Background
I am Guru Sanju. In this clairvoyant destiny reading, I am reading the quantum field of a woman I will call Nancy. She is in her early thirties, highly talented, multi-gifted, and yet deeply stuck in life. Externally, she appears strong, smart, and “sorted,” but internally she is restless, broken, and unable to move towards the life she truly desires.
When I connect to someone’s quantum field, I do not need to know where they are, what they are doing, or what their story is. I make my energy field completely blank, and from that blankness I read their health, wealth, relationships, soul evolution, past patterns, present blockages, and future possibilities.
Nancy is a classical case of high ego after tasting spiritual freedom once and then slipping back into the old matrix. Through this reading, I guide her to see how her identity, her attachment to family, her masculine dominance, and her refusal to surrender to her guru or her man are destroying her potential. I also give her a concrete, step-by-step path to move out of stuckness using practical actions, digital detox, feminine work, and post-enlightenment sadhana under the guidance of the guru.
Preparing for a Quantum Field Reading
When I begin such a session, I first diagnose you and connect to your quantum field. I do not need to know where you are or what you are doing. From the reading itself, I come to know your destiny and many aspects of your life.
Since I am powerful, as I read your field you may feel energies being released. You may feel like crying, shaking, or allowing emotions to come out. You can be yourself.
If you want to experience this state while reading, you can prepare yourself in this way:
- Sit comfortably and look straight ahead, as if you are looking directly into my eyes.
- Gently extend your right hand in front of you and relax it, then your left hand, and then let both rest comfortably.
- Now close your eyes.
- Decide that throughout this inner reading you will not speak internally in your mind; you will simply observe.
- Your eyes remain closed, your body relaxed.
I first prepare you for the quantum field reading.
Close your eyes and relax completely. Allow yourself to go into a light trance. You do not need to open your eyes. My quantum field reading has started the moment you allow.
Bring your attention to your third eye region. Be ready to become a transparent field through which I can enter and know about your destiny.
Seeing the Stuckness in Your Identity
As I enter your energy field, the prime energy I read in Nancy is stuckness connected to her identity.
She feels she is living a dual life. Externally, she is living a life connected to the world around her. She smiles, laughs, entertains, and pleases the people around her so that nobody knows her true state.
Internally, she feels totally different.
- The life she is living is not the life she planned for.
- It is not the life she desired, nor the life she imagined.
- Inside, she is broken.
- Every day, she struggles with the question: What to do next?
Whatever she is doing in the external world feels meaningless to her.
At the same time, there is a huge energy inside her telling her to get out of her home and start a new life—
to live alone, to live single, or to live with her partner in an unknown land or unknown territory where nobody knows her.
But she is not able to take that step.
She is stuck in emotional bondages and emotional connections with her family members, and in her perception that she is extremely important to them.
From the quantum field, the guidance is very clear:
- She feels that if she goes away, others will suffer.
- She feels they will feel bad if she leaves them.
- She feels that if she goes away, nobody will remember her, nobody will recall her, and she will not be able to handle that.
All of this is in the hallucination part of the mind. It is all in the imaginary mind where her mind keeps looping in the same pattern.
The loop says:
- “If I go away from my parents, my patterns, my siblings, they will miss me.”
- “They will remember me so much that I should not leave them.”
But this is not the truth.
From the quantum field, I tell her directly:
Whether you are dead or alive, very few people truly bother.
If you die today, if your soul leaves the body today, for a few days some people will remember you as the cute girl, the little girl who was entertaining them. But after a few days or weeks, nobody is going to remember you for anything.
You do not want to accept this reality.
You want to maintain an illusion. You have already created an illusionary world around you where you feel everyone is connected to you and everyone loves you.
The reality is harsh but simple:
Nobody loves you; they do not even love themselves.
When people do not have the attention and consciousness to love themselves, how can they truly love you?
You do not want to get out of that loop of thinking, and that is your stuckness.
The Past: Investment in Identity and Scattered Talents
Now I look at her past to show how it has created this present condition.
She has struggled hard to create an identity. For that, she has invested a lot in herself:
- She has invested in learning and knowledge gathering of all kinds of worldly wisdom.
- She has also absorbed spiritual wisdom.
- She has explored knowledge connected to music.
- She has explored “smart living.”
- She has tried to create an identity in the world as a smart speaker.
Being a smart speaker is her strength, and she could be a great public speaker. She knows this. But this has not created the outer reality she wants, because she is not taking any actions in the external world.
Another area of investment has been her physical strength.
She is like a wrestler who is lost in her own world—
a wrestler who has invested so much in physical fitness and health, but is not taking any real steps.
