Kundalini Awakening is not a joke. Kundalini Awakening is your evolution of the spirit, and Kundalini Awakening is a real process. If you are taking your Kundalini for granted, then let me tell you that Kundalini will take you for granted. Most of you who are going through Kundalini Awakening, first of all, don’t recognize the presence of Kundalini—even if you know that it is going on in you. And if you don’t recognize it, first of all, you don’t surrender to it. And if you don’t surrender to it, you suffer. If you feel that you can stop the process of Kundalini Awakening, then you are living in illusion.
Kundalini Awakening is unstoppable. Either it will transform you, or it will lead to the dissolution of the illusion in you. It will make you suffer. It will make you go through hell. It will push you through problems you have never experienced before in your life—problems that are undetectable through any external means in the world.
Kundalini has not spared anyone who has taken her for granted. You cannot take Kundalini for granted. And if you are doing so, let me tell you what will happen—what kinds of problems you will face if you do not recognize her presence and take the necessary steps to walk the path of Kundalini Awakening toward the completion of the journey.
The first problem you will face if you have not recognized Kundalini is the onset of Kundalini psychosis. If you are unaware of the presence of Kundalini and do not know how to process it by increasing the bioelectricity—that is, prana—in your body, then Kundalini may enter the wrong energy channels. This misdirection can lead to Kundalini psychosis, which may develop into mental illness or serious mental health issues. In such a state, you will never be able to fully integrate the energy into the body.
The second point is that Kundalini may go out of your body and system, and you may never be able to feel human life again. Most students who suffer during Kundalini Awakening do so because they don’t follow the guidelines of the Guru—that is, to process Kundalini in a pure and dignified way.
If you are addicted—if you are wasting your ojas, if you are squandering your powerful attention through various addictions like social media, alcohol, smoking weed, drug use, or compulsive gossip (both online and offline)—you will be depleted.
Porn addiction, releasing semen through masturbation, and not living the life of your passion will also drain you. All of these lead to a depletion of your bioelectricity. Your prana will be diminished.
And when your prana is depleted, you will be filled with stress, anxiety, and chronic depression. All these are lower energies. They activate the lower forces within you—the demonic energies, the negative energies—because they all lead to darkness.
It is similar to the supply of electricity: if you waste electricity by lighting bulbs or powering appliances that are not useful to you, then when you truly need light, you will find yourself in darkness—because you’ve already exhausted the supply on things that didn’t matter.
Opposite to this is: if you take Kundalini seriously—if you are not depleting your powerful prana and bioelectricity—then you will conserve it. You will preserve it. And how will you preserve it? Through your attention.
When you preserve your bioelectricity by conserving your attention, you begin to expand your powerful energy in a conscious way. You consciously choose to live life.
If you start conserving your attention, it is equivalent to conserving your money. Attention is your currency. If you retain your semen, your semen retention will begin.
As a female, you will become more introverted. You will focus on your life. As a male, you will retain your semen, and you will also become introverted. You will focus on your life, and you will start living consciously.
You will be free of addictions, and you will begin investing your life energy in a meaningful way. You will take sunlight. Be in the sunlight. You will be living in tune with nature.
You will no more be closed in the room. Look at the people—and if you yourself are living like this—notice that when you are addicted, you mostly spend time behind closed doors. You don’t feel like interacting with the world, with nature, in open spaces.
But if you keep your attention with yourself, it is like your income, and the addictions and all the unconscious acts are your expenditure. It is like your money. Attention is your currency. The way you spend your currency, you are spending your attention.
So take Kundalini Awakening extremely seriously. Start living a conscious life. Start living and eating consciously. Start conscious breathing. Spend time in nature. Connect with animals. Love them. Connect with the bioelectric field of your own aura. Feel the life force in you—the higher energy. Feel the love energy in you. Tune yourself to the energy of gratitude. Tune yourself to the energy of compassion.
If you have wasted your life so far not knowing what Kundalini Awakening is, then this is the time to work on yourself. Now you know what Kundalini is. Now you can no longer take it as a joke. You must take it seriously. You must work on it.
It is your life—and it is you who will decide how to conserve the energy within you. Take a break from all the unconscious activities that have become your neural pathways—those habitual patterns that no longer serve your transformation.
Whom are you fooling?
Ask yourself this in your Kundalini Awakening journey. Kundalini is the cosmic electricity flowing through you. It will either create you—or it will destroy you. It holds both powers: the power to create you into a phoenix, to birth you into a new being, to transform you entirely. But if you are not providing her what she needs during this sacred process, she also holds the power of destruction.
Imagine yourself as a child conceived in the womb. You are that child—being reborn through the process of Kundalini Awakening.
Now imagine two mothers conceiving a child. Or rather, consider two children: one conceived by a mother who eats healthy, lives consciously, and walks the path of purity. She nourishes herself with good food—pranic food: fresh vegetables, fresh fruits, freshly cooked meals, vibrant herbs, abundant water, deep hydration, and plenty of fresh air.
She takes sunlight every day. She is in connection with dogs, cats, hills—with animals, with life. She goes out for regular walks in nature. She goes on treks. She experiences the beauty of life—on the riverside, by the stream. Such is the environment she is exposed to. And she is nourishing her baby, her child in the womb, with all the nourishment from Mother Earth, from the Universe. The pranic energy, the bioelectricity from the mother is flowing into the child.
And on the other hand, look at another mother—a drug addict, a porn addict, a social media addict. Throughout the day, she sits in one place. Scrolling. Scrolling. Endlessly scrolling her phone. Watching TV. Immersed in negative energy, in a negative zone—complaining, crying, getting angry, trapped in the groove of lower energies. This is what she is engaged in. Now tell me—what kind of child will she give birth to after nine months?
