Background
In this discourse, Guru Sanju reveals the difference between the mind’s planning and Kundalini’s flow. She teaches that the mind plans everything, even what it cannot plan, but life is not meant to be lived through the mind. Life belongs to Kundalini because Kundalini is the life force moving the journey.
Speaking while traveling through the mountains of Pokhara, she turns an unexpected road blockage into a profound teaching. A planned route is interrupted, another path opens, and the journey becomes more alive, fresh, adventurous, and transformative. Through this real experience, she shows that blockages do not stop the journey when one is available to Kundalini’s flow.
She explains that the mind repeats the same route and therefore repeats the same experience. Kundalini, however, takes one into unknown roads, raw forests, steep slopes, fresh mountain air, lake views, Himalayan vultures, and expanded perception. The detour becomes the teaching.
This discourse matters because it teaches surrender to Kundalini’s intelligence. Guru Sanju shows that freedom comes when one stops over-planning life, becomes available to experience, gives Kundalini what she wants, and allows life to move through its own turns and twists.
The Mind Plans What It Cannot Plan
Kundalini’s flow and planning are two completely different ways of living. The mind plans a lot. The mind plans everything. The mind even plans what it cannot plan.
The mind tries to plan how to live life. But how to live life is not the mind’s duty. Living life is one hundred percent Kundalini’s work because Kundalini is the life force.
This journey is Kundalini’s journey. Kundalini is doing the journey through you. When you interfere through the mind, you disturb the natural flow of life.
If you are stuck in the mind game and ego game of planning, you are going to become a flop show. You will keep failing every day, every moment, because the mind cannot live life.
The Teaching From the Mountain Road
As I guide you with this understanding, receive the teaching with the view of the mountains through which I am traveling. I am moving toward a place from where the Annapurna range may become visible.
It is a cloudy day, so the full range may or may not reveal itself. If the view becomes visible anywhere, it will be experienced. If not, the teaching itself continues through the greenery of the Himalayan mountains.
Feel the freshness that I am experiencing right now. Behind this greenery, I can see steep slopes, raw mountain formations, and the living force of the Himalayas.
The mind cannot plan this. The mind can choose a route, but it cannot plan the intelligence of what life will reveal through that route.
When the Planned Road Gets Blocked
To give you the background, I was going toward a place and the road got blocked. That road would not have led me to this route.
Because the road was blocked, another route opened. And now I am seeing a different side of the mountains, the virgin forest, and the raw beauty of the Himalayas.
Have this experience completely. Feel it with me. You may not be able to feel it fully, but I can feel the freshness directly in my body.
This is why the blockage was not a problem. It became a doorway into a different experience.
The Highest Quality of Air
The air quality here feels of the highest quality. I have experienced the Pokhara region and the Mustang region in many ways, but right now the quality of air I am feeling is extraordinary.
It must be below forty because it is directly making my system go into vasodilatation. My breathing has improved. My nostrils have opened.
I can feel my nostrils completely open right now. This experience had not happened in the same way earlier during my travel.
This is what happens when Kundalini takes you through a different route. Your body receives something the mind could never have planned.
The Same Route Gives the Same Experience
The mind will take you to the same route, and you will have the same experience daily. The mind loves repetition because repetition feels safe.
But when I chose a different route, my experience changed. This is Kundalini’s flow.
This is listening to Kundalini every moment and making myself available to that experience. I cannot complain because Kundalini rewards me.
She rewards me by shifting my energy, shifting my life experiences, and giving me access to higher intelligence.
The Reward of a Different Route
Taking a different route was a great decision. As I move ahead, the natural view continues opening with the teaching.
This is a totally different area, one I have never traveled before. When you plan everything, you plan a particular spot and a particular route.
But when you stop planning rigidly, Kundalini takes you through a different route. She reveals what the mind did not know existed.
Along with the mountains, the view of Fewa Lake appears from above. This is a totally different quality of experience, different from what was expected.
Be Available to Flow
This experience is flowing, flowing, flowing. For this, you have to be available.
If you are with your mind, you will become frustrated because the mind does not want to be in the unknown. The mind wants control, certainty, and the comfort of a planned route.
But when you travel along the mountains and allow the route to change, the experience shifts you immediately.
The unknown route gives the nervous system a different message. It tells you that life can move even when the expected road disappears.
The Journey Becomes Adventurous
Again, there is a little patch of road blockage. The total journey is becoming adventurous again and again.
I took a different route, and now I am coming to another road. Through this decision, the entire mountain is being explored.
The route changed, but the movement continued. The blockage appeared, but the flow did not stop.
This is the nature of Kundalini’s journey. The journey may twist, turn, delay, or shift, but if Kundalini has decided to free you, the movement becomes unavoidable.
Kundalini’s Journey Is Unavoidable
Kundalini’s journey is unavoidable. If Kundalini has decided to free you, then you are one of the rare beings going through this process.
If you are going through this process, why are you avoiding it? Why are you not processing it? Why are you not giving Kundalini what she wants from you?
If you give Kundalini what she wants, you will be free.
After freedom, what will you do? You will live life. You will live the life you have never lived and the life Kundalini has never lived through you before.
Why Kundalini Chose You
Kundalini has chosen you to go through all the suffering so that you progress in your journey. The suffering is not meaningless when Kundalini is moving through it.
If you want to progress, you must be available for the flow of life. You cannot remain in your mind, keep planning everything, and continue doing only what you think is right.
What you think is not how life functions. Life functions when you do not think in the same old way. Life functions when you let it flow.
The mind tries to control life. Kundalini moves life.
Kundalini Is the Decision Maker
Again, I arrive at a crossroad. Which way should I go? Left or right?
Kundalini is the decision maker. Kundalini decides. Kundalini decides the movement, the direction, the turn, and the next experience.
From where I started to where I am now, the journey itself has become the teaching. From this spot, the entire Pokhara city becomes visible.
A Himalayan vulture flies high in the sky, and everything below appears small while the sky opens in abundance.
The Adventure of Kundalini’s Flow
This total experience has become an adventure of Kundalini’s flow. Nothing remained the way the mind expected it to remain.
The road changed. The view changed. The air changed. The body changed. The experience changed.
Everything that appeared as blockage became part of the flow. Everything that appeared uncertain became part of the intelligence.
This is how Kundalini teaches. She does not always give a straight road. She gives the road that transforms you.
The Steep Slope and the Turning
Feel this beautiful turning and the steep slope. Feel how the mountain opens its own path.
You cannot experience all of this through planning. Planning would have kept the journey predictable, limited, and mental.
Life gave turns and twists, and because I stayed available, the teaching became alive.
This is the message: do not plan life excessively. Let life take its own turns and twists on the way.
The Experience the Mind Cannot Create
Experience the amazing uniqueness of everything you are seeing. The mountains, the forest, the lake, the slopes, the vulture, the sky, the air, and the unknown roads all carry a different intelligence.
The mind cannot create this experience. The mind can only repeat old patterns and old routes.
Kundalini creates movement. Kundalini creates freshness. Kundalini creates new experience and new energy.
When you become available, Kundalini rewards you with life.
The Blockages Do Not Stop the Flow
I made sure that this teaching reaches you with real experience. This is how I live life.
The blockages do not stop. They may come again and again. Roads may close, directions may change, and plans may dissolve.
But the flow continues. Kundalini continues. Life continues.
When you surrender to Kundalini’s flow, every blockage becomes another route, and every route becomes another experience of freedom.
