Rewiring Distrust, Neurosis, and Kundalini Through the Freedom Project

Background: Maria’s Journey into the Freedom Project

Maria was a 52-year-old woman who came to me with a lifetime of unprocessed trauma stored in her body and nervous system. She had lived through repeated accidents in infancy, bullying in childhood, a shocking robbery by a trusted family connection, and a 20-year marriage that ended in betrayal and divorce. Although she functioned outwardly, her inner world was shaped by chronic fear, distrust, and a nervous system locked in long-term threat.

By the time she met me, she had already begun walking the path of healing and was working in a healing profession herself. Yet her body still carried neurosis-like symptoms: anxiety, jaw and throat blockages, chronic vigilance, and deep distrust toward men and the world. In this session, I, Guru Sanju, diagnosed her energy field, guided her through trauma release, and then showed her how the Freedom Project could rewire her brain, nervous system, and energy field over 100 days so she could become both trauma-free and fully awakened as a healer.

Opening the Space and Explaining the Session

I greeted Maria gently and allowed her a moment to settle. I explained how I would conduct the session:

First, I would diagnose her energy field. I would read her nervous system and energy body through my clairvoyant perception. Then I would share my diagnosis, answer her questions, and, if needed, give her energy transmission and energy work to begin healing her present condition.

I made it clear: I am extremely powerful, and when I connect to anyone, their energy field connects to mine. Their body responds in a certain way, and this response is crucial. It reveals how their soul and nervous system are relating to safety, surrender, and healing in the present moment.

Energetic Diagnosis Through Inner Scanning

I guided Maria into a relaxed posture and asked her to close her eyes.

I told her:

“Keep your eyes closed. As I guide you through your body, you must focus completely on each area and simply feel whatever you are feeling. Later, you can share with me what you experienced in your entire body.”

I began with her face and third eye.

I asked her to focus attention between the eyebrows, on the forehead region—the third eye area—and notice if there was any strong vibration, rising sensation, or tingling there. If she felt something, she could briefly acknowledge it, but I reminded her of something very important:

“You have to focus totally on what you are feeling now, not what you felt earlier. Because my energy is extremely powerful, your energy responds differently in the present moment. That present response is what matters.”

I explained the meaning of her sensations:

• If she felt a gentle or soft sensation, that meant her energy was welcoming my presence.
• It meant her energy knew that I could work on her.
• It also meant she was surrendering: her energy body, her soul, her subtle system were surrendering to my energy.

I told her that if she did not surrender, the energy in her system would respond differently—often with more volatile or resistant vibrations.

I instructed her not to speak while I was diagnosing, unless I asked her to, and not to think about past sensations. She only needed to feel what was happening now.

Scanning the Head, Spine, and Heart

I guided her attention slowly:

First, to the crown of the head—the top of the head where the crown chakra resides. I asked her to observe any changes or modifications in energy movement there, then to follow that awareness to the back of the head, down the neck, and through the entire head-and-neck region.

Then I asked her to move her attention down the spine:

“Observe the spine from top to bottom, all the way to the tailbone. Notice: is the energy moving up or down? Is it volatile and restless, or is it moving gently? If you feel any constriction, any resistance at any point, note that.”

As she followed these instructions, I could already perceive her energy expanding and responding to my field. I explained:

“This means your energy is expanding. It is already responding to my healing. If you were walking only on the path of blockages before, your energy is now showing you that there is a possible way out. This is what your energy is telling you: there is another path.”

Then I brought her awareness to the front of the body, especially the chest region:

I directed her to focus on the heart chakra, located in the middle of the ribcage. I asked her to compare the sensations here with what she had felt in the head and spine.

She began to feel a sense of peace and calmness in the heart.

I explained:

“Calmness and peace are signs of vagus nerve activation. This often happens when your energy body and your brain recognize my energy as welcoming and safe. When your system moves from sympathetic over-activation into parasympathetic activation, you feel this sense of calm. This is the healing effect of my presence.”

Scanning the Lower Body and First Trauma Signal

Next, I guided her awareness to the abdominal and pelvic regions:

I told her to observe whether she felt any constriction in the abdomen or pelvis. Constriction in this region often means that past trauma is locked there and showing itself as blockages.

She reported a jump, a strong reaction in the lower body and abdomen.

I explained to her:

“This means something is stored there. You can slowly open your eyes now and share anything special you felt during this scanning.”

She described a coolness and certain sensations, but there was also noticeable tension around her jaw and throat.

I interpreted this:

“When you have blockages in speaking and expression, it often means you have stored many unspoken truths in the past. You wanted to speak but did not. This may relate to your identity, your self-image, your sense of worth. Over 52 years of life, there have been many events in which you did not speak when you needed to.”

