Background
This is the case of a 45-year-old man, Raj, who came to me after what he called an “accidental Kundalini awakening.” By the time he reached me, he was living with chronic fear, anxiety, restlessness, people-pleasing patterns, and a deep sense of powerlessness as a man. His energy field was blocked in almost all chakras, especially the lower chakras and the solar plexus, and he also carried visible vitiligo on his body, which had become a source of shame and inferiority.
I, Sanju, read his energy directly through live diagnosis—through his eyes, hands, posture, and the vibrations in his field. This session was not a casual consultation; it was an intervention. I showed him the brutal truth: he had lived 45 years as a “good guy” but not as a free, powerful, masculine man. This discourse documents exactly how I diagnosed him, what I saw, how the energies reacted, and the first radical actions I demanded to initiate his transformation.
Setting the Space and Opening the Session
I greeted him warmly.
“Hello. Good morning. How are you?”
He responded that he was fine, and I immediately went to the core.
“I would like to know what is the purpose behind taking this consultation. According to that, I will design the plan for today.”
He mentioned accidental Kundalini as his reason.
I acknowledged it but did not dive into the story immediately.
“All right. We will talk about that later. First I will diagnose you. Sit in a place where the light is falling on your face, not from behind. Look into the camera—not at me, directly into the camera.”
Once the light and camera were set, the diagnosis began.
Reading the Hands and Preparing for Energy Scan
I asked him to show his hands, one by one, clearly visible on screen.
“First show me your right hand like this. Take it a little back, keep it here.”
As he adjusted, I asked, “What is your age?”
“Forty-five,” he said.
“All right. Now show me the other hand.”
He showed the left hand. His age, his hands, his posture—everything told me a story long before he said anything.
Then I shifted him into inner observation.
“Close your eyes. I will be diagnosing your entire energy field and your state. You have to observe your body—any vibration, any constriction, anything you feel.”
Full-Body Energy Scan: Anxiety, Fear, and Blockages
I guided his attention step by step.
“First of all, focus on your face and head region. See if there is any tingling sensation, strong vibration in the head, too many thoughts, racing thoughts—anxiety or restlessness.”
I then moved him higher.
“Focus on your crown chakra, on the top of your head.”
As he did this, I noticed his mouth moving.
I asked,
“Are you chewing something, or is this movement of the mouth happening due to vibration?”
He replied that it was happening because of the vibration.
“All right, then let it be natural. Now focus on the back of your head and slowly move your attention down the spine till your tailbone. Observe if you feel strong vibration or any feeling of blockage along the spine.”
Then I brought his attention to the front of the body.
“Bring your attention to the front. Do you feel any changes or vibrations in the heart region, the heart chakra, your chest?”
We continued downward.
“Around your abdominal region, do you feel constriction, energy blast, or some kind of fear?”
He acknowledged fear, blockage in the abdomen, especially the solar plexus and pelvic region.
“Yes, fear. Blockages in the abdominal region. Solar plexus. Down the spine. Pelvic region. It feels like fear has built up.”
I reflected it back:
“So mainly, what you feel is fear—what will happen, constant fear. All right. Relax completely now.”
Clear Diagnosis: Kundalini Awakening with Blocked Chakras
I gave him the truth directly.
“You are going through Kundalini awakening, and your energy is primarily blocked. It is blocked in all the chakras, but the maximum blockages are in the lower chakras and the solar plexus.”
I asked him to open his eyes and relax.
“You can open your eyes now and relax completely. Now tell me a brief account of what has happened, and then I will guide you on what I can do and what you should do for the next steps.”
He began to share. He spoke of anxiety, the accidental Kundalini awakening, his fear, his life, and how things had become overwhelming.
I listened not just to words, but to energy.
Naming the Core Trauma: Not Feeling Powerful as a Man
After hearing him, I went straight to the root.
“The main trauma lodged in your body is connected to not feeling powerful. You are fearful. You have people-pleasing behaviour, a dominating relationship with your parents and the people around you. The prime energy is that you do not feel brave enough, like a man.”
I could read his hormones and his masculine wiring from his field.
