Background
This discourse took place during the concluding session of a powerful Kundalini Shaktipat retreat held in nature — surrounded by the vastness of the sky, the radiance of the sun, and the living pulse of the Earth. My student, Eugene, had been undergoing deep energetic purification over several days, shedding layers of mental, emotional, and karmic density. By the time of this final initiation, his transformation had reached its peak. Through the Shaktipat transmission, his Kundalini energy ascended fully, bringing release from decades of mental heaviness and inner bondage.
The final session was performed outdoors in direct communion with sunlight — the purest form of prana. This moment represented liberation: the merging of individual consciousness with the universal field. Here, Eugene experienced complete freedom, laughter, and lightness after forty years of mental entanglement. In this discourse, I, Guru Sanju, narrate and guide this moment of freedom, inviting every reader to feel, practice, and integrate the same energy of release through awareness, sunlight, and surrender.
The Lightness of Release
Eugene began the session by reflecting on his transformation. He said he was feeling good — lighter, free. He described how, in just two days, he had lost the equivalent of ten kilos of mental weight. He laughed as he said, “I lost ten kilos of mental stuff.” That expression captured everything. What had been released was not physical matter but accumulated mental clutter — the heaviness of thoughts, conditioning, and emotional residue stored within the mind for decades.
When the Shaktipat transmission happened, I guided him to stay still and observe the energy movement. He described how the energy rose upward, reached his head, and suddenly burst open, as if hitting a wall and releasing through the crown. He said it felt like lightning followed by thunder — an internal explosion of light and sound.
I confirmed that this was a natural sign of complete release — the energy hitting the final block and breaking through it. The body may tremble, the breath may quicken, and spontaneous sounds may emerge. These are sacred symptoms of purification.
The Sacred Sound of Liberation
Eugene shared that when the energy wave rose, an “awesome sound” came out of him — a deep, primal tone. I explained to him that such sounds are spontaneous and sacred. They arise when the body-mind system is releasing old patterns. These are not random noises; they are the soul’s language, the vibration of freedom.
The sound, the trembling, the expansion — all indicate that the Kundalini has completed its upward journey. In that moment, the individual ceases to resist. The ego dissolves, and the energy merges with the universal current.
Receiving Prana Directly from the Sun
After this powerful release, I guided Eugene into sunlight. I told him, “This one is very important. This is the source of prana.” I instructed him to close his eyes and face the sun directly, soaking in its energy with full intention.
When one looks toward the sun with devotion and awareness, the body begins to drink the pranic light. The skin, eyes, and subtle energy field absorb solar frequencies that cleanse and awaken the higher chakras.
I asked him to receive everything the sun is giving. To allow each cell to open like a flower. In this state, the sunlight is not just physical light — it is divine intelligence, consciousness itself.
The Declaration of Freedom
As he stood in sunlight, I spoke to him softly:
“The universe is with you and reaching you. This moment is the best of the best moments. You are free — declared by the Guru.”
Freedom here is not just symbolic. It is energetic. Once the Kundalini completes its ascension, the mind loses its grip, and life begins to move from a state of natural intelligence rather than conditioning. The declaration of freedom is a sacred recognition that the soul has come home.
I reminded him to now simply process and integrate — to allow life to unfold naturally without resistance.
Letting Go of the Past
I told him, “Forty years is a long time.” Those forty years symbolized the weight of memories, fears, and attachments. But now, all of that had been burned away in the fire of awareness.
“No more going into the past,” I said. “And if the past troubles you, you have the Energetic Mastery Method to practice.”
This method — a fusion of breath, movement, and awareness — helps one stabilize the new frequency after awakening. It trains the nervous system to remain grounded, ensuring that freedom becomes a living state rather than a fleeting moment.
Gratitude to the Forces of Life
Together, we expressed deep gratitude:
To the Sun — the eternal giver of prana.
To the Universe — the cosmic intelligence orchestrating everything.
To the Guru — the one who transmits light through presence.
And to every invisible force that contributed to this liberation.
I reminded him that his laughter, now effortless and spontaneous, was his signature of freedom — the laughter of a soul that no longer carries burden.
The Embrace of the Universe
In that moment, I recalled an image from the previous day — a portrait of a girl with her arms open to the sky. I told Eugene to do the same.
I said, “Spread your arms and take in all that the universe is giving you. Move your head a little, tilt it slightly, and take in everything.”
He followed, standing under the open sky, arms wide, sunlight bathing his face. The air, the light, the sound — everything merged into one vibration. His breath slowed. The laughter turned into silence. Silence turned into awareness.
That was the moment of completion — when human energy became universal energy.
The State of Complete Freedom
This final Shaktipat was not an ending but a beginning — the beginning of life lived in total awareness. No mind, no memory, no fear — only the living intelligence of prana.
As I watched him standing there, immersed in sunlight, I felt the universe breathe through him. Such is the beauty of this path. When the Guru and disciple merge in energy, nature itself celebrates.
I concluded, “That’s all.” Because there was nothing more to say. The process was complete. Freedom had happened.