My diagnosis phase was now complete, and I prepared to move into active trauma release.

Preparing for Trauma Release Through Expression

Before beginning, I asked Maria if she had specific questions. She did want certain energies released, and I told her clearly:

“Yes, I can release this right now. First, I will address this one major area and begin to release it from your system.”

I explained the process:

“I will take you through the quantum field of your own energy, back to the time in your childhood when the trauma was recorded. You will feel those emotions again, but this time with me holding the field. You must share the sequence of events with me, and you must use your mouth and jaw fully as you speak.

When you feel a lot of energy building up, you can stretch your mouth wide, move your jaw, and then speak. For example, you can speak a sentence and then stretch your mouth like this (I demonstrated): opening the mouth broadly to let the energy move.

For the next ten to fifteen minutes, I will focus mostly on releasing trauma from the jaw and mouth region.”

I asked her to close her eyes again and be ready to revisit her childhood.

Guiding Maria Back Into Childhood Events

I told her:

“I will guide you from your childhood till now. I will call forth different events. You must go into each event, feel it completely, and release it. Throughout this process, you don’t have to explain everything in great detail while you are in it; your primary work is to feel and release.”

Her eyes remained closed as I instructed:

“First, go back to the most traumatic event in your early childhood. Feel it. When you are ready, tell me what happened. Was it physical abuse? Sexual abuse? Mental abuse? Some other event? Speak it out so that I know what your body has carried.”

She began recalling events: bullying by older boys, accidents, shocks, and injuries from a very young age.

I then asked her to bring into awareness a particular incident when she was around five years old—a time she suffered physical injury to the head. I asked her where exactly on the head she had fractures or injuries and had her show me the location on her body.

I told her:

“Now keep talking through these events, one by one. I will release the trauma together, but you must first bring them into the light.”

She remembered how the older boys had bullied her, chased her, and how she had not responded or defended herself.

Retaking Power: Speaking Back to Childhood Bullies

I asked:

“In those moments, did you stand up for yourself, or did you stay silent and freeze?”

She confirmed that she had not spoken up and had not defended herself.

I guided her gently but firmly:

“Right now, go back into that event. Imagine they are standing in front of you again. This time, you will respond. Use your hand gestures if needed, use your body, use your voice. You can even imagine complaining to your parents, doing whatever feels right to correct that moment in your nervous system.

Now, use your present voice. You can shout if you feel like shouting. Say, in a loud, clear voice: ‘Stop chasing me! Go away from me now! Leave me alone!’”

I encouraged her to repeat it with more energy:

“Repeat: ‘Stop chasing me! Stop! Leave me alone!’ Use your throat chakra. Use your mouth fully. Let the charged energy come out.”

As she did this, I told her:

“Now see that the boys have gone away. They’ve stopped chasing you. They are no longer following you. Feel the relief. Notice that once you respond to the situation, your brain learns: there is nothing to fear. You are teaching your nervous system a new ending.”

Early Accidents and the Frozen Body of the Infant

Next, we went even further back.

I asked her about accidents that occurred when she was an infant—times when her infant body had suffered impacts, falls, or near-fatal experiences. She remembered incidents around the age of two, even earlier, around six months, where the infant body had undergone shock.

I guided her:

“Bring all those accidents before your inner eyes. See that small infant who has no understanding of the environment, whose body suddenly experiences impact and trauma. That tiny body goes into a freeze mode. The organism takes it as a life-threatening event. Your brain registered those events as threats to physical safety, and your nervous system has carried the imprint ever since.

Even though you lived a physically functional life afterward, that early trauma remained stored. Your nervous system still scans the environment as if it is constantly dangerous.”

I told her that I would do energy work to release those imprints, but first she had to consciously feel them.

I instructed:

“Bring the thought of those accidents fully into the present. Feel the fear, the shock, the helplessness—then exhale it out through your mouth. Take a deep inhalation, and with mouth exhalation, release the whole charge attached to that memory.

Keep exhaling until you feel the pain and suffering of that event lose its intensity in your system. You must tell your brain: ‘There is nothing to worry about now. As a child I suffered, but as an adult I can take care of my body. I am conscious now.’”

As she continued, I explained:

“There is safety in the world. You can move safely in your environment. Cars are not constantly about to crash into you. If you remain conscious, you can protect your body. The anxiety visible in your eyes is now being released. Allow the twitching, the neck movements, the subtle jerks—these are symbols of energy leaving your nervous system. Let the nervous system feel safe.”

