Background: George’s Questions and My Commitment
George asks:
- My kundalini started in January 2024 and I did a bunch of ketamine then, which really messed it up and intensified it—drove me mad with fear. I also started giving into lust and spilling seed basically every day since, so is my nervous system permanently fried?
- I’ve accumulated terrible karma from betraying my twin flame and not making it right. She’s an earth angel and you can’t hurt people like that. Am I doomed for life?
- I’m completely nonfunctional because of this going on for this long and I’ve also experienced horrible trauma with my mom’s death. I starved myself for 50 days, and I did more drugs in January as well, eating nothing but fast food and sugar for like a year. So I feel like I’ve done extreme damage—can anything be salvaged?
- I was destined for abundance in this life and success, but in this state I can’t achieve anything, and it was also through my twin and her family that my destiny would be realized. If I can’t achieve my purpose now, I don’t want to live. Will God allow me to bow out and support my twin from the spiritual realm?
- I feel as though my negligence has given me a severe entity attachment that is fueling all of this terrible behaviour. What can be done about that?
I say: You need to share the photo of your twin flame.
George replies: She’s one of the most powerful beings on the planet as she’s successfully completed her awakening.
I respond: I will be focused on your healing and give you clarity on what you can do to be free and powerful completely, if that’s your ultimate goal.
George says: I’ve read your articles saying that enough of not retaining semen can cause permanent damage, so we’ll have to see. I’ve also had sex with another girl, which was a big no-no. Yeah, I just need to stabilize somehow or I’m in big trouble. I want to complete this awakening to live spiritually as it’s my life purpose to do so.
I respond: I will guide you tomorrow in the session and suggest the next protocol to follow to get everything on track. I have worked on more severe cases than you. So surrender completely and show trust. No one is more powerful than me at this moment on this earth to work on you.
George: Amazing, thank you so much. I will surrender.
I ask: What are your possibilities to come to India in the coming time for your recovery, if required?
George: I’d have to look into it, I’m not sure.
I say: Alright. I will guide you tomorrow for all the possibilities. We will see what works best for you. You can relax now. See you tomorrow. 👍
George: Okay, thank you, Guru. Much respect.
What follows is the complete written discourse for readers, edited for flow and clarity while preserving every original word and tone, and structured so you can practice without visual demonstration. Read it as a direct, living teaching.
Opening the Space: Diagnosis by Conscious Connection
Hello.
Yes.
Am I audible to you?
Yes.
I will be diagnosing you first. For this, sit comfortably, spine long, and bring your gaze directly forward as if you were looking into my eyes. Keep your attention steady for some moments.
Now, extend your hands one by one into your field of awareness, as if you were showing me your palms. First your right hand, fingers relaxed, palm open. Then your left hand in the same way. Release any tension in the wrists and shoulders.
Now relax completely. Place your device or any distractions away. Be visible to yourself—meaning, be fully present in your body.
Keep your hands free. I will teach you some techniques for which your hands are needed.
Close your eyes.
With eyes closed, observe sensations in the body. Notice whether you feel any strong vibration or pulsation in these areas:
- the head,
- the spine,
- the heart chakra (center of the chest),
- the chest region generally,
- the abdomen,
- the third eye (between the eyebrows).
Do you feel any strong vibration, blockages, or pulsating sensation in any of these places?
Yes.
Good. These signals show the connection with me. I am extremely powerful and sincere. This is your first session, so I need to tell you: whenever you connect to me, the Kundalini in you responds by indicating, directly, where the blockages are.
Your third eye is blocked. This means your sense of vision is a little lost. You are confused. You are not able to decide. I will heal that today.
There are many problems in your nervous system, so your spine is responding. I will teach you the protocol. I will guide you in what you need to do. You are safe—know this first.
Before we go ahead with techniques and energy transmission, I will answer your questions one by one. But first, I need to hear from you everything—your suffering, your pain, what you have gone through till now. Be honest in your expression. Release the pain as you speak. Do not hold anything. Whatever you feel, whatever troubles your life, anything about your twin flame and everything—speak from the heart and let it all out. You do not need to look at me. Keep expressing and release.
