Clairvoyant Destiny Reading for Steve: Healing Suicidal Neurosis

Background

In this clairvoyant destiny reading, I, Guru Sanju, connect to a man I will call Steve, a 39-year-old teacher living in Florida, United States. Steve is carrying intense brain and nervous system suffering. His energy field shows neurosis, suicidal thoughts, and a deep disconnection from life itself. He feels almost dead inside, as if he does not belong to his own body.

Throughout his life he has played the role of the “nice guy,” suppressing his truth, swallowing abuse, bullying, and childhood trauma. There has been no protective father figure in his life, no masculine presence to shield the little child inside him. All this has accumulated as frozen energy in his system, leading him into a chronic freeze mode.

In this session, through my clairvoyant destiny reading and guidance, I show Steve how to end his suffering, rewire his brain through instinctive physical work, reconnect with nature and negative ions, and transform himself into a future health teacher and guide for others who are suffering like him.

Opening the Session with Steve

Hi. How are you, Steve?

It is great to see you.

I begin by briefly explaining how the session will unfold and then how we will participate in it together. First, I will diagnose you. Then I will connect to your energy field, your quantum field, and I will start reading about you.

Initially, I will speak about a few things from your past, something about your present, and more importantly I will focus on your future. After that, I will guide you towards the efforts you can put in and what your future holds. In this way, you will know what actions you can take.

At the end of the session, if you have any questions, you can ask me. During this entire process, since I am extremely powerful, there is a possibility that your energy, your Kundalini, may show some signs. You may feel like crying. You may feel like purging. The readings will go deep, with the sole purpose of freeing you.

This has already happened with many clients. When I read them, they start crying, and everything begins to move. So allow that to happen. Whatever emotions you feel, allow them. You do not need to hide anything. Right now, you are just a small child whose destiny I am going to read. This is the space in which the session will proceed.

Preparing Steve for the Reading

I sense that Steve is already feeling some energy being released in his system.

I say to him: I feel that you are already feeling some energy getting released in your system. Is this true?

Yes.

Already some vibrations have started, and you are feeling that some energy is getting released.

To diagnose you, look straight ahead, as if you are looking into my eyes. Imagine that you are looking into a camera. Relax your face, and remove your spectacles.

Now, raise your right hand in front of you, fully open, palm facing towards me, as if you are showing your hand to be read. Keep it a little farther away from your face so the whole hand is visible in front of your chest.

Then, in the same way, raise your left hand, open, and show it in front of you.

Alright. Now relax completely.

Throughout the reading, keep your eyes closed. When I ask you to open your eyes, you will open them. During the reading, you will not speak. You can use your body language to express anything that feels important. If at any moment something is extremely urgent to express, you can express it. Otherwise, you can wait until my reading is over.

Entering the Quantum Field

Let us begin. Close your eyes.

You can wear your spectacles if you are more comfortable that way, but it is not required, because your eyes are closed.

Now I am connecting to your energy field. Close your eyes and take a few simple, natural breaths to relax yourself.

Allow yourself to become a transparent field which is ready to be read. The more transparent you become, the easier it will be for me to connect with you and guide you.

The purpose of this clairvoyant destiny reading is to free you from the pain and suffering that you have been going through so far. And it is still there. The pain and suffering are so much that you cannot bear them anymore.

You have suicidal thoughts every time, every moment, and you do not want to live in this body.

The Intensity of Pain and Suicidal Energy

The pain and suffering in you have actually increased and intensified.

Yes, cry and release this energy. You are in deep pain, and I know it. This energy, as it moves, will free you from the pain and suffering that you are going through.

Release that pain and suffering. You no longer have to suffer, because you can change your future by changing the response that you have been carrying from the past.

Keep your eyes closed and keep crying till you feel that the energy has been released. Cry like a baby. Cry like a small child and release the pain and suffering, because your time of suffering has ended.

When the guru has entered your life, you no longer have to suffer. There is a new life ahead. I will be giving you a new birth through techniques, through methods, and through my powers.

You will be able to live a new life.