“Your testosterone level is very low. Your masculine energy is low.”
Then I gave him the message of his own Kundalini:
“Now your energy is telling you to become otherwise—to become bold, become a man, and work on your weaknesses. You have come to the right place. This I can tell you, because I work exactly on this energy. I activate the masculine, Shiva energy, in a person. Shiva means consciousness energy.”
I emphasized:
“First right action you have taken is coming to me.”
Transformation Is Not a One-Day Process
However, I made it crystal clear:
“This is not a one-day process. The entire process will take time. So what is your commitment to change your life? I will do something today, but this is not a one-session miracle.”
I asked him,
“You have already spent 45 years in this old, rotten self where you do not feel courageous. How many years are you willing to devote to your transformation? What is your commitment to becoming free from everything and transforming yourself into a man and an independent person?”
He expressed a desire to change, but also hesitation. That is normal. Still, I did not let him stay in comfort.
Working with Me: Childlike Surrender and No Ego
I set the ground rule.
“When you work with me, you must become like a small child—without ego, without resistance. If I ask you to jump from a cliff, you have to jump from the cliff.”
Of course, my actions are practical, grounded, and safe—but the attitude must be full surrender.
“All the actions I tell you will be practical in nature, and they will transform you. There will be a lot of action involved.”
At this point, I noticed disturbing sound in the background.
“I can hear some sound from the background. It is very disturbing. Is there any background sound?”
We clarified that disturbance, but on the subtle plane, I was already reading something else.
Resistance of Lower Energies and Matrix Disturbances
I explained to him what I was sensing:
“Sometimes, when your energy field is too disturbed, I start receiving those kinds of energies. I sensed a loud sound, as if someone is growling and not allowing me to speak. I was unable to clearly hear my own voice. This happens when demonic or lower energies in your field start activating in my presence.”
I said it plainly.
“I am extremely powerful. This happens. When the lower energies feel threatened that I am going to transform you, they create disturbances so that you do not work with me.”
I named it for what it was:
“It is resistance from Maya. It is resistance from lower energies. They are threatened with my presence, because I will change and transform you. Today itself, you will feel that when you talk to other people, your energy has boosted up and others feel a little unsafe or threatened by your presence. You will see this difference after the session.”
Then I moved ahead.
Clarifying His Life Context: Marriage, Place, and Religion
I continued gathering basic facts.
“Yes, I want to know a few basic facts about your life. Are you married or single?”
He answered that he is married, living with his family.
“And where you are living now—this place is your residence?”
He shared that he lives in Punjab, in a family setup.
I asked further,
“Are you a Sikh by birth or Hindu Punjabi?”
He clarified he is Sikh.
I explained why I was asking:
“When I am speaking to you, if I know you are Hindu, then I will dismantle the Hindu religious beliefs in you. Whatever you know about gods and goddesses that has created your inner concept of life, I will dismantle that also.”
Then I gave him the core truth.
“Ultimately, religion is just the notion of a particular mind that sees God in a certain way. There is no external God in the way people imagine. Everything is energy. You are an energy field. I will take you to the scientific and energetic dimension of life, which you can experience directly.”
The Five-Year Path: Dismantling Identity, Rebuilding Nervous System
I set the time frame in a very grounded way.
“To change you from whatever you are now, it will take at least five years of time and commitment. Forty-five years is a long period for a child to become someone. Now you have become someone. I must dismantle you bit by bit, piece by piece. Your nervous system must also know that transformation is happening.”
I told him clearly:
“It will not happen sitting at home. There will be many activities involved in your transformation.”
I mentioned actions like trekking, solo experiences, and deliberate exposure to new environments.
Action-Based Transformation: Treks, Camping, Physical Work
I gave concrete examples:
“I will guide you to go to the mountains, for trekking. That activity you must do. I may ask you to go for solo camping. You must have that experience.”
We anchored it geographically.
“You are living in Punjab, so Himachal is the closest mountains where you can go when I ask you to do so.”
I also made one more thing clear:
“The total process requires my involvement, and I have the power to make things happen when you are connected to me.”
The Freedom Project: 100 Days of Structured Work
Then I laid out the immediate path.