By this time, her Everest Base Camp should have been completed and she should have been preparing for Mount Everest in reality. But due to stuckness, she has never done this.
Another aspect of her life:
She actually has the potential for a Guinness Book of World Records in something she knows she can do. But there is no practice, no discipline, no systematic effort. She does not feel the inclination to prepare for it.
In the last six months, nothing has happened in her life.
She is simply stuck.
This stuckness will continue if she does not take the actions that are required.
Disconnection from the Guru and the Consequences
I had told her many times:
Remain connected to the guru.
She did not do that. Her ego came in between. She felt she could do it on her own.
That is the reason she is stuck.
She has not stayed connected to me. Not even a single 15-minute session did she take from me during this period, because her ego resisted connecting with me.
There was a great ego—maybe based on knowledge, maybe based on spiritual information—but that was the reason for her stuckness.
I told her a hundred times:
“If you do not remain connected to me, no sadhana and no other practice will help you.”
This has become the truth in her life.
Her suffering has now taught her the lesson.
Now that she is connected to me again in this moment, I can change something in her life by accessing the possibilities in her future.
But those possibilities are not available without me.
If she keeps her ego aside, I can guide her towards many steps and actions that can transform her life. She must take the actions I guide her to.
Most of my students progress because they take action.
If I tell them, “Do the work of a sweeper,” they go and work as a sweeper. They keep their ego aside, because sweeping is not a small activity.
Sweeping is connected to recharging the brain and nervous system. It rejuvenates the brain and nervous system.
If I tell someone, “Do a menial job, work in a mall, sell groceries,” they do it.
But if you do not take action, your brain does not function.
The Routine That Kills the Soul
Throughout the day, she is doing only routine work.
She starts her day, does all the usual things, eats, shits, and sleeps.
But there is no peace in her life.
The restlessness of change is killing her inside, and yet no change happens on its own. She cannot do it on her own until her ego, her resistance, and her overconfidence are removed from her system.
How will this go?
By taking efforts.
The past has influenced her present, but certain changes and actions in the present can change her future.
Masculine Domination, ADHD, and the Fear of the Unknown
I now read the potential future from her present potential self.
First, she must get away from her masculine dominating nature that wants to dominate people through knowledge, wisdom, or extra information gathered from everywhere.
She has ADHD.
She has an unnecessary infatuation with social media and the outer life, which is actually empty in the matrix.
She has certain beliefs and conditioning about how life should be lived.
But she has not actually lived life.
If she has courage and strength, she should travel all over India solo.
She should go and do solo traveling in the Himalayas for one month, two months, three months. But she does not do it, and she will not do it, because she does not want to face herself.
She does not want to “die” as an old identity.
She clings to the identity of being a dwarf and at the same time wants to hit people with the ego that says:
“I am a dwarf, but I am also a wrestler. I am very fit. I have good calves, good arms, good shoulders.”
These are not feminine qualities.
That is why she is not able to surrender to her man. She already has a partner who is waiting to marry her and give her a good life, but she cannot surrender even to him.
This is the reason behind her failure in life as a person, as a human being, and as a female.
If she activates her feminine qualities and surrenders to her man, he will take care of many of her imbalances and she will be relaxed.
Her life is not meant to be with her parents now.
At her present age—she is in between 31 and 32—if she is still dependent on her parents and not staying alone, she is already in a jail.
She is bound to live the same life that she has lived for the last 32 years.
This is the time when she should go into the unknown.
- Going alone is going into the unknown.
- Going with her partner is going into the unknown.
She must step out of her house.
At least six months of her life she should spend in the mountains, in the Himalayas, practicing for her Everest Base Camp, for her Guinness World Record, or for anything that will release dopamine in her life.
Right now, there is no dopamine release in her life. That is why she does not feel inspired to live.
All of this is possible only when she puts the ego aside and works towards her strengths.
Scattered Attention and the Arjuna Lesson
She has many strengths.
She can write very well, but she is not focusing on that because of lack of concentration.
She is a storehouse of multi-talented skills; she is a multi-talented person. But none of these skills are helping her in the present because everything is scattered.
When Arjuna was focusing on the fish’s eye, he was focusing only on the fish’s eye.
What is the lesson?
The power of attention is most important.
She is losing her attention every day. Her brain is not functioning because her energy is scattered into hundreds or thousands of parts.
She has obsessive-compulsive tendencies.
Her mind keeps on thinking in a certain way.
The reality is not what she is imagining. She is not allowing herself to face reality.
She does not want to feel life.
She is disconnected from life and wants to celebrate the past.
Celebrating the past will not help.
