I Chose Freedom Over the Matrix and Became the Creator of My Life

Part of my Life After Kundalini Awakening guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

Background

Through this case, Guru Sanju reveals a fierce truth: leaving the job and stepping out of the matrix is one of the most challenging turning points in human life. She explains how long years of mechanical work can turn a person into a robot, while real evolution demands courage, guidance, self-investment, and the willingness to become the creator of one’s own life.

This discourse is a call to stop living as a consumer, choose personal happiness, enter the unknown, and take the plunge into kundalini freedom.

The Mountains Show the Truth of Freedom

The mighty Annapurna range stands in the Himalayas, and the sacred Machapuchare peak rises with its own mysterious power. I am in the Himalayas, surrounded by clouds, mountains, sunlight, blue sky, and the vastness that only such a place can reveal. When you enter a region like this, you cannot remain the same. Nature immediately begins showing you the difference between a small conditioned life and a life that has touched freedom.

I am attempting another hike from this point, and I am here with my student who has come for the Physical Project. She has traveled from Singapore after completing six successful months of continuous Freedom Project work and after working seriously on her freedom. This is not an ordinary journey. This is a decision to step beyond the matrix and experience life through the body, through the breath, through the mountains, and through direct contact with the unknown.

Her case is important because many of you may be standing at the same threshold. You may be afraid of leaving the matrix because you do not want to lose the benefits that the matrix appears to provide. But what you call benefits may also be the very chains that keep you from becoming the creator of your life.

Leaving the Job Is a Spiritual Turning Point

Leaving the job is one of the most challenging aspects of your existence. If you have worked in a job for many years, you may not realize how mechanical you have become. Slowly, the system turns you into a robot, and while you continue functioning, your deeper identity begins to disappear.

I am teaching my student how to become the creator of her life. She worked in a job for twenty years, and now she is around forty. It may sound harsh, but the reality must be seen clearly. Much of what people proudly call a career is often labor given to the matrix in exchange for survival.

A job may give you money, survival, and a certain social position, but that does not mean it gives you a real career. Your job is not your career, and you should not consider your job as your career if it has not given you growth, freedom, power, and the ability to live your life consciously.

Your Job Is Not Your Identity

When a job ends, what remains? This is the question most people are afraid to ask. If everything you call success disappears the moment the job is gone, then you must understand that you were not creating your life. You were only being maintained by the matrix.

My student’s journey reveals this truth sharply. Apart from money, survival, and reaching a certain point, the job did not give her enough in terms of real career, freedom, or identity. After twenty years, she had to confront the deeper question of who she was beyond the role she had been performing.

This is where transformation begins. You cannot become free until you are willing to see the difference between earning and evolving. The matrix pays you for your time, but kundalini asks for your life, your courage, your consciousness, and your willingness to create something real.

I Walked the Path Before Teaching It

I have walked the path. I was in the matrix, and I did many things in that life. But that was my previous life, and now I have created my life around abundance, freedom, and conscious living. I teach my students how to live this life because I have lived the transition myself.

The life of freedom is not imaginary. Freedom, happiness, and peace are the highest rewards for choosing this path. This path is powerful because it makes you independent, but independence does not come merely through desire. It comes through guidance, discipline, action, and the courage to leave behind the false security of the known.

My student also could not do this on her own in the beginning. But when she started following everything that I taught her, she began becoming independent in her decision-making. Gradually, she became capable of making the decision to meet me in the Himalayas, in Pokhara, in Nepal.

To Meet the Guru Requires Worthiness

Just imagine the intensity of this decision. She came from a different country just to meet the guru. This kind of movement does not happen casually. It happens when the inner fire becomes stronger than the fear of change.

To meet the guru is a once-in-a-million-lifetimes opportunity. Everyone cannot meet the guru because to meet the guru, you have to become worthy of something. You have to become extraordinary in your sincerity, your courage, and your readiness to change.

To meet the guru, you must become someone who has the potential to transform. You must become someone who has the courage to live a completely different quality of life. If you remain ordinary in your fear, ordinary in your excuses, and ordinary in your attachment to the matrix, then the guru frequency cannot work fully in you.

The Matrix Has Nothing Real to Offer

I keep laughing at the world and at the stupidity of the matrix. The matrix has nothing real to offer except ill health, disease, hopelessness, and dependency. It gives people a system to survive in, but it does not teach them how to become free, powerful, healthy, or deeply happy.

