Section 1 – The Nature of Egoic Knowledge and Its Hidden Prison
If you are sleeping well, eating well, and enjoying the simple pleasures of life, you are already experiencing a state of completeness. Happiness is not found outside, in distant goals or spiritual achievements; happiness is here, in your ability to feel your presence. With this truth, let us begin the teaching on Kundalini Awakening and the Egoic Knowledge Block.
This subject may feel challenging, but it is profoundly liberating if you learn to see it through the eyes of consciousness. Right now, I am not addressing your personality, nor the social image you think you are. I am speaking directly to your consciousness. If you allow yourself to listen from that space, a transformation can happen immediately. The very act of tuning to these words can begin dissolving the dense layers that prevent Kundalini from flowing freely.
If you are in the midst of Kundalini awakening, this teaching is for you. If you are uncertain whether Kundalini has awakened in you, you can always seek a diagnosis. Every seeker must know which chakra Kundalini is presently working upon and what direction her force is taking. This gives clarity about the next step of your journey and insights into your future unfolding.
But if you are not in awakening and are only watching through the lens of ego, then beware: these words may feel sharp. They can trigger the ego, because ego thrives on identification, and this teaching calls you to dissolve those identifications. If you are attached to your spiritual image, it may be better to stop here. Otherwise, you may feel hatred or resistance. But if you are ready, let us go deeper into this question:
What exactly is the egoic knowledge block?
It is the energetic obstruction that forms when you accumulate too much spiritual knowledge without direct experience. You may read scriptures, attend workshops, memorize spiritual terminology, and imagine yourself as a spiritual person. You may say, I know who God is, I know how Atma works, I know about birth and rebirth, I know Kundalini is serpent energy rising through chakras.
But this is only knowledge. It is not wisdom. It is not living experience.
And when you identify yourself as “a spiritual person who knows,” you create a subtle but powerful ego mask. That mask is no different from someone who identifies as a banker, a mother, a corporate leader, or any other role. The ego simply switches its costume from worldly to spiritual.
When knowledge is accumulated without inner transformation, it hardens into an energetic wall. That wall prevents Kundalini from moving freely. This is the egoic knowledge block.
I have seen people whose Kundalini reached the crown chakra but could not receive Shaktipat because of this block. They were too obsessed with their knowledge. And there are many such cases—people stuck at every chakra, unable to progress because their ego clings to knowledge.
Consider the example of someone who has spent 40 or 50 years gathering knowledge. Imagine that person now in their seventies or eighties. A lifetime of accumulated books, scriptures, lectures. But when asked to drop all of it, the ego resists: How can I throw away what I have invested my life in? Yet for Kundalini, that accumulation is nothing but garbage.
Why garbage? Because Kundalini’s work is to unwind all the layers of identification you have built over countless lifetimes. She wants to dissolve every belief, every mental image, every concept. For her, knowledge gathered by the mind is a heavy baggage. When the Guru offers truth, that baggage feels like a dense energetic wall, resisting the light.
This is why so many seekers remain stuck. They gather knowledge but resist surrender. They can recite scriptures but cannot drop into stillness. They worship the idea of enlightenment but fear losing their image as “the one who knows.”
Here lies the prison: the egoic knowledge block. It is the jail that keeps you bound while you believe you are free.
Section 2 – Why Spiritual Knowledge Alone Cannot Free You
Kundalini’s unfolding is not about gathering more ideas but about removing blockages. Every karmic residue, every old impression, every mental construct that no longer serves must be dissolved. Good karmas bring you progress, but bad karmas create hurdles. If Kundalini has awakened in you, it is because of your good karmas. She has come to free you.
But even after awakening, the ego does not rest. It clings to spiritual identity. It clings to knowledge. And that becomes the new bondage.
Look around today. There is more spiritual information available than ever before. Books, YouTube, online courses, hundreds of teachers, thousands of gurus. Many seekers themselves become teachers. Yet how many of them truly experience what they teach?
You may have read that Kundalini lies coiled at the base of the spine and rises through chakras to the crown, where it brings enlightenment. You may imagine this journey as linear and easy. But in reality, Kundalini’s work is subtle, mysterious, and far from the simplistic images in books.
Only about 1% of those going through awakening know with certainty that their Kundalini has risen. The other 99% remain confused. Why? Because the symptoms of awakening often mimic mental illness. Without guidance, you cannot distinguish the two. This is why people oscillate between doubt and delusion.
