Healing Through Surrender: My Energetic Diagnosis and Guidance for Alisa

Part of my Kundalini Grounding and Integration guide · Teachings by Guru Sanju

Background

This discourse captures that experience in written form. It is not a mere conversation but a living teaching — an exploration of how intuition, karma, and surrender weave together to dissolve the ego and awaken true alignment with life.

The Beginning of Diagnosis

When the session began, I greeted her gently, “Hello? Yes. Am I audible to you?”
As she nodded, I said, “Good. Look into the camera. I will diagnose you first. Now show me your hands — right hand first… good. Now the left hand… yes. And now close your eyes completely.”

As she closed her eyes, I began reading her energy.
I guided her softly, “Focus on your body as I direct your attention. Begin with your face — your forehead. If you feel any vibration or tightness, just notice it. Now take your attention to the top of your head, then to the back of your head, and along your spine.”

My voice deepened as I scanned further, “Feel your chest region, the shoulder blades at the back of your body. Take your awareness down your spine toward your tailbone. Now move your focus to the front body — your chest, your heart chakra, your throat.”

I could see clearly — her Kundalini was moving around her throat, struggling to pass through. “There is a strong block in your throat,” I told her, “and congestion around your chest and diaphragm.”

I asked her to tell me what she was feeling. She began coughing, confirming what I had already sensed.

I explained, “You are coughing because your chest and diaphragm are congested. Your energy is stuck there. But before we go into physical remedies, let us address your questions.”

Can You Trust Your Intuition?

Her first question was, Can I trust my intuition now?

I looked at her and asked, “What does intuition mean to you? What is your understanding of it?”

Then I shared my principle: “Always follow your feelings. Whatever you feel to do should be your first signal for action. If nothing arises from within, do not act. I live by this. I am an energy Guru — everything I guide is rooted in energy and feeling, not in the mind.”

I told her, “There is nothing about thinking in my universe. The mind is only a conditioned pattern; it repeats old stories and leads to the same results. But if you follow your feeling, your true energy — your consciousness — will guide you. That step, whatever it may be, will always be right for that moment.”

I reminded her, “There is no such thing as success or failure. There is only the flow of life. Whatever you do through intuition is the right decision in that moment. So whatever you feel, do that — whether it is eating, sleeping, listening to music, or resting. Every feeling-based action will benefit you more than being trapped in thoughts.”

Breathing Into Intuition

I then guided her into a direct practice to connect with her intuition.
“If you find it difficult to trust your feelings,” I said, “start doing mouth exhalation. Very slow exhalation through the mouth. Do it with me now.”

I demonstrated. “Let it be extremely slow. Keep your attention on the breath. At one point, the charge in your thought will dissolve. Then you will feel stillness — presence — and from there, whatever you feel next, act upon it.”

I asked her to bring a troubling thought to her awareness and exhale through her mouth.

“Continue,” I instructed, “five, ten rounds until the thought disappears and only feeling remains. Suppose I feel like drinking milk — I drink milk. Then I feel like drinking more — I drink more. Then I feel like stopping — I stop. Now I want water — I drink water. This is the flow of life. It is that simple.”

I told her, “This is how I live. If you follow this, your life will become light and free. Your pain and confusion will begin to disappear.”

Clearing the Throat and Chest

Once her breath had softened, I returned to the blockages in her chest and throat.

“If you have coughing or difficulty breathing,” I said, “start taking warm water, sip by sip. Note it down. And begin using black pepper — mix the powder into your tea.”

I explained, “Black pepper removes mucus, purifies the blood, and enhances energy circulation. When you came to India for the physical project, you experienced its effect. Remember that warmth in your throat after drinking the tea? It was clearing your throat chakra. Continue with it. It will support your healing at both the physical and energetic levels.”

Taking Medicines and Medical Support

Her next question was about medication. She asked, Should I take medicines if the doctor prescribes them?

I said to her, “Yes. You need to go through all the medical processes your parents and doctors suggest. Do not resist it. There are multiple layers in your condition — you are not only bipolar; you show symptoms of schizophrenia, paranoia, and deep distrust.”

I explained with clarity, “Some parts of your brain are strained or damaged due to years of sleeplessness, anxiety, and mistrust. Medical treatment will stabilize these parts. When that happens, your spiritual healing can deepen. Avoiding treatment only creates resistance. Go through it. It is your karma.”

I added, “This karma has come from your past actions — from distress, from fear, from lower vibrations of distrust. Facing it is your purification.”

