You didn’t do it for fun.

You did it because you wanted:

• expansion of consciousness
• relief from overthinking
• release from perfectionism and obsessive control
• deeper ability to bond in relationships

So your intention was valid.

But the ceremony triggered awakening without training your nervous system how to hold awakening.

That’s the only problem.

The First Transmission: A Glimpse of the “Complete Man” Frequency

Then I took you into a field where you feel:

• complete without needing anything
• balanced yin and yang
• no compulsive desire
• relationships only by choice, not lack
• peace so deep you stop chasing stimulation

This is not imagination.

This is a frequency.

And you felt it in your body.

When you touched that state, I showed you something important:

You can reach that state without mushrooms.
You don’t need psychedelics for the next level.
You need energetic mastery.

The Core Teaching: You Are Not Anthony

Anthony is your name.
But you are not the name.

You are not the body.
You are not the mind.
You are the witness awareness behind everything.

When you are merged with mind, Anthony’s story becomes suffering:

• identity confusion
• relationship pain
• obsession
• compulsive thinking
• sexual charge and fear

But when you detach:

• mind becomes the object
• you become the subject
• you become free

That is the beginning of mastery.

The Movie Screen Practice: Watch “Anthony” Like a Film

I told you to close your eyes and project Anthony’s life like a movie.

Childhood to now.
Major events.
Patterns.
Mistakes.
Drama.
Relationships.

And you, as consciousness, sit in the audience and watch.

This creates the first real separation:
You are not the character. You are the awareness.

When this detachment becomes stable, the whole matrix begins dissolving.

The 24-Hour Experiment: Conscious Actions

Then I made you get up and do 2–3 deliberate actions.

Not for motivation.
For proof.

Because life changes when you operate from intention.

Intention → Attention → Energy flow.

Attention is the currency of consciousness.
Energy is the vehicle of consciousness.

When you act consciously, you break the old neural autopilot.

This is brain rewiring in real time.

Your Core Practice: Everything With Intention

Your first practice is simple and brutal:

For 24 hours:

• do everything consciously
• eat consciously
• drink consciously
• move consciously
• speak consciously
• watch the mind patterns arise
• and refuse to act unconsciously

This is how obsessive patterns lose power.

Not through analysis.
Through conscious replacement.

The Secret Technique: Exhale + Breath Hold After Exhalation

Then I gave you my key practice.

This technique has two major benefits:

1. Direct route to consciousness
2. Direct route to brain and nervous-system healing

Technique steps

• Inhale through the nose (simple, not forced)
• Exhale slowly through the mouth (longer, slower)
• Belly goes fully inside on exhale
• After full exhale, hold breath with belly deflated
• Hold 3–5 seconds initially
• Release and breathe naturally for a few breaths
• Repeat

Your focus stays internal, especially around third-eye awareness.

I guided multiple rounds and then made you stop to feel the shift.

Because something changes when you do it correctly.

Why This Works: Nervous System, CO₂ Tolerance, Vessel Dilation

When you hold after exhale:

• carbon dioxide rises
• blood vessels dilate
• oxygen exchange improves
• brain capillaries open
• focus increases
• prana circulates more cleanly

On the energetic level:
Prana is the circuit.
Nervous system is the wiring.
Kundalini moves when the circuit opens.

So you are not “doing breathing.”
You are rewiring your entire system.

The Goal: Move Energy Out of Lower Pulsation Into Heart and Head

When the system stabilizes:

• lower-chakra pulsation reduces
• sexual charge becomes neutral
• energy rises naturally
• heart expands
• head becomes clear
• panic ends
• confusion ends

Then the “feminine presence” stops feeling disorienting.

It becomes simply: balance.

Your Protocol for the Next 24 Hours

This is your assignment:

1. Do the breath technique 100 times in 24 hours
   • or 10 times every hour
2. Live deliberately for 24 hours
   • everything consciously
3. Observe what shifts
   • sensations
   • thoughts
   • nervous system response
4. Report to my team after 24 hours
5. Then book the next session if you want the next level

That is the protocol.

Closing

Anthony, you got a glimpse of what is possible.

Now your path is not psychedelics.
Your path is mastery.

You don’t need to fear sensations.
You need to stabilize the nervous system and direct the energy.

And once you learn this, your life will stop feeling like a mystery.

It will feel like a choice.

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