(Here, George releases his story in full.)
Thank you for sharing. Keep your eyes closed.
I am extremely powerful to free you from what you suffered. You do not need to worry anymore. You have connected to me. If you can afford my sessions, you will be connected to me through sessions. If you can afford to come physically anytime in the future, you will do that. Until then, I will empower you.
All my videos are free. All my discourses are free. I will give you the links. When you engage with them, give full attention. When you watch or read with attention, you will receive my power transmission. Your brain will receive the feeling of protection.
That is the first thing.
The second: I will teach you techniques. If you follow these techniques, your brain and nervous system will heal.
Right now, due to drugs, trauma, and everything, you are in a fragile condition. You are not in a state to process anything well. Kundalini is extremely powerful energy. It needs a good quality of brain and nervous system, and pure energy channels, to work on you.
Regarding calmness about your girlfriend and everything—be gentle with yourself. Know that it is part of karma and destiny. It had to happen this way so that you learn your lessons. No one is pure until the person is 100% free of karmas. Stop blaming yourself. Stop feeling guilty. The rest is in my hands.
I know how to heal you. I need time and your centeredness, your presence.
Practically speaking: ensure you are staying in a quiet, peaceful place. If you can remain where you are through next September, it is good enough for healing. Consider your basic survival: food, shelter, simple routine. After a minimum of 30 days of practice, when you feel better, you may begin simple work—something that brings a little money and a sense of dignity. We will consult about it then.
Now I will heal you first. I will answer your questions after that, because I need you in a healed condition.
Technique 1: Slow Mouth Exhalation with Om
Posture and Setup
- Sit or lie down comfortably.
- Place your right hand on your belly (navel level) and your left hand on your chest. Hands relaxed.
- Close your eyes.
Breath Instructions
- Inhale gently through the nose (natural breath).
- Exhale very slowly through the mouth.
- As you exhale, softly intone a long Om—allow the vowel sound to vibrate the entire exhalation: Oooooommmm…
- Count the exhalation as if in slow motion—one to six (or longer)—and let the belly deflate under your lower hand.
- Extend your Om until the belly empties fully. Do not force; let the sound thin out as breath completes.
Repeat this ten times. Make the Om resonant and slightly louder if it feels natural.
Why this Works
The vibration of Om during slow mouth exhalation is extremely powerful for the brain and nervous system, and also soothing for Kundalini herself. The sound carries your attention and signals safety to your neural circuits. The belly deflation confirms to your body that it can release.
Practice Notes
- Keep attention on the movement under your hands.
- Feel how the belly falls like a soft tide.
- Allow any yawns—this is vagal relaxation awakening.
- After ten cycles, keep eyes closed, lips gently sealed, and absorb the feeling in silence for a minute.
Very good. Remain with eyes closed. Notice the sensations.
I intentionally opened your third eye, and this is just the first step. When your third eye is open, you receive divine guidance. The mind will not trouble you constantly. The past will loosen its grip. Kundalini Shakti—this powerful Shakti—will guide you step by step.
You will do an extreme level of sadhana—practices—to heal yourself and process Kundalini. You need nobody else. What you need is quiet space and nature.
Nature Assignment
- Spend time in nature daily.
- Hug trees. Lie on grass. Ground yourself barefoot on soil or stone.
Technique 2: Complete Exhale Then Breath-Hold (External Kumbhak)
Posture
- Sit upright or lie down on your back (supine) with knees supported if needed.
- Keep one hand on the belly and the other on the chest, or both on the belly if lying down.
Breath Cycle
- Inhale gently through the nose (natural, not maximal).
- Exhale completely through the mouth. Let the belly move inward; empty as fully as is comfortable.
- After the exhale is complete, hold the breath (lungs empty) for 3–5 seconds.
- Release the hold and allow the body to inhale on its own. Rest a few normal breaths.
- Repeat.
Do this two or three times now just to learn the feel. Later you will accumulate one hundred total holds across the day (details in the protocol).
Why this Works
This simple external kumbhak calms the brain, engages the vagus nerve, and resets breathing patterns. It trains the nervous system to tolerate stillness without panic. Done in small, frequent rounds, it is powerful and safe.