Mouth Exhalation, Tears, and Emotional Purging

I reminded her:

“As you exhale out carbon dioxide, stale air, and energy, you are simultaneously flushing out blocked emotions and nervous system constriction. Inhalation brings oxygenation; vessel dilation happens; constriction reduces.

Mouth exhalation, while feeling the trauma, tells your brain: ‘I am conscious now and nothing bad is happening in this moment.’ This is how the primitive brain learns a new truth.”

I asked her to stretch her mouth wide, open her jaw, and keep her eyes closed, letting the face distort in any natural way.

“Stretch your mouth and release the tension in the jaw. Cry if you feel like crying. Scream if you feel like screaming. Release everything from the heart chakra—especially the energy of the child who felt so unsafe in her own body.”

Once that cycle ended, I asked:

“Do you remember any other events that you want to process in this sitting position? If not, I will take you to a lying-down position where these energies can be released even more deeply.”

She shared additional events, including the shocking episode of being betrayed and robbed by a man her family trusted.

The Energy of Distrust: Robbery by the Sister’s Boyfriend

I now named the core energetic pattern I saw:

“First of all, there is a strong energy of distrust lodged in your system. This came from a specific event: your sister’s boyfriend, who seemed strange and unpredictable, was allowed into your home because your family trusted him. He then robbed your home.

Your body learned a very deep lesson: ‘Trusting people is dangerous. Trust leads to betrayal.’ The environment became unsafe in your nervous system.”

I explained the consequences:

“When such a person betrays your trust, the energy of distrust becomes frozen inside you. You begin to distrust not only that one man, but men in general, and eventually people in general. The entire world starts to feel hostile, even when it is not.

If this distrust remains, no one can truly come close to you. You will always see others through a lens of fear and suspicion. This especially damages your capacity to trust masculine energy. Without trust in men, it becomes very difficult to welcome a healthy male partner who can complement your feminine energy.

This one event has left a very deep impact on your personality, your capacity for intimacy, and your sense of safety in relationships.”

I added:

“As I go deeper, I can already see that you must have had issues with men later in life. You couldn’t easily trust them, which led to self-sabotaging behavior: not taking help, trying to do everything alone, and not allowing supportive people to stand by you. This would show up in your career, lifestyle, and overall interactions with many people.”

Thinking Versus Feeling: Ego Conditioning and OCD Patterns

I explained a core principle of my work:

“Your nervous system has been trained not to feel but to think. Society teaches you to override your instincts. When someone bullies you, you are told to stay polite, to avoid conflict instead of responding instinctively.

Avoiding is not the way of the mammal. The primitive brain has three natural responses: fight, flight, or freeze. If you neither fight nor flee, you go into extreme freeze. Each time you freeze instead of acting, you teach your nervous system: ‘Don’t respond.’ Over years, this freeze becomes your default state. The blood vessels constrict, the nervous system tightens, the body lives in permanent threat mode.”

I described how this becomes personality:

“These patterns become neuroplasticity—stubborn pathways etched into the brain. For example, in obsessive-compulsive disorder, a person becomes obsessed with cleanliness: they see dirt everywhere, everything must be cleaned. The brain takes this pattern and repeats it so many times that it becomes the ‘defensive self’—a rigid identity that believes, ‘This is just how I am.’

But this is not the soul. It is the ego personality, built from thousands of conditionings. My work is to release these frozen patterns lodged in the nervous system and fascia, so you can live from the soul rather than from the defensive ego.”

I told Maria that I would take her to a stage where all this trauma lodged in her body could be released through different forms of energy work and powerful quantum field energy transformation.

Education, Marriage, and the Long Shadow of Relationship

To understand how these patterns shaped her, I asked about her life history:

First, her education. She studied microbiology and French. I asked if there were any specific traumatic events linked to academic pressure—needing to rank high, get a job, or prove herself. She clarified that the educational period was challenging but not traumatic; there was flow in that area.

Then I asked about her marriage:

“At what age did you get married? How long did the marriage last? What happened during those years?”

She shared that she married at thirty, and the marriage lasted around twenty years. There had been an affair, conflicts, and eventual divorce.

I asked whether the affair caused the conflicts, or whether earlier conflicts led to the affair. I also asked whether she had a partner now. She shared that she did not.

I explained the energetic impact of long-term partnership:

“When you share your space and your energy field with someone for twenty years, many traits of that person become embedded in you through neuroplasticity. Not everything you feel and do is originally ‘yours’. Some behavior patterns come from your parents, some from your siblings, friends, partners, even your son.

