Background
I, Guru Sanju, speak here on one of the most misunderstood and deeply blocked dimensions of the Kundalini awakening journey: sexual neurosis. Many people going through Kundalini awakening suffer not only from spiritual confusion, but from suppressed sexual energy, frozen nervous system patterns, shame, fear, and a deep inability to let life force move naturally through the body. This discourse is meant to bring clarity to that blockage. I explain why sexual neurosis forms, how suppressed sexual energy affects the nervous system, and why movement, walking, breath, blood circulation, and conscious sexual understanding become essential in recovery. I also share a real transformation case from my work to help you understand how past-life karmic patterns can intensify present-life sexual disturbance. Above all, I want to make this simple for you: Kundalini is life force, and if life force is suppressed, it creates suffering. If it is guided consciously, it becomes healing, flow, and transformation.
Sexual Neurosis in the Kundalini Awakening Journey
Today I am walking in the rain, and I am giving you clarity on one of the most important aspects of Kundalini blockage: sexual neurosis.
So stay with me, because I am giving you solutions toward how you can become free from sexual neurosis.
This movement practice is something I do daily. Whether it is raining or the sun is shining, my practices do not stop. So I continue with the teaching while I continue with life, and you can learn through this process.
Why Sexual Neurosis Happens
First of all, you need to know why sexual neurosis is happening to you.
Sexual neurosis is happening because you have suppressed your sexual energy. Sexual energy is Kundalini energy herself. If you do not allow this energy to move in a healthy way, then it remains incomplete and blocked inside the nervous system.
When sexual energy is not fulfilled in a healthy way, you have to face the consequences of that blockage. That blockage creates freeze mode in your nervous system.
And when freeze mode develops, the body becomes constricted, the mind becomes disturbed, the nervous system becomes burdened, and the life force does not move the way it is meant to move.
Kundalini Brings Suppressed Energy to the Surface
You need to understand this very clearly: Kundalini creates many sexual urges in you because she brings to the surface the suppressed lust energy from many births.
Kundalini does not create this disturbance randomly. She reveals what is already stored in you.
So what you are feeling during Kundalini awakening is not always only about this present life. In many cases, it is ancient, layered, karmic, and deeply carried through your system.
When the Energy Has No Channel
I get many cases of sexual neurosis. Most of the females who have suppressed their energy, and many males who have suppressed their sexual energy, have not given this life force the channel to flow.
And when the channel is absent, the energy does not disappear. It remains trapped in the system. Then it starts creating all kinds of disturbances: nervous tension, freeze mode, internal pressure, mental instability, and different expressions of neurosis.
A Real Case from My Work
In one case, the name I am changing deliberately, there was a man from the US. Let me call him Rakesh for your understanding.
He was a rich man. He had everything that people usually define as the conditions for a happy life: money, a beautiful wife, a healthy family, and a son.
But around the age of forty-five, he was completely burnt out with sexual desire. He was not able to live his life normally because the moment he saw a woman, the energy in him wanted to have sex. Since he could not act on that energy with every woman he saw, enormous amounts of unprocessed sexual energy remained trapped in his body.
That trapped energy created neurosis. It also expressed as schizophrenic tendencies, bipolar instability, loss of cognitive ability, and an Alzheimer-like decline in his functioning. His health was severely affected, and he could no longer live his life properly.
When he came to me, I worked through past-life regression and came to know that in one previous life he had lived as a prostitute, and that prostitute energy in him still needed completion.
Through the energy work I did on him, he became free from sexual neurosis.
Sexual Neurosis Takes Different Forms in Different People
You need to know that in each person, sexual neurosis takes a different form. It does not appear in everyone in the same way. The sexual neurosis goes through different kinds of transformation while that energy is being transmuted.
That is why I do not give one mechanical solution to everyone. I diagnose. I read. I understand what kind of energy you are carrying, and then I guide you according to that.
The First Step I Use: Movement
One of the first ways I begin the process is through walking daily.
To get out of freeze mode, you have to adopt the technique of mouth exhalation while walking.
Right now also, I am using this technique while walking in the rain and teaching you through it.
How to Do the Mouth Exhalation Practice
Walk continuously and use a very slow mouth exhalation. The exhalation should be gentle, stretched, and unbroken. Do not force it violently. Let it be slow, continuous, and rhythmic.
As you walk, keep exhaling through the mouth in slow motion, again and again, continuously.
This should not be a one-time breath. It should be an ongoing pattern while you are walking.
The body should remain in movement. The breath should remain in movement. The nervous system should receive the signal that life is flowing again.
Why This Practice Works
When you do this for five to seven kilometers daily, you will slowly begin to see that the lower energies stuck in your lower body, in your pelvic region, and around your private parts begin to release.
Everything is connected.
Once your brain understands that you are moving continuously, the freeze mode starts changing. This movement practice creates vasodilation, improves blood circulation, increases your heart rate, and strengthens your heart’s electromagnetic field.
Your heart needs to pump well so that blood circulation reaches your pelvic region and your genitals.
Blood Flow, Confidence, and Sexual Healing
If you are a man, the blood circulation must reach the tip of your penis. When you begin first by physically working on your sexual neurosis, then you gain the confidence needed to move toward healthy sex.
If you are a female, then the blood circulation must reach your vagina and the private regions in the pelvic area. Then you begin to realize that it is not as difficult as you thought to move toward sexual engagement in a healthy way.
What was frozen starts thawing. What was stuck starts moving. What was frightening starts becoming natural again.
Nature Matters
Walking in nature every day is the first step. Walking three to five kilometers daily, and then gradually increasing the practice, begins healing sexual neurosis from the physical and nervous-system level.
Nature helps because the body begins feeling life again. The rain, the wind, the movement, the open sky, the ground beneath your feet — all these give signals to the body that it is safe to come back into flow.
My Role in the Process
The rest of the process, I guide personally when you meet me.
When you contact me, I do a clairvoyant diagnosis on you. I get to know what kinds of energies you are carrying from past births and what exactly you should do to become free from those burdens.
Once you know what kind of problem you are actually carrying, then you can work on the right solution. Without right diagnosis, people only struggle in confusion.
This Is Not Just About Sex
Understand this well: this is not just about sex. It is about life force. It is about whether the deepest energy in you is flowing or not. It is about whether your nervous system is frozen or alive. It is about whether your body feels blocked, ashamed, pressured, and trapped — or whether it feels open, circulating, confident, and alive.
Sexual neurosis is one of the most important hidden blockages in Kundalini awakening. If it is not addressed, it can distort the entire journey.
Closing
So begin with movement. Begin with walking. Begin with mouth exhalation. Begin with daily contact with life. Let the body move. Let the lower energies begin releasing. Let the heart pump. Let blood circulate. Let your nervous system come out of freeze mode.
And if you are serious about becoming free, then meet me, let me diagnose your energy, and let the real process begin.
Have a feel of this walk in the rain, and see you soon.
Bye-bye.