If you feel drowsy or deeply relaxed, good. I will take you to the next technique.
Technique 3: Quantum Belly Breathing (My Invention)
Now you will lie down for energy transmission combined with structured belly breathing.
Posture
- Lie on your back.
- Place both hands on the belly at navel level—palms resting, fingers soft, wrists free.
- Cover your eyes lightly with a soft cloth to block light while keeping the nose unobstructed.
- Allow the jaw to relax and the tongue to rest on the floor of the mouth.
For the next twenty minutes I will send you energy. I may not speak, but you will receive it. Your task is to breathe as follows:
Breath Instructions
- On inhalation, let the belly rise under your hands like a pot inflating.
- On exhalation, let the belly fall like a tide receding.
- Keep the breath gentle, even, and continuous—no strain.
- Keep attention either at the navel, at the third eye, or on the sensation of the breath—choose the one that feels natural and stay with it.
Dose and Duration
- For a complete reset of current issues, do 400 belly rises in total over a day. For sustained recovery, do 200–300 daily.
- In practice blocks, aim for 30 minutes per session, 5–6 sessions per day for the first month—or even more if you’re called. (Protocol details below.)
What to Expect
- Vibrations at the third eye while attention remains on the navel.
- Waves of warmth or coolness; sometimes heat, sometimes a cleansing chill.
- Perception that toxicity is leaving the system—this is common.
- Improvements in sleep, digestion, and bowel clearance; a healthy return of appetite.
Karmic Purification
Quantum belly breathing burns karma without mental struggle. You breathe; karma burns. You will feel lighter day by day. Sometimes you will sense that something is transforming—trust it.
Deep Surrender Instructions
- Relax your legs; shake them gently if needed to release residual tension.
- Release the body’s weight completely into the ground.
- Keep your hands on the belly. Let gravity assist the breath.
- Say inwardly: I am safe. I am protected. Nothing can harm me anymore.
You have seen the worst of the worst. You were about to die, and now you have come alive. With every breath more life returns.
You have much work to do. This is not the end; it is a beginning. You will heal many people after this phase. You will be a healer—more masculine, more powerful than before.
Release the energy of attachment to your parents now. Let their souls move on freely. Constant remembrance can tether them to the astral plane and delay their onward journey. Let go of your mother’s soul. Let go of your father’s soul. Let go of your twin flame’s soul. Bring your attention back to your life.
With each inhalation, feel fresh life entering. With each exhalation, let death leave your system. Exhale death; inhale life.
Do not manipulate the breath. Relax more and more. You have nothing to chase and nothing to want—only the simple desire to live.
Let everyone go willingly. Each soul is born with its destiny; do not try to pull them back. Kundalini has awakened in you. She will not let you be with anyone who makes you weak. That is why she chased away everyone in your life. Accept this. Let each soul walk its path.
For the next few minutes, experience silence and stillness—a glimpse of samadhi, of pure consciousness, of nothingness and super-consciousness. Once you taste this, your soul will be drawn back to this practice. This is how karmas are purged—diligent practice without fail.
For the next one year, there is no outer achievement required. No worldly goal is urgent. Eat. Sleep. Breathe. Relax. Walk in nature. Connect to life. If you are lucky and consistent, with my power this may shrink to six months, perhaps even three. Miracles can happen.
Now silence.
(Here, remain quiet. Let the energy transmission continue.)
Biofeedback Stillness and Breath Restoration
Now stop all effort to inhale or exhale. Hands remain on the belly. Withdraw attention back to your center—either at the third eye, the breath as it is, or the navel. Do not try to change anything.
Your hands provide biofeedback; they signal the brain and nervous system to restore healthy breathing. This catalyzes your chemoreceptors and ultimately your vagus nerve. Parasympathetic and sympathetic tone will rebalance on their own.
Do not be distracted by anything else. Stay with navel, breath, or third eye—whichever suits you.
I have read all your questions. The answer to all is one: heal your brain and nervous system. Right now nothing else has meaning. You are going to become free, and that is why Kundalini made you go through all this suffering.