She has to do something in the present keeping in mind what kind of future she wants.
This is the prime reading about her present.
Her future has many possibilities. Now I guide her towards those future events that can happen when she pushes herself into the unknown.
Activating the Feminine Through Everyday Work
The first possibility she carries is to finally experience her feminine self, which she has never truly lived.
For that, she must do feminine activities by pouring her heart into them.
Not because she is inferior.
Not because of the conditioning that daily cleaning is “women’s work” as her parents might have taught. That is not the kind of cleaning I am talking about.
I am talking about:
- Cleaning the dishes with love, because you love cleaning the dishes.
- Mopping the floor with presence.
- Brooming the house while enjoying the movement.
She has to pour love into her life.
If you are mopping the floor, brooming the house, or washing dishes, play music in the background, enjoy the activity completely. Let it be a meditation.
Start changing your present through these efforts.
If you are living in a shared space, create a corner or a small room that is entirely yours, where everything belongs to you for some time.
Your brain should know that you are unique and that you have a space where you can breathe your own fresh air.
Environment, Pollution, and the Call of the Himalayas
Nancy is living in a place that is full of pollution.
Her brain is inhaling polluted air that is filled with positive ions.
In such an environment, how can the brain remain healthy?
This is not just a clairvoyant destiny reading; it is a powerful, practical advice:
Go and live in the mountains for at least one month.
Spend 30 days in the Himalayas.
Spend time near the Ganga river. Drink Ganga water.
Go to the upper Himalayas, the greater Himalayas. Choose a month when the winter is reduced—spring or summer.
Take the plunge and detoxify yourself digitally.
Digital detoxification means:
- Do not use your phone or gadgets during those 30 days.
- Only for important communication, once a day or once in 2–3 days, you can inform your parents that you are safe and fine.
- Other than that, no connection with anyone for 30 days.
This digital detoxification will open your energy channels and the guidance that is stuck will begin to flow.
Right now, divine guidance is blocked because of mental and energetic blockages resisting its flow.
After a certain point in this solitude, you will feel a deep sense of freedom, that you are nothing and pure consciousness.
That is where real progress should happen.
This is what I call post-enlightenment sadhana.
The Danger of Falling Back After Freedom
Post-enlightenment sadhana is not possible as long as you are identified with your old self.
I have warned many times in my teachings. There is a teaching where someone asked me:
“Is it possible that an enlightened being comes back to the old self?”
My answer was: yes.
If post-enlightenment sadhana is not done, there is a high possibility that the person will come back to the old egoic self, and this time the egoic self will be more dangerous and more powerful than before enlightenment.
Because once you have tasted freedom, the taste of freedom itself can become an ego—
the spiritual ego.
What is the way out?
The way out is the guru.
The way out is the guidance of the guru.
You must drop all knowledge and burn all boats.
Whatever knowledge you have collected, whatever spiritual identity you have created, write it down in a diary for 30 days:
- All spiritual language you use.
- All information you are proud of.
- All identities you have created out of it.
Then burn those papers. Throw them in the dustbin or burn them.
Burn that knowledge.
Create a detoxification program for yourself.
For this, you can take my consultation, my guidance, and my power to hold you through that activity.
If you do this continuously for 30 days, along with other techniques, you will experience a deep reset.
The guru is growing day by day.
The guru is growing in power exponentially every day.
If you are not connected to the guru, how will you benefit from the guru’s power?
You must keep your ego aside.
Every 30 days, I can give you actions to do for the next 30 days. This is what other students and patients working with me are already doing.
The Clinical Risk: Neurosis and Brain Damage
If you do not work on yourself, there is a real possibility that your brain will get damaged and you will be declared mentally unstable by the world around you.
They will take you to a psychiatrist—maybe they have already taken you, or they are planning to.
There are many cases where people are declared schizophrenic, or diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and other conditions, simply because they are not functioning normally in the world.
If you are very good at acting in the world, you can hide this for some time.
But your body will still show symptoms.
In Nancy’s case, one more important area is her singing.
Her singing has gone deep into the graveyard.
She is such a great singer, but nothing is happening in that area.
As I said, she is a powerhouse of multiple talents, but due to ego—
- She cannot work under anyone.
- She cannot do anything that requires surrender.
- She cannot surrender to her man.
- She cannot surrender to the guru.
- She cannot surrender to any leader.
Then how will improvements happen?
How will she learn new things?
She is stagnant.
She feels she knows everything, so she has become a rotten bunch of information that her brain keeps processing.
Just like background apps on your phone keep consuming data, her mental background apps keep consuming her energy.
All the information she has collected is constantly being processed, consuming the energy that should be used for living.