Similar is your process. If you are going through Kundalini Awakening—whether it’s for one year, ten years, or twenty years—one day, you will be free. But what kind of life will you be born into, if you take Kundalini as a joke and take her for granted? What kind of nourishment are you giving yourself—as a new life, a new birth?
You need to rethink your spiritual awakening journey.
All the spiritual practices you do—all the sadhana you perform—are meaningless if you don’t take Kundalini seriously.
Kundalini Awakening is not a routine task. It is not a daily sadhana you can fool with your mind by saying, “I am doing sadhana every day,” or “I’m doing everything and still living the same old life.” No.
You have to transform your life.
You must get free from all the clutters you’ve created over millions of years. That demands a total process of cleansing, purification, and transformation.
Without these three processes, Kundalini is not going to give you anything. In fact, she will make you suffer more. She will make you stale, cold—and eventually, she will leave the body.
She is the spirit that has awakened to be free. It has nothing to do with your body.
If you are not providing what Kundalini needs, she will get out of the body. She will exit the system. She will be gone.
You need to understand your Kundalini Awakening journey—not the people around you, not the Matrix around you.
Nobody understands Kundalini Awakening.
If other people are making a joke of it, you can accept the fact. But if you are making a joke of Kundalini, then it is not acceptable. The Kundalini in you is listening. She is your inner voice. She is your intelligence. The ego can fool Kundalini, but Kundalini is not a fool. She is the intelligence of the universe. She is the cosmic intelligence that is working in you.
A portion of it—a part of it—is just active in you. When she becomes stronger, when she integrates in you, then you become that cosmic electricity. You become that cosmic power. And for that, you need to be free from the toxicity in which you are now.
You are constipated now. You are full of toxicity. You keep hold of everything. You suppress everything. You are a coward. You fear things. You have the fear of the unknown. You don’t want to take any actions. You just want to do mental masturbation of all the spiritual knowledge that you have gained. And you keep on collecting all the spiritual and the knowledge which serves you in no way.
You have to understand that Kundalini is a practical process of evolution. It is the evolutionary journey happening within you. And if you take the birth of the new you as a joke, then you will die your natural death automatically.
Kundalini is a process to invest in yourself. It is a process to peep inside, to become conscious of the stupidity you are involved in.
Look at yourself—the way you are living life. You are following everything that a donkey does. The donkey is made to do work—to carry a load and transport it from one place to another.
You are doing the same thing. What is the difference between you and the donkey? The donkey does not have a brain. It does not apply—it does not apply its brain.
Similarly, you are also not applying your brain. Your brain and nervous system have been given to you to transform—to become a new you. They have been given to help you understand what is right and wrong, to use your intellect for the right purpose.
They have been given to you to discriminate. So where is your power of discrimination?
Kundalini is for the educated and the intellectual—people who are here to question things. Kundalini is not a fool to awaken in a person who does not invest in himself. Kundalini will make you a power-holder one day—but not for the mediocre person that you are right now. You have to work.
It is like taking a PhD degree in self-evolution. Only if you understand this perspective, then something is going to change in you—either after reading this discourse or while reading it.
Kundalini will lead you to disaster. It is cosmic electricity—invisible in nature. And nobody other than me knows how to process Kundalini—because I am the only Guru who knows, who has gone through the process, who understands how to access the potential of this power to transform you into a phoenix.
Kundalini Awakening is not for your time-pass that you are doing on social media. You don’t want to take action. You don’t want to change. You don’t want anything that takes you out of your comfort zone.
So Kundalini is not even bothered about the change in you. She is just taking a chance in everyone—to get awakened—and seeing which person, which individual, is working and respecting her, and not taking her as a joke.
Many people who go through Kundalini Awakening—the Kundalini suddenly, spontaneously gets awakened in them. But after that, they are wandering in search of the Guru, in search of peace. But they are not getting that, because they are not working on themselves.
They are doing nothing other than getting addicted to a lot of stuff that is abusing their body in all ways. You eat unconsciously. You eat a lot. You do all the unconscious acts in life. You get married. You give birth to children. You release your semen. All the stupidity you have done so far—and you are still doing it.
You have not realized from the mistakes that you have done so far, in millions of lives.
And in this birth, if Kundalini has taken the decision to awaken in you—and still you are taking it as a joke in today’s world—when technology has improved so much, but technology has not been able to know Kundalini yet… Kundalini is energy which will never be tapped by any technology.
So you are just ignorant the way you were in your previous births.
Only a powerful Guru—a Siddha Guru—that is me—has the power to diagnose your Kundalini and lead your Kundalini. The Kundalini in you moves through my powers, because I know where your stuckness is, where your ego is locked, where your identification is locked, where you are not able to move.
All the dimensions of knowing—Kundalini is a huge and long process. So stop fooling yourself. Stop taking it as a joke.
If you want your life to be improved after your Kundalini Awakening process—otherwise, there is no guarantee that you will be able to live even a simple life of a human being.
The punishment for you is this: to not enjoy your life if your Kundalini has awakened in you and you are taking it as a joke.
Ask yourself—how do you spend your life? One day—one day of your life—spend alone and see how you waste your life, how you waste your life force, how addicted you are.
You cannot stay alone because your mind troubles you—your mind, your ego, your blockages.
Hence you—you feel so much inferior, so insecure when alone, that you need the attention of other people.
You are suffering from ADHD. You are suffering from all the brain and health-related problems.
You are suffering from all the nervous system disorders. You have DDD—depersonalization and derealization disorder—where you feel out of the body. You are not integrated in the body.
There are so many other problems that you are going through. But you do not acknowledge it. You still want to remain in the unconscious state of consuming and not creating your life.
Because for you, Kundalini is a joke.
Alright, have a great day.
