Background
In this session I, Guru Sanju, work with a student who is deep in a Kundalini dissolving phase. She reports that the lines on her palms are becoming faint, and she feels unsettled by how her relationships, perceptions, and sense of self are changing. She also carries confusion about “starseeds,” alien races, and whether other people are real, along with a surge of unfulfilled sexual energy. I explain that the vanishing palm lines signal the old karmic script melting, making space for a new destiny to form. I guide her to stop resisting the soul’s movement, and I bring her into practical sadhana: mirror-gazing to recognize herself as reflection, steady physical work to ground the body, and breath-hold practice to rebuild the nervous system. I also clarify that her feminine wholeness requires conscious completion of sexual energy with a mature partner. The session ends with energy transmission and firm, loving discipline without resistance, daily.
Kundalini Dissolution and New Destiny Sadhana
Hello. Yes. Can you listen to me on the line? Good. You have lines on your hands, but are they visible or negligible? Some of them are really visible, and some are negligible. All right. It is because you are dissolving. When you are dissolving, your hand lines will not be much visible. Slowly, slowly, slowly, when you become free, your destiny will be created in a new way. Then slowly, slowly, the lines will start becoming visible on your hands again.
I am telling you this because you are dissolving, and since you have allowed that dissolving to happen, that is why it is happening. So do not become an obstacle in this process of your soul’s journey.
The Soul’s Journey, Not the Mind’s Agency
It is not your journey—meaning not the mind’s agency. Who is the person “I”? “I” is just the person who has a name, who is born and brought up in a certain way. But it is the soul’s journey in you. Who is traveling? The soul is traveling. And you were resisting that soul. You were resisting the presence of that soul, the talks, the downloads, the energetic guidance.
All these are happening in the energetic field, and you are just an energy field. But you have identified yourself as the body, and that has created all the problems.
My role as a guru is to free you energetically. Some people—as I said in the very first meeting—experience that freedom quickly. But since you have been resisting so far, you could not experience it till now.
So ask a few questions. I will give you strong energy transmission. After that, in the next few sessions also, I will be giving you energy transmission to free your soul. If you get free in the next four sessions, good enough. If not, then when your time comes, you will connect to me again. It will happen. Or there will be a break. We will see. Listen to your soul, whatever it says.
On “Starseeds,” Angels, and the Law of Energy
Now, coming to your questions one by one. You said these questions are from your mind. That is okay. You can ask a number of questions, but when I answer, you have to trust that answer because I will be giving you an energetic answer.
You asked about alien races living in another dimension, starseeds, and all that. There is no starseed or anything like that. Everything is energy. When energy takes formations, different formations create different matter.
Let me give you a simple example. Think about water. When you condense water, it becomes ice. It becomes solid. We use ice in a certain way because of the qualities it has—it cools. When water is condensed, it becomes cooler and cooler, and the property of ice is cooling.
When that same ice is melted, when a little heat is provided, it becomes liquid water. Increase the temperature a little more and it becomes vapor, steam. After that, it dissolves. You cannot see where the water went. If you have water vapor, can you see it? No. But the particles are there.
If you suddenly close the room and do some activity through which all the water vapor in the room condenses, it becomes ice. You will see snowflakes. This is how the water cycle happens: vapor goes up, condenses, becomes clouds, heat melts the clouds, rain falls, it becomes liquid again, falls to the ocean, vaporization happens again. This is the law of energy, the law of nature.
Likewise, we are just clusters of energy. We have an energy field, an electromagnetic field. These cells you see as “you” are barely one percent of your existence. If you want to understand scientifically, study the quantum field. Study quantum physics: how we exist, how atoms exist, what lies at the subtle level.
You are made up of atoms. Atoms are the smallest visible particle of matter. Beyond the particle, at a more subtle level, there is only empty space—and that emptiness is energy in particle form. Thoughts are waves that convert into vibration, vibration into energy, and energy into the thoughts you get.
I will take you to the space of no space. I will take you to emptiness. When you are there, you are free. When you are free, you do not identify with anything. And when you do not identify with anything, there is no suffering. All pain and suffering belong to the ego-identity. To the soul that reaches the ultimate, there is no suffering.
Your body will have some issues—you will treat them physically, you will do practical things—but you will not worry about the mind.
So all this star, star, angels—these are bullshit created in different spiritual contexts by people who did not understand energy. They created many versions of it. Energy is not something to be thought about; it is to be felt.
People give too much attention, too much energy to an identity, and then they start seeing it as real. It becomes embodiment in their mind. But it is imagination. For example, you can imagine a man with twelve hands, and you can make him a god. Human beings have two hands; still you can imagine twelve hands doing twelve tasks. But understand practically: does that make it real? An octopus has eight limbs, but it functions in a different way because it is a sea creature. Everything you know so far from the world is created by the mind. You have been wrongly fed. You have been abused. You are a victim of the matrix you are living in.
If you have to come out of illusion, you have to come out of the matrix energetically, not physically. Physically you will come out later when your time comes. But energetically, when you come out, you will see things as they are. I will take you through practices for this.
Mirror-Gazing Practice for Dissolving Identity
Do you have a small mirror with you—flexible or any mirror will do? Yes? Keep it in front of you on the table.
First, look into the mirror and notice the border of your existence. Border means the outline of your human body. Be aware of that outline. Your T-shirt is visible. Your neck is visible. Your head is visible. There is an outline to your existence.
Now bring the mirror a little distance in front of you. This much is enough. Start looking into your own eyes. Keep looking into your own eyes, steady and soft.
After a minute or two, slowly close your eyes. Keep the mirror aside. Go inside. Now look at your thoughts. Is there any thought inside? Can you see thoughts?