Past: Accumulated Negativity and Suppression

Your past has been the accumulation of all the lower energies, all the negative energies, all the suppression of your expression.

All throughout your life, you have played the role of a “nice guy” or a person who is suppressing everything, who is not expressing.

Someone has bullied you. Someone has tortured you. Someone has abused you, even physically abused you.

You have taken all that suffering into your entire nervous system. That has caused neurosis in you. That has caused a freeze mode in you. That has caused your brain to get damaged over time.

Now, the natural response of your system is to suppress. You do not express. You do not feel like telling the truth. If someone is abusing you or torturing you, you feel that you are guilty. You have developed a deep victimhood in you.

Being a man, you do not feel powerful. You feel victimized by the matrix, by the civilization, by everyone around you in your life.

The Missing Father Figure and Eternal Childhood

There has been no father figure in your life. No person of a supportive nature, protective nature. You have never felt that protection in your life.

There has never been the presence of a true father figure in your life.

By “father figure,” I mean a masculine man, whether it is the physical father or any guardian in any form, who actually takes care that the little child does not suffer.

So, in a way, your body has grown into a mature man of 39 years, but your mind, your heart, your brain, your nervous system do not know what it means to be a man.

They have only known and lived in the past, dwelling in childhood trauma, childhood abuse, childhood bullying, and everything that you have carried so far, all the way to 39 years of age.

Nobody has understood you so far, apart from the guru who knows in and out of your energy.

Present: Deadness, Dissociation, and Psychiatric Labels

Since you are surrendering to this energy, there are many things you can change in the future. You do not have to remain in this energy of suppression or in “death mode.”

Right now, what you feel is an almost dead condition. You do not feel alive in your body. You do not feel that there is anything which is truly life.

You do not connect to your body.

Most of the time, you are living in the energy of derealization and depersonalization. It is a condition in which you do not feel in the body. You do not feel that you belong to this body. You do not feel that you are one with this body.

This means that your nervous system is totally distorted.

From the medical science perspective, you could easily be diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, multiple sclerosis, Alzheimer-type conditions, or similar disorders. You must be facing some of these labels or their symptoms by now.

But all this can be healed. There is a process through which you will go, and I will read more about what you can do in the present and what your future holds.

First Instruction: End the Energy of Separation and Express

Your future first lies in coming out of this energy of separation.

From today onwards, you have to start expressing. Do not suppress anything. Whatever you feel in a given moment, speak it.

For example, if someone tells you that you are a weak person, then tell that person exactly what you feel in that moment. There may be fights, there may be arguments, but your soul will not be suppressed.

If it is your mother, your sister, or anyone in your surroundings or in the world, speak to that person in the same manner as you feel inside.

Feel it. See it. When you feel it, express it. This is the freedom of expression.

Take that freedom of expression. Then only will your expression of freedom happen.

The soul wants you to be free. The soul wants you to be in a state where you are actually allowing it to live.

The Purpose of Clairvoyant Destiny Reading

Feel this fully in the present as I read. I am also healing you through the process itself.

This clairvoyant destiny reading is about unblocking your energies from the state you are experiencing right now.

You do not have a job. You have lost your job. You have lost your financial stability, and you feel like a victim right now.

But in the present, you are alive. This aliveness will improve and increase if you make use of your body.

Practical Guidance: Physical Work in Florida

Start using your physical body and start looking for some work in your country.

You are in the United States, in Florida.

I am sure that in Florida there must be some work available in your city connected to physical activity. For example, it could be a mailman job. It could be a driver job. It could be any work connected to physical movement of your body.

The pay and other benefits these people get may not be very high or may not match what you think you need right now, but it is still better to do something than to do nothing.

Trust me, most of my students who have followed this advice have recovered from their brain and nervous system problems.

Case Example: The Mailman from Denmark

One of my students in Denmark is a musician. He is a guitar teacher, but he is doing a mailman job on my advice.

In the last 60 days of doing this work, he has recovered from most of his brain and nervous system problems.

How has he recovered?

Because his brain understands only primitive functions: movement of the body in real time, exposure to the natural climate—cold, hot, rain, wind. When he goes out, his brain understands this. That is instinctive and primitive.