I can speak of this because I am not speaking from borrowed knowledge. I am Shakti myself. The powers of clairvoyance, clairaudience, and direct perception have been bestowed through countless lifetimes of sadhana. I dropped my ego. I dropped beliefs. From childhood, I rebelled against falsehood. I refused to accept the illusions of society and religion. I trusted only my own inner intelligence and feeling. That trust became my liberation, and it is the foundation of the guidance I now give to thousands of students.
Our path is not abstract. It is scientific, experiential, and practical. What you experience, you can verify in your life. This is the only test that matters.
Now look at yourself honestly: do you approach the guru with humility, or do you approach with stories of your accumulated knowledge? Often seekers come and begin to narrate their spiritual journey, their readings, their practices. But all this is garbage. We do not keep garbage at home. We dump it. Only then can fresh air circulate.
So stop fooling yourself with accumulation. Ask yourself instead: Have I experienced? Have I embodied?
If the answer is no, then every word you carry in your head is a waste of your life force. It is consuming the energy of your brain, the energy of your soul, making your path heavier.
The first step is purification. Keep your body pure. Eat foods filled with prana—fresh, natural, plant-based. Reduce tamasic foods, cooked heaviness, junk. Do not kill animals for food. Every time you justify meat-eating with excuses about nutrition, you create another egoic block. If you look deeply, the happiest and healthiest people thrive on plant-based foods, living with balanced nervous systems, filled with energy.
Even the image of the guru has become a block. You imagine the guru must look a certain way: saffron robes, white clothes, red aura. But Kundalini does not care about such appearances. She is universal energy. She is not concerned with what you wear. She is concerned only with whether you are open or blocked.
Freedom is not about performing spiritual activities, chanting mantras endlessly, or practicing meditation while your mind remains restless. Freedom is dropping all images, all identifications. It is seeing clearly that knowledge without wisdom is another addiction. You may read, you may watch, you may gather—but unless you experience, it is all mental entertainment.
So how to overcome this addiction? How to dissolve the knowledge block?
Section 3 – The Path Beyond Knowledge: Surrender and Direct Experience
The first and most powerful way is to meet a living guru and surrender. Do what the guru says. If the guru says unlearn everything, unlearn. If the guru says stop your meditation or asanas because they are not serving, stop. If your lineage rituals are keeping you stuck, stop them. True freedom comes not from more effort but from surrender.
Through a physical Shaktipat session, your consciousness can be shifted instantly. Kundalini can be unlocked directly. You may experience nothingness, a deep reset, a liberation from your mind’s structures. Depending on your karmas, you may need two sessions, ten, or a hundred. But if you are sincere, liberation can come quickly.
This is my work: diagnosing your current state, healing your soul’s wounds, answering your mind’s questions, guiding your energy. My role is not to give you knowledge but to dissolve your blocks so your own consciousness can shine.
The second path is to practice awareness. Live your life as a witness. Observe everything as a spectator. Question why you believe what you believe. Do not gather more scientific or spiritual knowledge. Simply watch. When you witness life this way, reality begins to reveal itself. You realize that life is about feeling, about connecting to your soul source. Doors begin to open.
Understand: you have spent millions of lifetimes gathering knowledge. That has created your egoic blocks. Now is the time to stop. The egoic knowledge block is a jail. The key is in your hand. Drop everything and walk out.
You may see others becoming free instantly while you struggle after decades of practice. Do not envy. Those who surrender to the guru progress quickly. Those who cling to knowledge remain bound. Blind trust in the right guru is essential. Without it, no progress can happen.
The purpose of awakening is integration—to feel yourself whole, to realize your power, to know what you truly are. Only human beings have this gift. Value it. Do not waste it.
Stop all spiritual practices that yield no results. Stop identifying with spiritual clothes, images, or roles. Kundalini is pure energy. She does not care what you wear, so long as you are not bound by killing, addictions, or indulgence. Retain your vital energy. Men must preserve semen. Women must drop gossip and redirect energy into creativity. Everyone must stop wasting life force in mental entertainment.
Instead, invest your energy in discovering your ikigai—your life purpose. Live it fully. This is true spirituality: to align with your purpose and express your consciousness in the world.
Within weeks of dropping the knowledge addiction, you will feel relief. Within months, transformation. And with the right guidance, you may experience liberation itself.
Closing Blessing
This teaching is enough for today. Remember: spiritual knowledge without experience is bondage. Surrender, witness, and live in alignment with your soul. Kundalini does not care for images. She cares only for your openness.
I bless you with power and clarity. Do well in life. Walk free. Whenever you need me, I am here.