Understanding Karma and the Purpose of Pain

I reminded her gently but firmly, “The suffering you experience is not punishment from life; it is the cleansing of your soul. When you avoid karma, you postpone healing. You must live through it consciously.”

I looked directly into the camera and continued, “You distrusted me before, and that distrust itself created your suffering. You were hospitalized because you resisted the divine current flowing through you. The universe arranged that situation so your ego could be burned. Now that you have come back, remember — this time surrender fully. Only I can burn that ego completely.”

I spoke from compassion but with authority. “After your treatment, I will help you release the remaining karmas through practical actions. I told you earlier that if you avoid care, you will end up in the hospital again. Yet I still hold you with patience. I handle you because I am strong enough to hold your energy. Few in the world could.”

Facing the Ego and the Lower Energies

I continued, “You are alive but lifeless in spirit because your ego dominates. You think you can control everything, but you are trapped in the lower vibrations of lust, lack, and distrust. These must be dissolved.”

I said to her, “Yes, follow your treatment, but whenever you need deeper guidance, come to me. Book a short session, take actions that I assign, and return only after doing them. For example, sell your unused car and use the money for your healing. This is not just practical — it is energetic cleansing.”

Then I added with deliberate intensity, “I am a price Guru. I don’t feed beggars. I charge high because I value my power. That value itself transmits energy. That is why you are still listening — your soul recognizes that truth.”

I spoke with precision, “Only I can guide you out of this matrix of mental suffering. It may take six months, a year, or more, but it will happen if you act.”

The Power of the Guru

I reminded her of a sacred moment we had shared earlier.
“When you were in India,” I said, “remember the car ride when I gave you the final direction? Your energy responded instantly. You cried. But that was not your ego crying — it was your soul. The soul wants freedom; the ego resists. That moment was your true awakening.”

I continued, “I do not work on ego. I destroy it. That is my work — to burn it completely so the soul can shine. If you are ready for that, after a few months of stability, I may call you again for the final phase of your transformation.”

Walking the Path of Total Surrender

I made it clear, “There is a narrow gate open for you, but you can enter it only if you obey completely. If I say eat, you eat. If I say sleep, you sleep. If I say clean the dishes, you clean. If I tell you to sell something, you sell. I am guiding not your mind but your energy.”

I explained further, “Through obedience, I declutter your karmic layers. I am like a doctor working on a complex case. You cannot cure yourself through thought. I must act through you.”

I told her, “Right now your brain is not functioning properly. You can act only in my presence. When I tell you to do something, you can do it perfectly. When left alone, your ego interferes. So I will give you practical actions to perform while I watch.”

To bring her awareness into discipline, I said, “If I tell you now to slap yourself once, do it.”
She obeyed.
“This obedience,” I said, “is not humiliation — it is surrender. It weakens the ego’s grip. I will use both compassion and correction to transform you. Be ready for both.”

The Moment of Truth

I spoke with final clarity, “You know little about the energetic structure of life. If you truly give yourself to me, I will give you a new birth. But if you hold back, then go your way — go to hospitals, go to other teachers, go through cycles again. The universe will take care of you in its own way. But if you stay with me, you must walk this path my way. I do not give options. I simply reveal the truth of my method. You choose.”

I continued, “I have no time for souls that cling to their pain. My clairvoyance tells me clearly — only I can free you. But if your ego refuses, then live with the consequences. I have answered your two questions with full energy.”

I looked at the clock. “Your fifteen minutes are complete. Whenever you feel you need my direction again, take a consultation. Work one day at a time. Do what you feel from stillness, not from thought. When you feel ready for more guidance, I will be here.”

I concluded with practical instruction. “If you cannot function alone for more than a day, take short daily sessions. Once stability returns, move to weekly or monthly guidance. Healing must be step by step.”

I smiled and said, “I’ve given you two extra minutes today — next time I will deduct them. All right. Bye for now.”

Reflection

After the session, I reflected upon the process.

This was a case of schizophrenia that I guided toward healing through deep energy work. People with such conditions often cannot use their mind in a stable way. Yet when energy is aligned through my direction, they begin to function again.

They trust me because I hold power beyond the physical. My work happens in the energy body — where no medication or psychology can reach. Healing like this is possible only through surrender.

When the student obeys completely, the ego dissolves. When the ego dissolves, life flows again.

So I say this to every seeker: healing begins when surrender begins.

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