Background

I am Guru Sanju. In this discourse, I share a deeply intense transformation experienced by Chris, a seeker who entered the Freedom Project during a powerful phase of his Kundalini awakening. Chris had suffered for years with autonomic dysregulation, bipolar diagnoses, trauma, chronic insomnia, dissociation, and deep emotional shutdown. When we first connected, he was collapsing under the weight of years of suppressed energies, unresolved shock, and misfiring nervous system pathways.

Through Energetic Mastery Method practices—diaphragmatic breathwork, external kumbhak, mouth exhalation, vagus nerve activation, instinctive activities, tapping, and conscious living—Chris began releasing layers of trauma, ego-selves, childhood shadows, and frozen fascia. His religious conflict, fear of surrender, inner fragmentation, and rising raw emotions became central themes in this profound journey.

What follows is the complete, refined, immersive narrative of Chris’s transformation as I guided him directly through each unfolding stage.

Kundalini Awakening, Faith, and the Breakdown of the Old Self

A Discourse by Guru Sanju

Opening the Door to Transformation

When Chris first reached out to me, confused yet hopeful, I invited him to share his details and confirm his availability. Once the time zone was set, I booked the session and instructed him to prepare through hot–cold showers, breakfast, and presence. His journey was sensitive, so I began with a pure healing session—no powers unless he was ready, only techniques, breathwork, and nervous-system recalibration.

From the first breathhold practice, his system shifted. Calm arose. His third eye began to open in flashes. His frozen chest tissues expanded painfully as old contractions started thawing. His legs trembled after breathing sessions. This trembling was energy release—not fear.

Throughout the day he felt cleaner energy, more clarity, and a stable productivity he hadn’t experienced in years. But by night the accumulated charge triggered broken sleep, wave-like releases, and old pains dissolving.

This is how Kundalini begins—cleaning, clearing, breaking the old.

The First Feedback and the Flow of Energy

Chris shared his first session feedback honestly—calmness, deeper breathing, trembling, old jealousy dissolving, addictions falling away, sleep disruption from increased energy, and a sense of “clean energy” replacing “dirty energy.”

This honesty was essential. I encouraged him and told him that blockages were clearing. His nervous system had lived in survival for years—breathing alone was rewriting everything.

As he practiced more, dopamine rose, anxiety reduced, grounding improved, and the awakening began revealing its true nature.

Returning to Consciousness

I asked him to observe the difference between unconscious communication (mind-chatter, energy leakage) and conscious communication (awareness, presence). This observation improves sleep dramatically.

He began shifting from mindfulness to pure consciousness. Mindfulness still involves the mind, but consciousness is witness-state—no mind.

He started living from this space naturally.

The Vagus Nerve Awakens

One night, the right vagus nerve activated—a cool, gentle wave moving from his ear down the neck, across the collarbone, into the heart, leg, and spine. Kundalini uses the vagus nerve as a major channel. He felt deep calm, groundedness, and emotional quietness after that wave.

He realized bipolar-like symptoms in his life were manifestations of dysregulated autonomic functioning—not true bipolarity. Years of medical trauma, injuries, EDS, mast cell activation, and autoimmune symptoms were tied to the same root: trapped energy.

Kundalini began healing the nervous system through deep purging and recalibration.

Religious Conflict and the Request to Avoid Powers

At one point, his religious beliefs collided with his experience of my powers. He asked if I could guide him without using powers. I told him truthfully: the Energetic Mastery Method works with or without powers. If he didn’t want to receive them, he could simply practice the techniques. I reserve my powers for full dissolution only when someone is willing.

This calmed him. He continued.

But his body still released on its own—because once Kundalini awakens, it does not stop.

The Breakdown of Old Selves

As deeper layers opened, Chris discovered the many “selves” living inside him—trauma selves, protective selves, fear selves, intellectual selves, father-self, doctor-self, past hurt selves.

He asked if these selves must die.

Yes—the false selves die. The identities collapse. But you cannot kill them one by one; there are millions born from this life alone. You must surrender and let Kundalini dissolve what is ready to dissolve.

I told him:
“You already exist. The one trying to integrate must die.”

Slowly he understood this truth.

The Emotional Flood and Surrender

For hours he cried—an ancient dam breaking. Muscles shook violently. Childhood shadows came forward, including the 12-year-old version of him who wanted to die. I had already seen this child in his field through clairvoyance.

He merged with that child and soothed him.

His trauma of birth surfaced and released. His throat chakra opened—allowing expression, journaling, and honest conversations with his wife.

His smell returned after being absent for years. His spine began grounding vertebra by vertebra. The front of his face regained blood flow. The old panic route in his brain stopped firing for the first time.

These are not imagination—they are symptoms of real Kundalini recalibration.

Resistance, Fear, and the Near-Death Association

Chris had a near-death trauma years ago, so surrendering felt like dying. He saw Kundalini as a wild animal—beautiful yet terrifying. Eventually he saw it as an angel.

His fear was not of the energy—it was of his own dissolution. I told him:
“Allow. Do nothing. You are dismantling.”

When he resisted, energy intensified. When he surrendered, clarity came.

Practices: Breath, Tapping, Conscious Movement

He practiced:

• External Kumbhak
• Diaphragmatic breathing
• Kund breathing
• Mouth exhalation throughout the day
• Face and head tapping for 10–20 minutes
• Full-body tapping for 20–30 minutes
• Instinctive activities
• Decluttering
• Conscious household chores
• Early morning practices
• Rest, stillness, grounding

He walked, cried, rested in dark rooms, allowed emotions, accepted weakness, dizziness, shaking.

Slowly life appeared more natural, simple, spacious.

Sleep, Withdrawal, and the Sensitive Nervous System

His sleep difficulties intensified because he stopped bipolar medication. Withdrawal alone disrupts sleep severely. His doctor warned him of this. Sleep issues were not spiritual—they were also biological and chemical. Combined with Kundalini activity, nights became turbulent.

He realized this, accepted it, and trusted the process.

Eventually, sleep began improving—slowly, gently.

Shadow Integration and the Five Personalities

As days passed, he saw himself as five personalities with a sixth—the true self—emerging. But instead of managing these selves, he learned to witness them.

Kundalini was not creating them; it was exposing them.

He began naming them, reducing their power, letting compassion dissolve them.

The father-self, the fear-child, the medical-self, the intellectual-self—they all softened.

Energy Saturation, Purging, and the Need to Slow Down

Some days he felt “too open,” “too exposed,” “too energized.” The chest felt raw, throat too open, legs shaking, abdomen buzzing. These sensations were not disease; they were detoxification.

He learned to stop reading, stop researching, stop seeking answers.

I repeatedly guided:
“Do nothing. Let it happen.”

This saved him from spiraling mentally.

Conflict With Religion and the Pause

Toward the end, his religious conflict resurfaced strongly. He needed time. His beliefs could not reconcile the spiritual dimension he was experiencing.

He asked to take a break.

I respected it fully. I asked about refunds; he initially refused, but I ensured my team returned the rightful amount.

With blessings, I closed the chat.

The Closing Teaching

Kundalini is not a philosophy.
It is not a belief.
It is not a religion.

Kundalini is a biological, energetic, spiritual force that awakens the human being from fragmentation to wholeness.

Chris dismantled old selves, met childhood shadows, healed the vagus nerve, released trauma, calmed anxiety, awakened love, regained sense of smell, thawed frozen fascia, and entered witness consciousness.

This is the beginning—not the end.

No path is wrong.
No belief must be abandoned.
Only the false self must drop away.

Whether he returns or not, the energy he awakened will continue guiding him.

I bless him on his path.

— Guru Sanju