That is what your brain also needs.

The Sick Civilization: A Mental Asylum Analogy

Understand this clearly: you were born at the wrong time in the world. The world has become mechanical, automated, and almost dead.

Nobody understands life in today’s world.

Almost every person’s brain—nine out of ten people—is unhealthy in this world. In this unhealthy world, when you interact with unhealthy people, remember: they themselves are sick.

Nobody is truly healthy around you.

But they are less sick, while you are more sensitive and more obviously affected.

I can also say that they are actually more sick, and you are less sick. But the more sick people are telling the less sick person that you are the one who is more sick.

Understand this madness. Understand this craziness.

It is like you are in a mental asylum. This world has become a mental asylum where everyone is a patient, and one patient tells another patient, “You are more mad than I am.”

Step One: Financial Stability Through Physical Movement

So, do not blame yourself. Do not feel guilty about your situation.

Slowly, slowly, slowly, first you have to improve your financial condition by using your body.

Start searching for jobs in your city or country where you can do basic, fundamental movements.

One example is selling vegetables or groceries in a market.

If you do such work, what happens? You take vegetables with your hands, arrange them, display them, deliver them to people. All these involve physical movement and instinctive nervous system activity.

The nervous system moves in real-time contact with objects, people, and environment. This is healing.

Hormones, Dopamine, and Masculine Energy

I am 100% sure that when you do such work under my guidance and in my energetic presence, slowly, slowly, slowly changes will happen in your life.

Your brain will understand that you are doing physical activity. It will begin to release dopamine.

When dopamine is released, a certain level of testosterone will also increase in you, and testosterone itself will do magic in your life.

Testosterone is that energy, that hormone, which is totally missing in you right now. The lack of this hormone is part of what is making you sick, dead, and lethargic.

When your brain does not release dopamine, there is no sense of achievement in daily life. When there is no sense of achievement, there is no testosterone release.

You do not feel masculine in your energy.

Ideal Work: Woodcutting, Carpentry, Farming

If you go to the countryside in your country, there may be work related to wood cottages, woodcutting, or carpentry.

If you can find woodcutter work, that is actually the best.

Your brain will start healing in just 30 days of woodcutting work or carpentry work. Such work can change your brain. You will see there is so much to do, so much that can change in your present life.

Another type of work is farming. If you get a chance to play a role in farming activities, go to the farming areas of your city, country, or nearby villages where they need helpers to assist them.

First, you will learn as an assistant. Later, you can expand your role as needed.

Using Steve’s Teaching DNA

At this point, I ask you about your educational qualification so that I can guide you practically about what needs to be done.

You tell me that you are a teacher.

Good. So you are a teacher. Your DNA is that of a teacher.

So what will you do? You will eventually start teaching again. You will look for opportunities to teach again. Slowly, slowly, slowly you will find opportunities as a freelancer teacher, or in any format where teaching is needed.

You will look out for these opportunities. But at the same time, you have to move your body.

Sanju Frequency Movie and Kundalini–Negative Ion Teachings

You need to watch my movie, Sanju Frequency. If you have not watched it till now, watch the Sanju Frequency movie today itself.

You will receive many insights and many inner shifts after watching that movie.

Then, watch all the episodes of Kundalini and Negative Ions that follow that film. There are around 10–12 or 11 episodes in sequence after that movie.

Watch them every day and start implementing the actions you learn in your life.

Negative Ions and Morning Sunlight: First Layer of Healing

By following this, through the intake of negative ions, you will be healed on the first level in the first 30 days. I am 100% sure if you start doing it.

How to take negative ions?

Go out in sunlight, in open space, in nature, from 6 a.m. to 9 a.m. in the morning. That is the time when negative ions are highest in the atmosphere. From the ionosphere, they get absorbed into the Earth, and you are standing in this layer.

When you expose your body to this morning layer, your body absorbs negative ions through:

  • breathing,
  • through the soles of your feet,
  • through your skin,
  • from all parts of your body.

The negative ions go inside your body, into your cells. Negative ions are the subtle physical carriers of the cosmic prana that enters your body.