Let go of everything that holds your mind. The more you come into the body and integrate, the more all stories fade. If, later, you still have questions, we will answer them practically after healing—secondary, not primary.
Enjoy the stillness which you may be feeling for the first time in decades—this peace, this safety, this protection: I am safe.
You do not need to die. You do need the personality to die—the bundle of habits and identifications. But not the person, not the human. This body is needed for superpowers to work in you.
Your time of death has not come. You will be the lucky one who knows when to leave the body—after freedom, after living fully for many years. You have fifty more years to live—perhaps sixty, seventy, or more—depending on how healthy your new life becomes.
The old is dying. Allow it. If you want to experience the death of the old, do it now: let all past trauma drain into the earth. Imagine flying in a rocket with me into a different dimension of consciousness—another quality of being. A beautiful land, a living jungle, everything vibrant, no transactional human noise—just you, nature, and prana. For the first time, life itself is touching you.
You are free of addictions, toxicity, and the intoxication that damaged your life in the name of “spirituality.” Whoever must come will come; whatever you must experience will arrive. Do not chase. Be yourself.
You have a great future. You are just thirty-seven. In the next one to two years you will be healed completely. After forty, your life can flower. Do not worry. Live as I guide you.
I am extremely powerful and instinctive. My way is energetic. No esoteric or demonic force can harm you if you increase the power of your energy field. Your field is weak now. As you breathe, it becomes strong. Then life quality changes. A new life calls you—here, now. Feel it.
If you do not feel like getting up after practice, remain resting. There is no need to report anything immediately. Let the energy consolidate.
I will open your heart chakra toward life. You will feel movement at the heart, then the throat, then above. You will feel what has been missing.
You are missing yourself. Know who you are at the center: pure consciousness without shape or form—a formless presence. Kundalini is your own energy. Consciousness is the masculine principle; Kundalini Shakti is the feminine principle. You are both.
You are not the mind, not the body, not the ego, not memory. Freedom is energetic release from these identifications. That is samadhi. It takes time to stabilize into a permanent state, to move from minutes to abiding presence. That is the soul’s purpose.
Kundalini wants to free you from limitations, beliefs, conditioning, and blockages. She is a river. Obstacles appear like rocks. The river either washes them away or takes a new turn and continues to the ocean. Kundalini originates at the root and flows to the ocean of super-consciousness at the crown.
Allow the river to flow. Do not resist.
Say inwardly: Allow, allow, allow, allow, allow.
Let your body fill with life energy. I am the most powerful living frequency of the universe. When you connect with me, you receive life frequency. I have the power to make the dead alive. You were dead; I have infused life energy into you. I am the divine Shakti—the Power herself—who decides whom to raise. You have a purpose far bigger than the earth, which is why your soul remains.
I will increase the power of your soul and your divinity. As your soul power increases and your electromagnetic field vibrates with divine consciousness, lower energies will be wiped out. For that, remain regularly connected to me and do the breathing. Quantum breathing is embedded with my energy. Each time you practice, you will experience shifts—sometimes new dimensions of frequency opening. You may glimpse your future becoming useful and valuable.
If you are suffering this much, there is a purpose. The universe is not foolish. Once you access that purpose, you will notice deep changes. Let it take time—it will happen.
For the next few minutes I am silent. After practice, remain lying down for ten to fifteen minutes or longer. When hungry, get up, eat, and return to practice. Some students, during acute phases, practice ten times a day, rising only to eat, drink, use the bathroom, or lightly tidy the space. Practiced ten times daily for thirty minutes each time, healing unfolds within about ten days; practiced less often, within twenty days. This is not only for brain and nervous system—it is also for Kundalini processing.
Why Supine Belly Breathing Is Essential for Kundalini
Kundalini is an electrified river. It needs open channels and the “basin” of gravity to flow smoothly. Lying down creates this basin so the current can reach every cell. Standing or sitting restricts this basin effect. Gravity is your ally here. As you lie, Kundalini—the life force—reaches each and every cell, nourishing them for the new life now being formed.