By the end of the day, her brain is in a restless condition, in hyper-sympathetic mode.
Even after sleep, she does not feel rested.
Ultimately, this leads to a condition called neurosis.
If she lists her symptoms and compares them to neurosis, she will see it clearly:
- She has fatigue.
- Her knee pain has increased.
- Her calf pain has increased.
- Nowadays she cannot walk for more than 30 minutes.
- Her stamina has reduced.
All of this I read accurately from her quantum field without her telling me anything.
This is the power of my quantum field reading.
The Truth About Her Marriage and Delay
One more reading comes clearly:
She is delaying a marriage that her family is already discussing.
Her partner is ready, but she is delaying the process.
If this is happening in your life, understand:
You must take the steps and get married if the partner and the circumstance are aligned.
This will change many things in your life.
A Practical Technique: Inner GPS for Decisions
After this, I guide Nancy to bring clarity by prioritizing the important areas of her life.
I ask her to name five areas where she feels she does not know how to prioritize. For the present moment, we work with three:
- Writing poems and stories and sharing them on social media.
- Doing a job.
- Learning music and creating songs.
I use her body as a compass to read her inner GPS.
You can practice this now:
- Sit comfortably and close your eyes.
- Bring your attention to your heart region and your solar plexus region.
- Take one idea at a time—for example, “writing poems and stories and sharing them on social media.”
- Hold this idea gently in your mind.
- Observe:
- Do you feel an opening or expansion in your chest and solar plexus?
- Or do you feel a contraction and heaviness?
If the idea expands you and makes you feel open, that idea is appropriate for now.
If it makes you contract, you should wait and not give much importance to that idea yet.
In Nancy’s case, when she thinks about writing poems and stories and sharing them online, there is not much drive.
This means the idea is coming from the mind, not from her inner GPS.
So I tell her:
Drop this idea for now. Do not bring it back until a real drive arises from within. Passion is something that arises from you; it cannot be forced.
Then we move to the second idea—doing a job.
She closes her eyes and feels into it.
This idea does not give 100% expansion, but it does give some expansion because she needs money to sponsor other areas of her life.
She can do the job she is considering.
So I tell her:
Start doing the job.
For this, she must drop the ego that says, “I cannot work under anyone; I have never worked under anyone.”
She must step out of this ego self and be open to the experience.
Slowly, the experience itself will transform her.
This idea empowers her, so her immediate action should be to get into a job.
The third idea is music—learning music and creating songs.
Once she starts working and earns money, learning music will become easier. She will get a pathway to explore the world of music.
If she does a job and gets weekly holidays or weekends, those days she can follow her passion.
In this way, she will create a new balance in her life.
Balancing the Brain and Healing the Nervous System
Doing a job will give her:
- Safety
- A sense of contribution
- A healthy dopamine release
This dopamine release will give her the inclination to learn new things, like music.
In this way:
- Working a job will balance her left (logical) brain.
- Pursuing music will balance her right (creative) brain.
When both hemispheres feel satisfied, her vagus nerve will be activated and gradually she will regain a sense of peace, which is currently missing in her life.
Through her quantum field reading, I guide her towards a definite decision.
If she follows this guidance for the next 30 days, many things will change.
After those 30 days, she can connect with me again for the next level, saying, “I have taken these actions; now guide me further.”
Whenever you are ready to move to the next course of action, I am the satellite that will guide you step by step.
The Lesson for All Seekers
Nancy’s session comes to a close, but the teaching is for many like her.
She will need me.
These six to nine months of suffering have been enough as a lesson. The next steps will be decided when she books her next session, and I will take her to the next level.
After she leaves, I reflect on this case for you:
This is a classical case of high ego.
A person who once experienced the sense of freedom—the glimpse of ultimate freedom—during a physical project with me nine months ago. She tasted that freedom.
But as I always say, you must remain connected to the guru because post-freedom sadhana, post-enlightenment sadhana, is the most important.
Otherwise, the ego becomes heightened:
“I am free. I am everything.”
No. It is not like that.
You need many years of sadhana with the guru to remain in that state and make it permanent.
She has gone back to the same rotten condition, the same matrix, the same bullying and domination she had once transcended.
Her life was stuck.
I removed her from that stuckness by giving her a definite decision for the actions she must take to move forward. She got freed from that paralysis of indecision.
If you do not want to remain stuck in your ego…
If you feel stuck in any area of life—health, wealth, relationships, purpose, or spiritual evolution…
If you want freedom from blockages and paralysis in your energy…
Then I am here for clairvoyant destiny healing.
You can connect to my team for further guidance.
Keep smiling. Have a great day.