Once this cosmic prana enters your body, your Kundalini and your life will start moving towards a new direction.

One-Year Commitment to Health and Ongoing Guidance

You need to be healthy first. Nothing will happen if you sit in the house and just wait for something big to change in your life.

If you start focusing on your health, you can later become a health coach and a health teacher. That is a real possibility in your quantum field.

So, from today onwards, devote the next one year completely to becoming healthy. Whatever is required to become healthy, start doing it.

If you need regular guidance from me, then at least once a month you can be in touch with me. Book a 15-minute or 30-minute session, whatever is affordable for you. Get guidance for the next 30 days.

In this way, for the next one year, you can be in continuous touch—implementing the changes and corrections that are needed.

Trekking, Mouth Exhalation, and Slow Steps

If I guide you to go trekking in the wild, you should go trekking in the wild. Do that.

Right now, I can see that you love such activity, but you have not done it for a long time. You have forgotten what it means to feel truly alive in nature.

So the first thing you can do, if you have time and are willing, is to increase your willpower and go to the forest or natural trails and walk there.

Do this with mouth exhalation and one step at a time.

How to Practice the Mouth Exhalation Technique While Walking

  1. Stand still and take a simple, natural inhalation through the nose.
  2. As you start to walk, exhale slowly through your mouth in a smooth, continuous breath.
  3. Take one step for each exhalation, or a few slow steps while keeping the exhalation long and unbroken.
  4. When the exhalation ends, pause for a moment if it feels natural, then inhale gently through the nose again.
  5. Repeat this: inhale through the nose, exhale slowly through the mouth, one step at a time, staying completely present with each breath and each step.

If you have to take 100 steps, from today onwards start doing them with slow motion exhalation. This is the only thing that will take you into the next moment in a conscious way.

This exhalation technique will help you enter the next moment by being present.

Your presence is important.

The Root of His Suffering: Absence from Life

What you are missing in your life right now is presence.

The pain and suffering you are experiencing are due to your absence from life.

Right now also, you can be present with this energy. You will feel a shift if you simply listen to me with 100% attention and keep doing mouth exhalation as I guide you.

As you do this, you will begin to feel your body again.

Keep doing mouth exhalation as you read or remember these instructions, and imagine that I am guiding you throughout.

Make the exhalation slow and longer.

Changing the Automatic Freeze Response

You can change your future by changing the response that you and your nervous system are taking in the present.

The automatic response your body gives now is the freeze mode.

You have to come out of that freeze mode.

You have to reach parasympathetic breathing. Your vagus nerve will be activated when you change the response in the present.

Right now, it is as if you have fallen from a cliff into a deep valley. Now you have to take steps to move up towards the cliff again.

You must do rock climbing, step by step.

So when you are in nature, you can do some rock climbing, trekking, and forest activities that challenge your body.

Watch some videos or teachings connected to such activities so that something in your brain shifts.

All you need to change right now is the responses your brain has adopted.

You have to forget the past you have lived so far.

Future Vision: Health Teacher and Nervous System Expert

You are a teacher. Teaching cannot leave your system. That is your nature.

What you will teach is what we are changing now.

First, you will build your health.

Your future possibility is to become a health teacher, a health coach, or a health expert who himself has come out of the highest levels of health and nervous system problems.

If you can heal your neurosis, I am 100% sure that you will be able to help heal other people using the processes and techniques you will discover on the way.

So, for the first one year, focus on healing yourself.

Everyone is sick in the world. Everyone needs someone who can work on them.

You are a teacher who can work one-on-one on the health of people.

Start studying health conditions. You do not need to feel bad about any of this.

The Global Mental Health Crisis and Brain Fuel

Study how all over the world, and especially in the USA, people are suffering from mental health conditions.

There is no one to listen to them. There are so many suicides happening every day in teenagers, children, adults, and old people.

Why?

Because they are not getting what their brain wants. Their brain wants negative ions. Their brain wants oxygen. Their brain wants prana. Their brain wants the fuel to run properly.

So, study the brain. Devote the next one year, or at least the next 30 days, to read about the anatomy of the brain and nervous system, and how in today’s world the brain and nervous system are getting affected.

