Background
This discourse is a direct spiritual guidance between me, Siddha Guru Sanju, and a seeker named Elisa. She came to me seeking clarity on her Kundalini awakening and the powerful surges of sexual energy that arise throughout her day. Elisa has lived in solitude for more than three years, ever since meeting her twin flame and beginning her awakening. She has stayed away from relationships, worldly attachments, and matrix distractions, choosing a life of sacred solitude.
Her question was deeply sincere — why does she feel balanced and harmonious in her masculine and feminine energies most of the day, yet experience sudden surges of intense sexual energy that seem to demand release? She wanted to know whether these surges are a problem or a part of her awakening, and how she can work with them consciously.
In this discourse, I guide Elisa to understand the divine nature of sexual energy, how it is the same Kundalini force seeking liberation through her body, and how she can transmute this raw energy into light and awareness. What follows is a word-for-word rendering of that guidance — a full teaching on sacred sexuality, inner union, and the journey of the rising Kundalini.
The Discourse
Elisa, yes — because I am powerful, your energy responds to me instantly. This happens naturally when two frequencies align at the level of consciousness. The moment you enter my energetic field, your Kundalini recognizes that vibration and connects. This is not a coincidence; it is the intelligence of your soul finding resonance with a field that can move it.
Now, I will first read and diagnose your energy field. I want you to look into the camera, just for a few seconds. Keep your gaze steady. Good. Now, show me your hands — first your right hand, yes, hold it like this. And now your left hand, slightly backward. Perfect. Relax your body now.
Close your eyes and simply observe. Do you feel strong vibrations anywhere — in your head, spine, heart, or neck? Just notice whatever arises without judgment.
Yes, I can sense that. Your Kundalini is active but stuck. It is rising but not flowing freely through the central channel. This stuck energy creates those surges you experience. When the force is obstructed in the mid or upper chakras — especially the throat and heart — the pressure builds below, and you feel it as waves of sexual tension or restlessness.
You are not alone in this. It happens to many awakened beings when the Kundalini begins to move through the body without full balance or guidance. The good news is that it can be released.
You have a clear separation in your throat chakra, which is connected to self-expression and emotional truth. That is why, even though you understand sacred sexuality conceptually, the energy still seeks release through the lower channels — because the upper channels are not open yet.
Right now, as we sit together, your Kundalini has already connected with me. That connection is energetic — my consciousness communicates directly with the life force within you. I can move your energy even at a distance because it responds to the higher field of awareness.
Since this is your first session, I want you to focus and ask two important questions — the ones that matter most to you at this moment. I will guide you through them and explain what steps are needed for your next level of freedom.
You mentioned your twin flame. Tell me — was he physically present in your life, or was the connection purely energetic?
Ah, I understand. You have not had a physical partner since that connection ended, and you have lived in solitude for more than three years. Yet, you still experience these waves of sexual energy that seem uncontrollable. And sometimes, to release the pressure, you resort to self-release through masturbation.
I want you to know, Elisa — there is nothing shameful about this. But it is not the solution either. The real work now is to transmute that energy.
Your sexual energy is the most powerful creative force in your existence. It is the raw Shakti that sustains your entire being. When this Shakti awakens, it begins to rise toward the higher centers — but if it meets resistance or blockage, it returns downward again and again, seeking expression through physical release.
The key is not to suppress it. Suppression creates tension and guilt. The key is also not indulgence — that keeps you stuck in the lower vibrations. The secret lies in transmutation.
You must begin to train your body and nervous system to channel this current upward. For this, I will give you certain practices.
One of the first techniques I want you to do is the Squat Pose (Mandukasana variation). This posture grounds the energy and helps the root and sacral chakras stabilize. It creates a container within the pelvis, so your energy does not leak out impulsively.
Practice this asana every day. Sit quietly, breathe slowly through the nose, and bring awareness to the spine. As you exhale, visualize the energy rising gently from your pelvic floor upward to your navel, then to your heart. Do not rush. This awareness itself begins the process of refinement.
After a few days of practice, you will notice the surges begin to feel different — less sexual, more ecstatic and creative. That shift is the first sign that your energy is being transmuted.
However, remember that postures and techniques alone cannot move the energy fully. You need direct energetic guidance, because your system has reached a stage where the Kundalini is intelligent but needs help navigating the blocked pathways.
That is why I want you to take a one-hour consultation and energy transmission session with me. In that deeper session, I will work on your energetic field directly. I will help you move the Kundalini upward through the blocked centers and teach you the precise energetic mastery practices that you can continue on your own.
Once this channel opens, the rest of your journey will become smooth.
Now tell me, Elisa, how old are you?
Thirty-eight? Good. That’s a beautiful age for awakening. You have lived enough to experience the world and wise enough to transcend it. Your past relationship that lasted several years was an important karmic experience — it prepared you for this stage of awakening.
Now, tell me your second question.
