Shirley came to me during an awakening phase where friendships were falling away, and the mind was calling it loneliness. I diagnosed her energy through chakras—safety, connection, ambition, expression, intuition—then guided her into self-trust, aura strength, and solo living. The focus: stabilize nervous system, reduce noise, and rise in frequency.
When she sat in front of me, I didn’t hear confusion.
I heard a nervous system that had outgrown its old world.
So I didn’t rush to answers.
I didn’t comfort her with stories.
I didn’t diagnose with the mind.
I checked her state.
Because here is something I know after years of watching awakening happen in real bodies:
When your state changes, your life rearranges — without asking for permission.
The First Thing I Noticed
She wasn’t broken.
She wasn’t stuck.
She wasn’t “losing people.”
She was outgrowing frequencies.
And this is where most people misunderstand their awakening.
They think:
- “Why am I losing friends?”
- “Why do I feel disconnected?”
- “Why does loneliness feel different now?”
So I told her what I will tell you now:
Losing people automatically is one of the cleanest signs that Kundalini is moving correctly.
Because when energy rises, it stops negotiating with what no longer matches.
A Question for You (Pause Here)
Have you noticed this too?
Not dramatic breakups.
Not fights.
Just… distance.
Conversations drying up.
People not calling.
You not trying anymore.
If yes — this is not decay.
This is energetic pruning.
What I Checked Next (And Why It Matters to You)
I moved chakra by chakra — not philosophically, but practically.
Root chakra:
Is there fear about survival?
Food, shelter, money, place on Earth?
No.
That told me something important:
When the root is stable, awakening doesn’t collapse your life — it reorganizes it.
Sacral chakra:
Relationships. Connection. Creativity.
Here, the theme was clear: abandonment energy.
Not abandonment by parents.
Not childhood trauma screaming.
But a quieter one:
“I don’t feel held by people anymore.”
So I didn’t tell her to “make friends.”
I told her the truth:
We remove abandonment by strengthening independence — not by chasing connection.
Let me ask you something gently:
Do you want people…
or do you want safety inside yourself?
The Moment Everything Shifted
When I told her this, I felt it land in her body:
“It’s actually better that people are leaving.”
Not intellectually.
Energetically.
Because once this clicks, loneliness changes shape.
It becomes space.
And space is where your real life starts.
The Hard Truth I Don’t Sugarcoat
As Kundalini purifies you, jealousy around you increases.
Even from people who never noticed you before.
Why?
Because purity is confrontational.
Not morally — energetically.
So I didn’t teach her defense.
I taught her aura strength.
And aura strength comes from one thing only:
Attention discipline.
Where you stop feeding:
- other people’s insecurity
- other people’s opinions
- other people’s expectations
And start feeding:
- your body
- your curiosity
- your aliveness
Let me ask you something real:
How much of your energy goes into managing others instead of living yourself?
Why I Spoke About Traveling Alone
Not for adventure.
Not for Instagram.
Not for escapism.
I spoke about solo travel because:
A person who can be alone without collapsing becomes ungovernable.
Not rebellious.
Not aggressive.
Just… free.
And freedom heals abandonment faster than any affirmation ever will.
The Heart Question I Made Her Ask (Ask It Now)
When we reached the heart, I didn’t ask about her job.
I didn’t ask about achievements.
I asked her to breathe — and then ask inside:
- What does my soul actually want?
- What kind of life calls me?
- Is it partnership — or space?
- Is it noise — or nature?
Here is the reflective hook for you:
If no one was watching…
If no one needed you…
What would your life look like?
Don’t answer fast.
Your nervous system knows before your mind does.
Why I Used a Series, Not a Technique
People expect mantras.
I give repatterning.
I told her to watch Virgin River not as entertainment, but as nervous-system education.
Because when you repeatedly expose your body to:
- slower life
- genuine connection
- nature
- simplicity
Your system starts rejecting mechanical living.
And suddenly you notice:
- “I haven’t cooked for myself.”
- “I don’t enjoy my own presence.”
- “My life is running on autopilot.”
That discomfort is not depression.
It is awakening friction.
The Third Eye Shift You Might Be Experiencing
When intuition starts activating, something strange happens:
You become “selfish.”
Not toxic selfish.
Not ego selfish.
Self-prioritizing selfish.
You eat what you want.
You rest when you need.
You say no without explanation.
And here is the uncomfortable truth:
People who benefited from your self-neglect will resist your awakening.
That doesn’t mean you’re wrong.
It means the contract has changed.
The Image I Left Her With (I’ll Leave You With It Too)
Eagles don’t fight crows.
They fly higher.
Crows panic when eagles descend — because the eagle’s presence threatens their identity.
Likewise:
- When you rise, lower-frequency bonds fall away.
- When you stabilize, abandonment disappears.
- When you stop chasing, life comes toward you.
So if you’re in this phase right now, hear me clearly:
You are not losing your life.
You are shedding what cannot follow you.
And if you stay steady — simplify, slow down, listen inward —
One day you will look back and realize:
This quiet phase was the beginning of everything.
Stay with it.
Don’t dilute it.
And above all — don’t go back just to feel less alone.
You were never meant to stay small to stay connected.