The prefrontal cortex of the brain is overactive. That is where thinking happens. The left brain is overactivated.

You have to activate your right brain.

The right brain is where instinctive and primitive functions operate. It is where intuition is activated.

Activating the Right Brain: Primitive Activities

How to activate your right brain?

Your brain already knows it. You just have to expose yourself to those activities.

It could be:

  • swimming,
  • running,
  • spending time in nature,
  • hiking,
  • trekking.

When you introduce these activities into your life, you will see that your primitive brain is getting activated and your brain is healing.

The freeze response will begin to free itself and will turn into a more relaxed and composed state.

Start at Home: Decluttering as Moving Meditation

From today onwards, do not just sit at home.

Start by decluttering your home.

Remove all the non-essential items that you are carrying from the past—old memories, old stuff, old objects that are like dead weight, keeping you bound to the past.

As you declutter, move your body. Bend, lift, sort, throw, clean. Do this while practicing mouth exhalation.

This decluttering activity alone can change so much in your life if you truly do it.

For 3–7 days, work thoroughly in your home. Move everything that needs to be moved. Then, slowly, slowly, slowly, go out and look for opportunities where your physical body can be used to do work for which you are paid.

Your brain will feel safe and protected because at least you can earn something.

Dissolving Ego and Using Work as Rehabilitation

Get out of the ego of being “a teacher” or anything else for the time being.

You have to dissolve this mental self-image.

What is ego? If you die tomorrow, nobody is going to remember any of these labels. For the universe, you are just one small creature whose existence is almost non-existent.

So get out of the small ego which keeps you limited inside your home, only searching for teaching jobs.

First, move your body.

Treat your work like a rehabilitation center.

If you are doing woodcutter work, that woodcutting activity is your rehabilitation center, where you go every day to move your body and heal.

In this way, you will recover.

Prison Analogy: Healing Through Physical Labor

Let me give you a very direct example.

In some jails in India, especially historically, prisoners are given physical work to do. Prisoners are criminals who may have murdered someone or committed many crimes. Their mental capacity and mental balance are disturbed.

When they are asked, “Why did you commit this murder?” many of them say they had lost their mind. They were not in their senses when they killed someone. So their mental state is deeply disturbed.

They are given physical work to do:

  • cutting stones,
  • working as barbers,
  • cooking in the kitchen,
  • and many other activities that involve physically engaging in action.

There are many instances of prisoners improving their brain and mental health condition by working in jail for years.

Some prisoners are released after some years because they have become healthy. They are no longer mental patients. They have changed.

This opportunity has long been given in Indian jails so that prisoners are given a second chance to live their lives.

It is believed that anyone who is given the right environment to improve can improve.

For extremely dangerous prisoners, death sentences are given—after medical diagnosis and analysis of whether there is any scope for improvement or not. If improvement is possible, they are given these years of physical work to rehabilitate.

No Good or Bad Work: Just Movement and Safety

So, understand: there is no good or bad, right or wrong work here.

I have guided my students into many different kinds of jobs.

Some work in malls. Why? Because the mall gives them a chance to move their body. Their brain and nervous system are totally dead from sitting jobs.

In such conditions, that person becomes healthier day by day simply by moving.

All you need is:

  • a place,
  • a safe environment,
  • and work in which your body moves.

Another student of mine works in a factory in Germany. She is highly educated, with a PhD degree. But her brain and nervous system do not function well in a desk job due to Kundalini and past suffering.

Now she works in a factory because the factory allows her to move her body.

I am creating the conditions in which you can thrive, live happily, and experience life again.

Long Life Ahead and the Oath to Help Others

You have a long life ahead. Whatever your age now—around 39—you have to live for the next 50–60 years.

What will you do for the next 50–60 years?

You have taken birth with a purpose: to transform many people.

Take an oath today:

If you get healed from your condition, you are going to help many people in the world who are suffering like you.

This is the only shift that will change some energy inside you and motivate you to take action.

Do not act only for yourself. Stop victimizing yourself. Do something so that you can help others.