“For you, I guide: go through the Freedom Project. I will share the link with you. For 100 days I will first work on you through the online Freedom Project.”
I explained how sessions would work:
“Most of the sessions will be online. I will guide you towards taking actions for the next day or next week. For example, if you are not practicing semen retention, then semen retention is a must. How to have sex without releasing semen—because you are in a relationship with your wife—this must be learned. If you are not having sex, the sexual energy gets stuck in your system.”
I continued:
“All those actions you must take. If you are ready for those actions, you don’t need to think about anything. You are just like a child; I am transforming and teaching you everything.”
I told him to keep sharing:
“Whatever problems you have with your physical body, energy body, mental body, or emotional body, you must keep sharing the right details of what you feel. Only then can I transform you.”
Then I pointed to the deeper purpose:
“If you are ready for these transformations, there is a definite way out, a definite direction. That will happen when you know what your future holds.”
Purpose as Fuel: Climbing Your Own Everest
I compared his journey to climbing a huge peak.
“Suppose you are convinced and ready to invest in yourself. Then the Freedom Project is the right path. 100 days of commitment towards a purpose.”
I gave his brain a metaphor it could understand.
“It is like climbing Mount Everest. If you have a purpose—‘I want to climb Everest’—your body starts preparing. Your brain understands that for 100 days you are committed to a purpose and working in that direction. You will see changes happening in you.”
I told him the 100-day project is just the beginning.
Next Phase: Himalayas and Physical Projects
Then I revealed the next stage.
“The 100-day project is the beginning stage of your transformation. Next stage is that I will be in the Himalayas next year, maybe from February onwards. I will be doing physical projects with my earliest students who come there for transformation. For that, 100 days of the Freedom Project is a must.”
I described what this involves.
“There will be lots of energy involved. I will move your Kundalini by giving you physical paths in high-energy vortexes in the Himalayas that I know. You will be doing physical projects there.”
As I began speaking about this deeper path, I again sensed disturbance.
“There is definite disturbance in sound again. As I guide you towards freedom, the disturbance increases. This happens. It is the resistance of energies. Nothing to worry. As long as I can speak, everything is all right.”
Example of a Past Student: From Blocked to Enlightened
I shared a story to make him understand the nature of resistance and possibility.
“I will tell you a story of one student. He was 67 years old when he came to me. I could not even give him a session due to the disturbance from his energy field.”
The energies were that strong.
“After ten days of continuous working on him, he became free and enlightened. This has happened before. So, these disturbances are not a problem for me; they are a sign that energies are shifting.”
The Multi-Stage Journey: Online Work Then Himalayas
I mapped it practically.
“I will discuss the total project with you so that you are geared towards a purpose. First, you will work for three months. If you are ready and transforming, then next year between March and May, when I am in the Himalayas, you will be eligible to do a physical project with me.”
I described:
“There, many things will be involved—my Shaktipat, treks, higher energetic zones where energy is strong. These will process your Kundalini. All the manly and masculine activities I will make you do from this project itself.”
Training Him into an Independent Man
I gave examples to break his comfortable patterns.
“If you mostly sit in an office job, I may ask you to broom the house. I will ask you to move your body in a more masculine way. You must create a situation where you can cook food, do your own tasks individually.”
I clarified the point:
“It is not about getting out of marriage. Let marriage remain in its place. But when it comes to being an independent man, you must be able to do all your tasks on your own. You should be able to live alone.”
Initially, his wife and family setup may remain.
But I stressed:
“Frequently, you must take such solo experiences. Slowly, you can change your life.”
Long-Term Arc: From Student to Coach
I showed him the purpose beyond himself.
“After this five-year process, you yourself will teach other men how to become masculine. You will be learning not only for yourself. Whatever process you go through, you can later teach.”
I made it very specific.
“You can become a life coach to other men who are suffering like you—men living with the same old self, full of burden from people’s expectations, society, and family.”
I told him:
“There is a definite purpose for your transformation. When you keep that bigger purpose in front of your eyes, your Kundalini will move.”
Questioning His Routine, Medicines, and Resistance
Then I asked him about his routine.