If I imagine you as a newborn child with a virgin nervous system—no built neuroplasticity yet—you were just a pure mammalian organism. You had no conditioning from society or relationships. But as you encountered these situations—bullying, betrayal, marriage dynamics—the civilization around you trained you to behave in certain ways. All of these experiences built neural pathways in your brain and nervous system.”

I pointed out that her ex-husband’s behavior, his way of treating her, might have deeply impacted her self-worth:

“He may have made you feel that you are not worthy of meeting someone else or of living a full life without him. That kind of conditioning can keep you stuck even after the marriage ends.”

I told her:

“What I am going to do now is release some of the trapped energy today and then guide you step by step beyond this session.”

Trauma Release in Lying-Down Position: The Surrender Practice

I asked Maria to lie down on a flat surface—a mat or a blanket on the floor. This is important; the ground supports her body and allows the nervous system to recalibrate.

I instructed her:

“Drop your body completely on the ground. Let go of every effort. Imagine that you are dying in this moment and leaving the body behind—leaving the ego’s control over life. The ego always wants to dominate, control, and manage everything. That control has created the neurosis in your nervous system, where trauma is lodged in your muscles, fascia, and even at the cellular level.”

I explained the practice:

“What I am teaching you now is a trauma-release practice through doing nothing. Right now, in my presence, you will do it for fifteen minutes. Afterward, you will do it on your own three to four times a day for fifteen to twenty minutes.

The secret is: the more you surrender, the more your body will heal itself. Your body will automatically enter a self-regulated recalibration. The nervous system will recalibrate; your brainwaves will shift; micro-level changes will happen each time you practice.”

Given the depth of her 52-year trauma, I set realistic expectations:

“In your case, the trauma is deep and long-standing. It will take at least around 100 sessions with me and around 1000 sessions on your own. From today onwards, think in terms of at least one year to truly release the trauma from your system.

Gradually, changes will show up in your life. Once certain shifts happen inside, I will also guide you to take external actions—like starting to date men again, not to rush into a relationship, but to retrain your nervous system to experience safe masculine energy.”

I told her that as she heals, she will be able to sense welcoming energies in men, rather than automatically projecting distrust from the past.

Knee Shaking: Recalibrating the Energy Field

Next, I guided her into an active release technique:

“Fold your knees while lying on your back. Place your feet on the ground. Now start shaking your knees. Let the legs vibrate.

Keep shaking for about five minutes. You are not ‘doing’ the shaking; you are allowing it. Let the movement become rhythmic, even vigorous, while you remain surrendered.”

As she shook her knees, she felt changes in her spine.

I explained:

“The body is recalibrating its pulsating vibration. The energy field is reorganizing itself, processing the trauma lodged in your nervous system. Keep shaking both legs more vigorously. As you do so, energy begins to move along the spine and up through the system.”

Then I added:

“Now also start shaking your hands. Let the arms participate. Then, after a few minutes, relax. Let the knees drop, stop the shaking, and do not try to control anything. Let go of the ego’s control over your body.”

I asked her if she felt any energy movement along the spine or head that was different from before. She did feel changes.

Abdominal Breathing with OM for Jaw and Head Trauma

Now I moved to a second technique: belly breathing with OM sound.

I instructed:

“Place both your hands on your navel. As you inhale, inflate your belly fully, like a balloon. As you exhale, draw the belly inward and release as much stale air as possible.

On exhalation, produce the sound of ‘Om’. Let it be long and extended: ‘Oooooommmm’. Using this sound activates your diaphragm and abdominal region more deeply and allows more stale air and tension to leave the lungs.”

I told her:

“Try to extend the sound, especially toward the end: the ‘mmm’ vibration. Feel how the vibration travels to the jaw region. This will release the tension and trauma lodged in your jaw and mouth.

Do this ten times. I will keep count; you focus solely on inhalation, full abdominal expansion, and complete exhalation with ‘Om’.”

She practiced:

Inhale, inflate the belly.
Long exhale with “Om”.
Again and again.

I reminded her to feel the vibration in her jaw, her mouth, and her head where trauma had been stored.

After around ten repetitions, I asked her to stop and relax completely.

“Now do nothing. Simply feel the difference in your jaw, your mouth, your head. Notice how the intensity has shifted.”

Naming the Condition: Neurosis and the Need for a Long Process

I then asked her to sit up and return to me. I summarized:

“What you are experiencing is a form of neurosis, where your nervous system has taken all your trauma inside and is unable to discharge it naturally.

To release everything permanently, multiple sessions will be needed. I can work on you, provided you are dedicated to your trauma-healing process.”

I introduced the Freedom Project:

“There is a programme I have created called the Freedom Project. I will share the link with you. Read everything on that page carefully before joining.