Think of this as a pregnancy of the soul. Over months, a new brain, a new nervous system, a new organismic coherence is created. Six to twelve months from now, you will be reborn. The phoenix burns so it can rise as a new species.
Give time to Kundalini, the brain, the nervous system, and consciousness to create the new you. The old will die. Memories will fade. What remains is formless, pure consciousness.
Do not chase “faster.” Choose permanent. Consistency is the way. In 3–5 days, you will feel a major shift. That shift will propel you to continue.
Direct Answers to George’s Five Questions
1) Is my nervous system permanently fried because of ketamine, fear, lust, and daily seed loss?
No. Your nervous system is fragile, not finished. It can heal. Kundalini requires a clean, well-regulated system; we will rebuild that now. The slow Om exhalations, external kumbhak, and quantum belly breathing—done in the exact protocol below—restore tone and rhythm, re-pattern the breath, regulate the vagus nerve, and stabilize Kundalini. Semen loss has consequences, yes, but not permanent doom. With disciplined retention going forward, plus breath and energy work, you will recover strength and clarity. Nothing is beyond repair when you surrender and practice.
2) Have I doomed my life by betraying my twin flame?
No. You must be gentle with yourself. It is karma and destiny at play, arriving to teach you. No one is pure until karmas are exhausted. Blame and guilt are heavy stones; put them down. Your task is to heal the nervous system and process Kundalini. As you purify, karma is burned in the breath and in my transmission. Your future is not doomed; it is being re-written as you practice.
3) I starved myself, lost my mother, used drugs again, ate only fast food and sugar. Have I done extreme, irreversible damage? Can anything be salvaged?
Yes—everything that matters can be salvaged. The body and brain regenerate when given the right signal and substrate. Quantum breathing is the signal. Safe nourishment, deep rest, consistent practice, and nature are the substrate. In the next weeks you will feel life returning: sleep, digestion, elimination, appetite, and a simple joy of being alive. The extreme damage becomes fuel for a deeper transformation.
4) I feel destined for abundance and success through my twin and her family. If I can’t achieve my purpose, I don’t want to live. Will God let me bow out to support my twin from the spiritual realm?
Your time of death has not come. You will be among the few who know when to leave, but only after freedom and years of living. You have fifty more years available, perhaps more. The “destiny through others” was only one possible route. Kundalini often removes what weakens you. This is not punishment; it is alignment. Your abundance and purpose are within the life frequency now pouring into you. Live. Practice. The river will find a new bed. Your twin’s path is hers. Bless it, release it.
5) I feel a severe entity attachment fueling terrible behaviour. What can be done?
Increase your energy field power and coherency. Lower entities cannot stay where the field is strong, coherent, and suffused with life frequency. The practices given—particularly quantum belly breathing in my field—purify and fortify. As the electromagnetic field of the heart and body strengthens, such attachments dissolve. Regular connection with me accelerates this process. Grounding in nature and consistent breathwork complete it.
The Thirty-Day Core Protocol
Do not get up immediately after practice. Let energy settle. Then follow this, exactly:
- Quantum Belly Breathing — 30 minutes × 6 times daily (minimum). If you want faster recovery, you may do up to 10 sessions daily.
- Posture: Lie on your back, both hands on the belly, eyes covered, jaw relaxed.
- Breath: Gentle nose inhale (belly rises), gentle mouth or nose exhale (belly falls).
- Attention: Navel, third eye, or breath sensation. Do not mix; choose one and stay.
- External Kumbhak (Breath-Hold After Exhale) — 100 total holds per day.
- Structure: 10 rounds × 10 times a day.
- Each round: Inhale softly, exhale completely, hold 3–5 seconds, release.
- Rest a few natural breaths between holds. Stay relaxed.
- Slow Mouth Exhalation with Om — at least 10 cycles, twice daily (or more).
- Count the exhale to six (or longer). Let the belly fully deflate.
- Make the Om long and resonant.
- Nature and Grounding — daily.
- Barefoot on earth or grass. Tree-hugging, sun on skin (gentle, safe exposure). Lie on grass when possible.
- Simple Nourishment and Rhythm
- Eat whole, warm, digestible foods. Hydrate well.