“What is your routine right now? Tell me, and I will give you a strong, small practice to activate your mind and energy today so you can feel what changes I can bring.”
He spoke about his life, work, and business—how he had been functioning, how many times he had tried things, how his mindset and energy affected everything.
He also mentioned he had taken medicines many times for his condition but felt resistance.
I explained why.
Vitiligo and the Lesson of Confidence
He had vitiligo, white patches on the skin, which had deeply affected his confidence.
I told him:
“Kundalini is not allowing you to take the medicines easily because vitiligo is, in a way, a natural transformation at the cellular level which changes the skin colour. The melanin channel in your skin is not producing pigment, and that is why white patches are appearing.”
But the real lesson was not biology; it was self-worth.
“You must become confident in yourself. This is what Kundalini is teaching you. Even if you are handicapped or cannot function like a ‘normal’ human being, you do not need to feel inferior.”
Then I gave him his first direct action.
First Radical Action: Go Bald Today
I said:
“I will give you one action. Do it today and feel the difference in your energy.”
I have used this with many students.
“I have told many students, including females, to do this: go bald. Go to a salon and tell the hairdresser to shave your head and see how it changes you and the people around you.”
And this time, I said, you are connected to me.
“Since you are connected to me, you will not take the nonsense of people if they bully you or comment.”
I gave him the script:
“If they ask, ‘Why have you gone bald?’, tell them: ‘This is a new fashion. I am looking more smart and handsome like this.’”
And I told him repeatedly:
“Say it one time, two times, 100 times. If 100 people bully you, tell this to 100 people and see the difference in your confidence level. It must come from your energy.”
Guided Visualization: Experiencing the New Self
To anchor this, I created a guided inner scene.
“Close your eyes. Keep them closed. I will create a situation where people are telling you things and you are answering back.”
I described:
“You have gone to the barber. The barber is shaving your head. You go completely clean-shaven—not a single hair on your cheeks. You change your T-shirt or shirt to something more freeing, something totally different from your usual personality.”
I continued:
“Maybe you go to a mall and buy something totally different. Then you observe people’s reactions. When they react, what will you do? You will respond from your new energy.”
I became his friend in the visualization.
“I am telling you: ‘Hey, why have you become bald like this?’ I am teasing you like a friend or parent. Now say something back to me.”
He replied; I could feel the hesitation, but also the emerging strength.
“Yes, correct,” I told him. “Feel the energy. From that energetic shift, speak something strong to the friend who is teasing you.”
His head was shaking with strong movement due to Kundalini energy rising, which I pointed out.
Solo Life, Jungle Camping, and Leaving the Matrix
Then I took him into a deeper visualization.
“For a moment, go into a space where you are free and alone. Your energy has started shaking more because it is giving you the signal: ‘This is what she wants.’”
I said:
“See yourself camping in the jungle. You have gone on a solo trip. You are doing everything you want alone—without marriage, without children, without family, without the matrix.”
Even if he physically stays with wife and parents for some time, I reminded him:
“A time will come when your energy will take you out of this matrix. It will take at least five to six years to change this whole equation and complete all karmas. You are ready to do that now.”
I gave him the truth about relationships.
“If your wife supports you, she will remain with you. If she does not, you will say bye-bye to your wife and start your own journey. You have given too much to this relationship and to the matrix. You have become dead. You no longer want to live this dead life.”
I made a strong declaration for him:
“You will not live with people who judge you. Even if you have vitiligo all over your body, you do not need to feel shameful. It is nature’s way of giving you a different kind of skin.”
I used the tiger image:
“Look at a tiger—patches of white and black, like a white tiger. Become a white tiger. Black and white combined—it does not matter. You will become an inspiration to many who suffer due to body shaming and inferiority created by society.”
Then I expanded his vision:
“Feel that you are in the mountains, doing your own thing, living a solo life, travelling across the world, inspiring people to shed everything they hold on to. Your body has changed. You are more fit. You focus on health, fitness, masculine energy. Your stamina is building up. Everything is changing.”
Volcanic Energy: Kundalini Demands Action
I felt the energy.