If a thought comes, observe it. You said, “I am mere reflection.” Great. What you see is only reflection. Correct. You are just reflection. You do not exist as the solid person you imagine yourself to be.
Now open your eyes.
Every day, do this mirror-watching for five minutes continuously. During those five minutes, look into your eyes. Then close your eyes and watch what arises inside. Whatever reflections, whatever realizations you get in that moment are very important. Write them down. After the session, you can message me that you did this activity and you experienced these things.
This is one activity.
Your Reality Questions and My Answer
You asked: “Am I the only one that unlocks all its matrix just for me? My matrix is different than others. Are the people I see real? I am not real as Arjun. Sometimes what I think happens instantly. I feel like I am the only one in this world in my matrix and other people are reflections.”
Yes. Things happen. Thoughts happen. You are a field of energy. You are simple awareness. At moments you experience that, but you are not established in it. When you remain with me, with the guru, I will establish you as pure consciousness. For that, your way of functioning must change.
From today, I will give you strong sadhana to practice, and you have to do it without questioning. Questions will come. Keep writing them down. Some questions will be solved on their own; some will dissolve. Only the burning questions you ask me in sessions. Prioritize. But focus more on the sadhana I give you.
Grounding Sadhana Through Physical Work
Your sadhana includes daily five hours of active physical work. From the moment you wake up, be busy. Minimum five hours of physical activity, and you can be active throughout the day.
Declutter your home. Throw away old things. Keep moving. Do not sit and think. Most activities should be physical. This will bring natural hunger. When you eat, it will digest well. You will sleep well. This will make you healthy if you do it continuously.
Whenever you take sessions with me, I will give you energy transmission and techniques. Practice honestly. Do not hyper-activate your journey. Slow down. Slowly, slowly, slowly you will come to your senses. From that state, whatever you feel, you do it.
For six months, forget about external life. Dedicate six months to this so your brain and nervous system start working well.
Completing Sexual Energy to Become Whole
Now about your energy. You have lost energy. If any lower energies are left, you have to complete that energy with a man—your husband, your partner, someone who completes that masculine-feminine circuit. The time will come when you feel it needs to be done.
That energy will not be fulfilled by other means. It will not be transmuted also. You cannot suppress it. You have to complete it. Your feminine side needs to be completed to become whole.
So give yourself time. Understand: right now you are not in a good state to have a relationship, so focus on your health. You told me your age is 39. Good. Give at least six months to your health. After that you explore, you find out energetically who your partner is, and with that partner you complete this energy.
If you do not want random boyfriends or random relationships, be mature. Wait for the right man. Withdraw attention from this area for now and focus on well-being and your job.
You said, “Sometimes lust comes, even without sex, and I don’t feel good.” Yes. I will share asanas for that. But also, physical grounding is important. Sit in a square pose when you feel overloaded. And do wiping and mopping on the floor regularly—this grounds and releases excess sexual charge. Devote at least one hour daily to wiping and mopping. Slowly, slowly that energy will go away. It is overloaded in your body; it will settle.
Shakti Power Transmission With External Kumbhak
Now I will give you Shakti power energy transmission for the next nine minutes.
For that, you need to do external kumbhak. Sit comfortably. If you have a cloth to cover your eyes, it will be better—use a soft cotton cloth and gently tie it so light is blocked but there is no pressure on the eyes.
Take a very slow inhalation. Then exhale from your mouth, long and smooth. When the exhalation is complete, hold your breath out. Make sure your belly is not moving when you hold. The belly should stay drawn in and still.
Keep doing it by focusing on your third eye—the point between the eyebrows. If your belly is moving, bring it to stillness. I will check how much hold you can do. Release when you need to, then repeat: inhale… exhale… hold out with belly still.
You said, “I feel like I cannot breathe.” Good. You should not be able to breathe. That means your body is developing immunity to excess carbon dioxide. Carbon dioxide builds during this hold, which is good for oxygenation and for generation of stem cells. Your brain learns you can survive this long, so it builds resilience. The longer your hold, the better. You will feel a difference in consciousness when the hold increases.
Do it very slowly.
Resting in the Perceiver
Now just feel your state. Slowly open your eyes if they are closed. Then keep your eyes closed again.
First focus on your third eye. Sense a blank screen in the forehead from inside. Then look at the point behind that point—three to four inches deep inside. Where do you see yourself? Who is looking at everything? Is there a perceiver? The one who is aware because of whom everything is known?
That centered one is you. I will make you reach that center permanently. That is what sadhana is about—being there.
So do this external kumbhak with blindfold 15 minutes, four times a day, if you really want progress.
Practice Gaps, Discipline, and Humor
Tomorrow I won’t take your session. Next sessions will be from Monday onwards. I am deliberately keeping gaps so you gain maximum and real progress happens. You have progressed since the last session because you did the tasks.
If you need progress, practice. Whatever mindful insights or questions come, note them in your copy. Do not keep them in your head. Even if one word troubles you, write it down. Keep writing.
Continue washing your hands, cooking, decluttering, throwing away old things. If you are unable to declutter by next session, I will make you do it in front of me and then you carry it forward. I won’t tolerate unnecessary things. You will do it in front of me once, then you continue by yourself.
You said, “This feels like real acting. I don’t know if I make it up.” I am just making fun of you so you come out of the serious rest of your life. Good. This kind of progress I can handle. You will be in the project if you stay like this.
I don’t want the mad one who listens only to the mind. That old you is a flop show. A flop show means a movie that fails, that looks big but has no quality. The old version of you has no quality. So it is a flop.
Don’t celebrate that much. Look for the new. First dissolve. First become zero. Only from zero can you create one. You cannot create one from nothingness. You have to come to zero.
All right. Bye-bye. Take care. Bless you.