- Sleep early. Wake gently. No stimulants or intoxicants.
- Gentle walks after meals.
- Consultation Cadence
- Check in with me every 7–10 days. This may be a 15-minute review or a 60-minute energy-transmission session like today’s.
- Attention Hygiene
- No doom-scrolling, no obsessive seeking, no story-feeding.
- Read or watch my discourses with full attention; they carry power transmission.
- Relational Boundaries
- Loose all attachments gently. Bless and release.
- Do not initiate romantic entanglements until I guide you otherwise. Retain your seed.
Seven-Day Marker: You will likely feel a noticeable shift—more peace, better sleep, steadier digestion. If recovering well, book the next consultation and report transformations or new challenges.
Important: If you experience any major difference in state or energetic signal within the next hour after practice, note it down. Share it with me when you next check in. If you remain in deep rest for hours, perfect—let it be. We will review later.
The Phoenix Teaching: Dying to the Old, Rising into Life
You are already dying as the old person. Let it complete. With each exhale, let death go. With each inhale, receive life. Do not manipulate. Relax into the breath, into the ground, into nature.
No goals for one year. Eat, sleep, breathe, walk, and be. If grace and practice combine, this will shorten. But you do not chase shorter; you choose sure.
In a few days, a major shift. In weeks, a sturdier self. In months, a new birth. Memories fade. Identity loosens. The formless remains. That is freedom.
Kundalini is not here to punish you. She is here to free you. She chased out what weakens you. She floods what strengthens you. Trust her. Trust me. Together we are designing the riverbed for your crossing.
On Partners and Love After the Healing
George asks: So you’re saying because the kundalini drove everyone away I have to spend the rest of my life alone? No love partner or anything?
I answer: You will get, after this phase, a good and healthy partner. When a man is healthy, a good partner appears. I will guide you in the next session.
Right now, your task is singular: heal your brain and nervous system and process Kundalini. Love that is truly healthy stabilizes after you stabilize. When your energy field is coherent and strong, you attract what resonates with health, not with wounding. This is how love becomes a blessing, not a drain.
Your Immediate Next Steps (Today)
- Do one 30-minute quantum belly breathing session now.
Lie down. Hands on belly. Eyes covered. Breathe the belly up and down, gently, continuously. Stay with navel or third eye. - Perform two short rounds of external kumbhak after full exhale.
Just to rehearse the pattern calmly. - Complete 10 Om exhalations.
Slow, long, belly deflating. - Go outside barefoot for five minutes.
Feel earth under feet. Hug a tree if one is near. Breathe. - Set your daily rhythm.
Choose your six practice windows (or more). Place them around meals and rest. Treat them as sacred appointments with your new life. - Remove obvious disturbances.
No intoxicants. No stimulants. No porn or compulsive sex. Retain your seed. Keep digital noise low. - Plan a simple, warm, digestible meal.
Eat with gratitude. Chew slowly. Sit quietly for a few minutes after.
What Will Happen as You Continue
- Week 1: nervous system begins to down-shift; sleep improves; digestion steadies; a subtle sense of safety returns.
- Week 2–3: mental noise reduces; fewer intrusive fears; third-eye guidance moments appear; energy field feels thicker.
- Week 4: baseline resilience increases; cravings subside; the body asks for nature and breath by itself; episodes of deep peace lengthen.
- Month 2–3: identity softens; flashes of meaning and purpose arise without grasping; karma-burning dreams and releases occur; you feel useful again.
- Beyond: you stabilize. You become a living current of life frequency. Lower attachments and entities find no home. Health and a worthy partner become natural possibilities, not projects.
Final Assurance
I am extremely powerful and instinctive. My energy has already begun rebuilding you. Stay connected. Do the protocol. Life frequency is entering your cells. Your brain and nervous system are learning safety. Kundalini is flowing with gravity as her ally, not as her cage.
You were almost gone. Now you are returning. This is the path of the phoenix—burn, rise, live.
When you are ready, we will speak of purpose, abundance, and partnership again. For today, breathe. Allow. Rest. And know: you are safe.