When I work on myself, I work on hundreds and thousands of different techniques and possibilities. I experiment with life, energy, consciousness, body, breath, nature, and direct experience. I make sure that whatever becomes embodied in me can be passed on through my teachings.

This is why I am here and you are there. This is not arrogance; this is the difference between one who has invested in life and one who has remained trapped in consumption. I have created the intelligence to live differently because I have paid the price of freedom.

I Invest in My Intelligence Every Moment

I take beautiful experiences every moment and every day of my life because I am free. Since I am free, I can do all of this. I can come into the Himalayas, hike, breathe clean air, absorb sunlight, and continuously invest in my intelligence.

Right now, I am soaking in the highest quality of sunlight and taking in the best quality of air. The AQI is below 50 today, and in this region it is around 40. This is not a small thing. When the air is pure, the nervous system, brain, lungs, energy body, and consciousness receive a different level of nourishment.

This kind of life becomes possible only when you decide for your life. If you have chosen the matrix unconsciously, you have wasted your life. If you have taken the plunge to come out of the matrix, then you need real guidance, because moving from consumption to creation requires a complete transformation of your inner structure.

The Consumer Cannot Create Life

You cannot be the creator of your life if you remain only a consumer. A consumer waits for the matrix to provide meaning, structure, entertainment, approval, money, identity, and distraction. A creator does not wait. A creator takes responsibility and builds life from consciousness.

The matrix is the greatest addiction and the greatest spoiler of your life. It fills your mind with fear of the unknown and clouds your intelligence with endless thoughts. Because of this, you cannot even imagine doing something on your own. You remain dependent on the same system that has made you weak.

I take you to the unknown because I am fearless. I have walked the path, and now I am a dynamic force of kundalini. The reason I receive power is that I invest in myself, and kundalini wants continuous investment in yourself.

Kundalini Rewards Courage and Self-Investment

Everything I am experiencing right now is possible because I love myself. I have confidence. I have courage. I chose to step beyond the ordinary world, and the Himalayas continuously reward that choice with sunlight, clean air, vastness, silence, and power.

There are so many dimensions of transformation, but the most important dimension is that you have to choose for your life. You have to focus on your personal happiness index. You cannot remain in the matrix with the goal of only consuming and expect kundalini to reward you.

Kundalini does not reward passive consumption. Kundalini rewards courage, freedom, responsibility, self-investment, and the willingness to go beyond. If you want the power of kundalini, you must become worthy of the life she wants to create through you.

Nature Makes You Nothing and Powerful

When you stand near the top of the mountains and feel the vastness of Pokhara, the shining sun, the clear blue sky, the green plants, and the abundance frequency, you understand something deeply. You are nothing in front of nature. You are nothing in front of this vast creation.

This nothingness is not a weakness. It is a sacred stripping away of the false identity that the matrix has built around you. When the ego becomes small in front of nature, something much greater can begin expressing itself through you.

The Himalayas are full of miracles. When you come here, you go beyond. I have gone beyond, and that is why this powerful expression is expressing itself. The mountain does not flatter you, but it shows you what is real.

The Healing Intelligence of Ganga Tulsi

In the Himalayan environment, even the plants carry wisdom. Ganga Tulsi is one such herb, traditionally known for clearing the nasal passages and for its herbal and medicinal qualities. When you encounter such plants in the mountains, do not treat them as ordinary vegetation. Approach them with sensitivity and presence.

If you find Ganga Tulsi, smell it gently and feel how the fragrance interacts with your nasal passages, breath, brain, and nervous system. Do not force the breath. Simply receive the aroma, observe the response, and allow the body to experience the subtle intelligence of the plant.

This is how nature teaches. Sunlight teaches. Air teaches. Plants teach. Mountains teach. But you must leave the closed rooms of the matrix and come into real life to receive these teachings directly.

Take the Plunge of Your Life

While I continue my journey with my student and take her into a different kind of experience, I want you to feel the essence of this place. This is almost the top of the mountains. The Annapurna range is somewhere around the clouds, Pokhara city rests below, and I am enjoying the bright sun, the clear sky, the blue sky, and the vastness of abundance.

This is the life that becomes available when you choose freedom over fear. This is the life that opens when you stop being a consumer and become a creator. This is the life that kundalini begins rewarding when you invest in yourself with sincerity.

Take the plunge of your life. Do not remain trapped in the addiction of the matrix. Choose your personal happiness, build your freedom, meet the unknown, and become worthy of the life that kundalini wants to create through you.

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