“Your energy is moving like a volcanic eruption. I can hear the sound also, as if fire is burning. Volcanic eruption is happening. It has almost reached the head. Now it just wants to act.”
Then I delivered the central medicine:
“Action is the only solution for your transformation. So we will not delay this process.”
I told him:
“You will sign up for the Freedom Project. Soon I will be taking you to the next level and the next and the next. Every week there will be a session, and every week you will perform certain actions. You will move forward. I am the guide; I will take you towards your purpose.”
I also told him that within the Freedom Project:
“Later, I will do a complete destiny reading—your future, your past blockages. I will work on all of that. You are not going to remain this version of Raj anymore. This Raj will change.”
Immediate Homework: Bald Head, New T-Shirt, Real-Life Exposure
I gave him very specific homework.
“Today itself—actually, yesterday itself before booking the session—I want you to go bald. Go to the mall, buy a new T-shirt, and flaunt it. See the reactions of people. Face that. Then come back to me.”
I allowed some time:
“You can take two to three days to see how things are happening, how important this small action is.”
Then I asked him:
“Are you ready for the changes that are coming? You have to be prepared from all angles to work with me. I am a deadly Guru—haha. I am practical and extremely strict when it comes to transformation.”
His Fear About Business and Matrix Resistance
I asked him to keep his eyes closed and tell me what was going on in his head.
He expressed worry about his business, his image, his responsibilities. The fear was: “If I do this, what will happen to my business, my work, my life?”
I answered calmly but firmly:
“These resistances are from the matrix. If you feel you are not ready yet, you can take your time. You can book single consultations whenever you feel like it.”
But I also said:
“If you are ready to truly work on yourself, then yes—this is the path. Freedom Project and total commitment.”
Recognizing His Inner Leader
He told me he wants to become a leader.
I smiled, because I had already seen it.
“I had already read from your energy that you want to become a leader. That is why I am here—to make you a leader. Whatever I guide you to do, I have the potential to change you.”
Then I reiterated:
“First step: go bald today. Whatever happens, face the resistance. Just do it. You don’t have to change anything else—just go bald and see what happens.”
Movie Prescription and Freedom Project Link
I gave him two more steps:
“Second, I will share the Sanju Frequency movie with you if you have not watched it yet. Watch that film. You will understand how changes will happen and many energies will shift in you.”
“Third, I will share the link to the Freedom Project. Go through it. Take two to three days to decide. If you find any difficulty or have questions, email my team. They will give you clarity.”
But I also emphasized:
“If you have already decided, then there is no reason to step back. The resistance of Maya, ego, and old self will always come—now, after three months, after six months. One day you will die and the soul will leave the body.”
I said the hardest truth:
“Kundalini is not waiting for you. If you do not act, Kundalini will awaken fully in someone else who is ready. It is do-or-die for you. Either take the decision and step forward, or let it go and let your dream be shattered. Many people in the world will do this action if you don’t.”
“This is what the guidance of Kundalini is.”
Empowering Him to Decide
I told him:
“I am empowering you with all my powers. You will get the strength to take a decision.”
Then I closed the session gently but firmly.
“The session is over. You can get connected soon through the project. I am there with you. Bye-bye.”
My Commentary: From Good Guy to Masculine Man
After he left, I shared the summary of this session for others like him.
“This was the session of a man who has actually not fully become a man. He has become a victim of society, of the matrix. He has lived a life of people-pleasing. Everything in his life was given and decided by other people.”
“Now he has decided he wants to become a leader, a lion. That is why he came to me—to get himself transformed.”
I mentioned his vitiligo too:
“He has issues with vitiligo—many spots on his skin—and he feels inferior about that. That is the present condition.”
But I highlighted the power of the session:
“Overall, the session was dynamic. As you can see, there are so many changes required to transform from a ‘good guy’ into a masculine man. For that, you must be committed to a purpose.”
I spoke to anyone listening:
“If you too are suffering from the ‘good guy’ syndrome—appearing good while suppressing a lot of trauma in your body—you must get out of it by working on yourself in a new direction.”
“Have a great day. Bye-bye, and thank you.”