You have a role to play. That is why you are still alive. Otherwise, you would have been dead by now.

You have taken birth many times. You have died many times.

This time, when you tried to commit suicide, you could not. Because the universe has different plans for you.

The plan is this:

First, you get healed. Go through the challenges of healing. Then help other people. Teach other people how to live life and how to be healthy.

All this is in your reading.

Staying Connected to the Guru Field

For any further guidance, you can connect with me whenever you feel you need it.

If you read my discourses—which are freely available on our website—you will receive continuous guidance. You are a teacher, so first become a learner.

Study everything about Kundalini.

Study energy.

Study energy science.

From my discourses, you will learn about energy and how life moves.

Second, my videos are powered by my energy. They are freely available as guidance. Receive each video like a workshop. Be fully attentive.

Watch one video a day and implement what you learn.

You have a living guru in front of you in the form of discourses and videos, teaching you how to live life.

Once in a while—perhaps once a month—you can take my personal consultation for direct power and energy transmission and stay connected.

If you are connected to me energetically, you will feel my presence. This has happened with many of my patients and students. They receive healing simply by connecting to me energetically.

My discourses and videos help them stay in that field.

So, stay connected. Do not feel bad about your life. There is nothing to worry about. Just relax.

Closing the Reading with Steve

The reading is over.

Gently open your eyes.

If you have any questions to ask, or anything you want to share, you can say it now.

Steve speaks about riding a bicycle.

Yes, riding a bicycle is one of the activities you can start with, because it is already in your neural pathway. You have done it before, so your brain recognizes it.

Start with riding a bicycle and notice the changes it brings. Slowly, slowly, slowly keep looking for opportunities to move your body in different ways.

That will help you a lot.

All the best.

Case Reflection for the Reader

This session is about a person who is carrying multiple brain and mental health conditions. In short, he is in neurosis and feels like committing suicide, because there is nothing that excites him in life.

Committing suicide is the lowest energy that a human being experiences.

All this diagnosis comes from my quantum field reading—from clairvoyant destiny reading. By connecting to his electromagnetic field, which carries all his information, I could see the energies and symptoms he is living with.

He did not say anything about himself. He gave no information.

Everything came from my reading.

If you are reading this discourse for the first time, I invite you to explore the other clairvoyant destiny readings I have shared. You will gain clarity about how your life may be stuck and what you can do to change your destiny.

Destiny, Effort, and the Law of Energy

Destiny is just 50%—it is what you have already done in the past.

The next 50% is effort.

You can create the next 50% of your life through your efforts.

So, do not focus only on fate. Focus on effort.

You are going to operate in this world with your brain and nervous system, through this body.

If you keep doing the same thing again and again, you will get the same results again and again. Then you will complain that your life is not changing.

Your life will not change as long as your actions remain the same.

This is a law of energy.

A body at rest remains at rest, and a body in motion tends to remain in motion until and unless an external force is applied to it. This is Newton’s law of motion.

If this is true for physical objects, it is even more deeply true as a universal law of energy.

If you do not change anything, nothing changes.

An object lying in front of me will stay there, stable and stagnant, until I move it with my hand. The hand—the external force—changes its position.

Your life right now is like that object: stagnant, dead, unmoving.

If you want change, you have to bring change through:

  • attention,
  • intention,
  • presence,
  • and most importantly, consciousness.

You cannot change your life with the mind alone.

There are different dimensions of shifts that happen when you expose yourself to clairvoyant destiny reading. Many things will shift in your life with my power and presence.

The reading is not just “reading.” It is about changing the frequency with which you are operating.

If you change your frequency, your life will change.

And this is what I am all about: changing frequency.

Tune to it.

Thank you.

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Sanju

Sanju is Founder of Inner GPS Gurus. She is Kundalini, Energy, and Health Specialist. She is a rare Clairvoyant and Energy Scientist who leads your energies after a complete clairvoyant reading of your energies. She enjoys dissolving your problems and transforming you through action-based Energy Work. Get Solutions to your Life Problems (Career, Wealth, Productivity, Relationship, Spirituality, Kundalini, and Health).

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