It is a 100-day project focused on permanent trauma release. During these 100 days, I will work intensely on your trauma while you practice the techniques I give you.

There will be weekly 30-minute sessions and daily practices. You will also take specific external actions—such as beginning to date again—not to rush into a committed relationship, but to train your nervous system to experience safe connection rather than paranoia and distrust.”

I emphasized:

“Your brain must learn that you are not bound forever to your ex-husband or to the trauma of the robbery. For your feminine energy to feel complete, a healthy masculine presence is important, and your nervous system needs to feel that possibility again.”

Integrating Clairvoyant Destiny Reading into the Freedom Project

I told her:

“Inside the Freedom Project, I will also do a Clairvoyant Destiny Reading (CDR) for you. I will read your entire destiny: your soul blueprint, karmic imprints, past-life remnants, and the higher timeline available to you.

From this reading, I will know in detail which areas of your life and energy field need surgical work—from your past birth patterns to your current karmic accounts. Once I have that map, I can work on you like a surgeon, addressing every area precisely.”

I clarified that what she had shared so far was only her present life trauma. There might still be past-life residues influencing her.

I also reminded her:

“If you are going through Kundalini awakening—and you are—this is not the end of the story. It is the beginning. Kundalini is processing you, pushing these traumas to the surface so that you can live your real life and find your ikigai—your reason for being.

In the Freedom Project, over 100 days, with around 12 or more focused sessions, plus your daily practices, we will work on brain and nervous system rewiring, heart-electromagnetic field changes, and energy-field reorganization.”

I likened it to an intensive course:

“Think of it as enrolling for a 100-day PhD in life frequency. You are studying your own brain, nervous system, energy field, and destiny under my guidance.”

The Movie “Sanju Frequency” and Knowing Who You Are Walking With

Before she joined the project, I gave her one more instruction:

“Watch the movie ‘Sanju Frequency’. I will send you the link. It will show you who I am, what my frequency is, and how I work.

Before committing to 100 days with me, you must feel with whom you are going to walk this path and what kind of commitment you must bring into your life.”

Recognizing Maria as a Healer in the Making

I then asked Maria about her profession:

“What have you been doing professionally over the last twenty years or more? What are you doing now?”

She explained that her work was connected to healing—offering massages and therapeutic support.

I told her:

“Your destiny is to be a healer. I can feel it clearly. But to truly become a healer, you must first become empty—blank and zero. Only then can universal energy fully process through you.

The Freedom Project will not only heal your trauma; it will gradually activate the healing energy in you. As your trauma dissolves, the healer within you will start showing itself more strongly, giving you glimpses of its presence. Kundalini energy itself is the healing energy. When it is freed from trauma blocks, it flows as a conscious, healing force through your life and work.”

My Role: The Only One Who Can Do This Work

At the end, I told her openly:

“There is a big purpose behind your connection with me. I am the only person in the world who can guide you to this level of empowerment. I am not just a healer, coach, or mentor. I am the power itself.

I carry super-powers: clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairempathy, clairsentience, clairtangency, and telepathy. I am the power, and I also have the power to activate the dormant potential energy within you—the very energy for which you took birth.

In the Freedom Project, our intention will be twofold:

• To release your trauma at the deepest level.
• To activate your inner potential as a healer and awaken your true life purpose.”

I told her she was eligible for the project and that I would share the Freedom Project link with her. Once she watched the Sanju Frequency movie and read the page, she could choose the right moment to begin.

Post-Session Reflection: A 52-Year-Old Woman, Lifetime of Trauma, and the Freedom Project

After the session, I reflected on her case:

This was a 52-year-old woman with a 16-year-old son, who had experienced multiple layers of trauma—accidents in infancy, bullying in childhood, betrayal and robbery by a trusted man, and a 20-year marriage filled with pain, conflict, and eventual betrayal and divorce.

All of this had produced a neurosis-like condition: her nervous system was locked in constriction, her fascia and muscles were saturated with fear, her brain was braced for danger, and her worldview was tinted by distrust—especially toward men.

The Freedom Project exists exactly for such cases. It is a focused 100-day programme where I work directly on neuroplasticity, on the brain and nervous system, on brainwave patterns, heart-electromagnetic changes, and the energy field.

This is not esoteric fantasy; it is energy reality. I work with body-based energy practices, trauma-release techniques, and quantum field energy transformation.

If you, reading this, are also going through similar issues—lifetime trauma, Kundalini awakening, nervous system overload—you can begin with a single consultation. If needed, you can then move into a Clairvoyant Destiny Reading and, if your case calls for it, enter the Freedom Project, where over 100 days we rebuild your life from the nervous system outwards.