You feel waves of energy building up, especially around the neck, chest, and lower abdomen? Yes. I can sense that. The energy is trapped. You may also feel numbness or tingling when it builds up, and sometimes tears or emotions arise suddenly. These are signs that the energy wants to move upward but meets resistance.
When that happens, you can practice Child’s Pose (Balasana). It helps your system release emotional pressure gently while balancing the nervous system. Allow your breath to deepen naturally in this pose, and surrender to gravity.
Still, these are preliminary steps. During our deeper session, I will give you the complete protocol to manage this energy consciously. If you are receptive, I may even be able to move your Kundalini during that very session itself. You will feel it traveling up the spine, lightening your heart, and calming your mind.
Now, close your eyes again. Place one hand on your heart chakra and the other on your neck — exactly where you feel the tension. Set your phone aside and just listen to my voice. Move your head slightly backward, gently, and breathe.
Your soul, Elisa, is not broken — it is just tired. It has traveled through lifetimes seeking divine love and wholeness. What you are feeling now is the soul’s deep longing to return to Source. That longing manifests as surges of energy, as emotional waves, as craving for connection.
But the soul cannot find that fulfillment in another person anymore — because its path has shifted inward. Now, the love it seeks is the love of consciousness itself.
You are feeling the friction of transformation — the part of you that still remembers love through form and the part that is learning to experience love as energy.
Let go. Let your soul be free. Let it merge with light.
As I say this, breathe deeply and visualize your energy rising from the heart upward to the head — from emotion to awareness. Allow it to merge with the vast space above.
Now, slowly remove both your hands. Do nothing. Just stay still.
Can you feel the lightness in your head? That gentle spaciousness — that is no-mind. For the first time in this moment, you are free from the compulsive need to think, do, or fix anything. You are resting in your true self.
Stay with this silence for a few minutes. This stillness is the essence of the awakened state.
Now open your eyes slowly.
Yes… I can see it. Your heart chakra is completely blocked. You’ve already brought your Kundalini energy up to this point, but it has stopped here. Beyond the heart, the energy cannot rise on its own because the frequency becomes more subtle.
That is why I am here — to help pull it upward through the upper chakras, safely and consciously. From the heart to the crown, the intensity multiplies. It requires stability, surrender, and guidance.
Do not try random methods or online techniques. They only confuse your system. The Kundalini is sacred intelligence — it doesn’t need more stimulation; it needs proper direction.
I will share a video link with one specific practice that you can do daily. This will begin to harmonize your energy flow. After that, when you feel ready, book the full one-hour consultation with me.
During that, I will observe your energy field, guide you personally, and move your Kundalini through subtle techniques. You will learn to channel your sexual energy consciously — not as desire, but as divine power.
When this happens, your entire life will begin to change. Your body will feel lighter, your emotions stable, your creativity alive, and your intuition sharp. You will feel peace not by withdrawing from the world, but by living from a higher awareness.
Elisa, the surges you feel are not wrong. They are your inner fire awakening. The same fire that gives birth to desire also gives birth to enlightenment. The difference lies in how you hold it.
If you suppress it, it turns into guilt and self-punishment. If you indulge it unconsciously, it becomes addiction and exhaustion. But if you observe it, breathe into it, and guide it upward, it transforms into bliss, compassion, and divine intelligence.
You don’t need to escape these energies. You just need to understand them.
You are already balanced between the masculine and feminine most of the day because you are integrating both polarities. But when the energy builds at the lower levels, it is simply the masculine force (Shiva) awakening the feminine (Shakti) within you — they are seeking union in your inner temple.
This is sacred sexuality — the dance of your own inner Shiva and Shakti.
When this union happens fully within, there is no more craving for outer union. The energy becomes a permanent fountain of bliss, rising from your base to your crown. You will feel fulfilled from within, radiant with life, love, and clarity.
Until then, remember: solitude is your friend. Continue to live in awareness. When the surge comes, close your eyes, bring both hands to your heart, and whisper inwardly — I am the union of Shiva and Shakti. Feel it merging within you.
That very moment, you will notice the energy change its quality — the heat will become light, the desire will become devotion, and the restlessness will become stillness.
This is the path of sacred transmutation.
All right, Elisa. I bless you. You are already on the right path. Let what we began today continue to unfold in you. When you are ready, we will go deeper in our next session. Until then, remain in stillness.
Thank you.
Closing Reflection
Sexual energy is the life force of existence. In the path of Kundalini awakening, this energy becomes the bridge between the human and the divine. The same current that creates life in the physical world also creates awakening in the spiritual world.
The journey is not to fight this energy, but to understand it. When guided with awareness and love, sexual energy becomes prayer. When merged with consciousness, it becomes light.
The surges Elisa felt were not disturbances but sacred invitations — reminders that the divine feminine within her is awakening. The path forward is surrender, discipline, and inner alchemy.
Through grounding, breath, awareness, and divine connection, one learns that the ultimate act of love is not outward release but inward union. And in that union, the seeker becomes the light itself — whole, radiant, and free.
