Background
This discourse by Guru Sanju reveals the importance of living a Kundalini life as a private, individual experience where your personal happiness index becomes the most important factor. It explains how happiness is not dependent on society, relationships, or external conditions, but on how you invest your time, energy, and life into yourself. Through real-life experience in nature, including clean air, sunlight, greenery, and energetic awareness, this teaching highlights that Kundalini amplifies your life conditions. If your life is not aligned, it creates suffering. If your life is aligned, it creates abundance. The message is clear: leave the matrix, invest in yourself, and become the creator of your own life.
Kundalini Life Is a Private Individual Life
Kundalini’s life is a private individual life, and in this individual life, your personal happiness index matters the most.
What is personal happiness index?
It means that whatever investment you are doing in your life is yielding the returns in the form of good health, joy, peace, calmness, and a sense of satisfaction with how you are living life.
If you are not satisfied with the kind of life you are living, and the desire to do more and get more is intensifying in you, this means that you are not a happy person. And if you are not a happy person, then Kundalini is going to cause you suffering in the form of making you go through issues involving blockages of energies, lack of sleep, lack of positive attitude toward life, and you cannot feel happiness.
Real Happiness Is Here and Now
Now what is real happiness?
Real happiness is here and now, which I am experiencing.
This is my personal happiness that I am experiencing with this cat. She is responding by wagging her tail and is on her own. It is such a beautiful organic garden here. You can see cabbages growing, lettuce growing. Just have a feel of this place and the nature around—the sunlight shining on the flowers, on the leaves, and the sun in the blue sky.
Have a feel of it and test your brain and nervous system. How do you feel at this moment when you look at the blue sky, the white clouds, the green trees, and the abundance of positive feeling?
This sunlight is making me feel positive. Why? Because the feeling is coming from the energy I am radiating. I am energy. I am radiating the energy of love. And since this love energy is radiating, I am actually having the highest quality of life at this moment.
Environment Shapes Your Energy
Today I am in Pokhara, and the AQI is below 60. It is around 55–56 at this moment.
If you see, the cat is hovering around me because of this energy. She is choosing to play with me. This is happening because of the best quality of air that I am breathing and the best feeling I am experiencing in this moment.
Everything around is supporting life—sunlight, greenery, air, nature, and energy.
Your Life Depends on Your Investment
If you want to do personal investment in life, you have to focus on some essential elements of life.
These essential elements depend on what kind of investment you are making—where you are investing your time, money, and energy.
If Kundalini has awakened in you and you are on the Kundalini journey, then you have to focus on your personal happiness by investing in the best way in all aspects of your life.
Leave Toxic Relationships
If your relationship is toxic, you have to get out of the toxic relationship.
You cannot remain in toxic energy and expect to feel happiness. Kundalini will not allow you to stay unconscious in such conditions.
Focus on Health
If your health is not good, you have to focus on becoming healthy.
Your body is the foundation of your experience. Without health, you cannot feel joy, calmness, or satisfaction.
Come Out of Stressful Work
If your wealth, finances, and the way you earn money are based on a stressful job or profession, you have to come out of that.
You must become the creator of your life, where you can create abundance and live freely.
Experience Abundance in Life
Look at this raw garden. Look at how flowers are radiating joy. Everything has become one.
Look at this butterfly. It has orange and yellow shades. If butterflies are present in a region, know that the air quality is the best.
Experientially, I am feeling the high quality of air today.
This butterfly is not even moving, even if I come close. This is the power of energy. I am not disturbing it, and it is not getting disturbed. It is choosing to stay.
The cat is playing there with the butterfly. This is abundance. This is life.
Personal Happiness Index Is Your Responsibility
This personal happiness index is an important factor.
If you want to work on your personal happiness index, you should leave the matrix.
The state, the country, the society, the civilization, and the world are not going to invest in your personal happiness.
It is you who has to take care that you are not surrounded by toxic energy, that you are not living in polluted and populated environments.
You have to choose your life consciously and invest your life into your own growth, improvement, and productivity.
The Five Benefits of Living This Way
There are five important benefits you will get when you align your life this way.
First, you become an independent individual who is powerful enough to live your own life.
Second, your productivity increases in whatever you are doing—profession, business, or independent work.
Third, you receive the highest return on your investment in life. Your senses improve. You feel freshness. Your health and well-being improve.
Fourth, you become courageous and strong, and you develop the ability to leave the matrix and create your own life.
Fifth, you become a happy person who has control over life. You are not dependent on external conditions to feel joy.
You Become the Creator of Your Life
This is how I live my life.
I am the creator of my life. That is why I am confident to create your life.
Students and clients who work with me also learn to live this way—in health, happiness, and abundance.
You too can create your life.
The Final Understanding
Kundalini life is a private individual life.
Your personal happiness index matters the most.
Happiness is the return on your investment.
The matrix will not invest in your happiness.
You must invest in yourself.
You must leave toxic environments.
You must create your own life.
This is the real Kundalini life.
