Background
When Wouter came into my field again, I, Guru Sanju, could immediately feel the weight of his destiny pressing on him. Around forty years old, living in Belgium, officially diagnosed as bipolar with schizophrenic tendencies, he was surviving on government aid and trapped in a marriage with a narcissistic wife. Talented but paralyzed, he had once worked with me in the Freedom Project and in a physical project. During that time, his suicidal tendencies had subsided, and his life-force had started to move.
But after returning to his country, he slipped back into the same patterns: the same house, the same marriage, the same inner loop of fear and depression. His identity was tightly glued to being a husband and father, even though his heart was empty and unloved. This session, this clairvoyant quantum field destiny reading, was not just for him. It was a last opportunity for his ego to break and for his real life to begin.
The Day Wouter Came for His Reading
When I connected with Wouter that day, the first thing I noticed—even before the words—was the cold. Not just the physical cold of his country, but the coldness in his energy field.
I greeted him gently: I asked how he was, and I could feel beneath his answer the familiar heaviness I already knew from his past.
I told him, “Today, this will be a clairvoyant diagnosis session. I will be reading you through your quantum field.”
I could sense that it was cold where he was, too much cold, inside and outside. Then I explained the process to him very clearly, because this was not going to be a casual conversation or a therapy chat.
Preparing His Body and Nervous System for the Reading
I said to him, “First I will diagnose you, and then I will connect to your quantum field. Throughout the session, you will keep your eyes closed. After my reading is over, you can ask me questions.”
To tune into him more deeply, I asked him to look into the camera so I could read his face and eyes.
“Look into the camera,” I said. “I will guide you what to do next, and you just follow.”
He looked. His energy was uneasy, restless, but willing enough.
Then I asked, “Show me your right hand.”
He lifted his right hand, open, fingers extended. After reading that, I said, “Now show me your left hand.”
He showed me his left hand. Through this simple gesture, I was seeing the way his masculine and feminine energies were flowing—or, in his case, blocked.
Then I said, “Now close your eyes completely and keep them closed. Don’t open your eyes while my reading continues.”
Deep Breathing and Letting the Body Surrender
Once his eyes were closed, I guided him into his body.
“First of all, release yourself of all the tension in the body,” I told him. “Take a few deep breaths and see whether you can take the breath deeply. Exhale out everything that is holding you back—any resistance, any blockages in your energy field.”
As he breathed, I could feel his nervous system trying to hold everything together, trying not to collapse.
“This quantum field destiny reading,” I said, “is mainly to give you clarity about your life ahead. In this session, something about your past, something about your present, and something about your future will come up. But for me, your past and present have relevance only to the extent that they affect your future.”
Because the real story I was reading was not his history—it was his possibility.
Why the Future in the Quantum Field Matters More Than His Past
I explained to him what I was actually reading:
“The future that is already in the quantum field is waiting for some actions to be changed in the present. Some responses, some frequencies need to be changed in your quantum field right now for you to experience a real shift in your life in the coming time.”
I told him very directly, “If you keep on doing and behaving and giving the same responses, nothing will change in your life. It will all remain in your mind. It will all remain in your imagination. Nothing will materialize.”
He needed to hear this, because he had spent years in his head, imagining change but not living it.
What Happens When You Are Already Connected to a Guru
Since he was already connected to me from earlier projects, I also knew something else:
“Because you are already connected to me,” I said, “there is a possibility that some of the blockages in your energy field or your energy centers may get opened and cleared. You may feel that certain dimensions of life you never thought about are getting exposed now—about your personality, about the life you are living.”
I told him clearly, “You will have to take actions to bring changes in your life in those dimensions. Do not worry. It is all about transformation. That is why this quantum field re-tuning is happening—to give you a direction in which you can take efforts.”
Right now, he was clueless.
“You are putting more efforts day by day,” I said, “but nothing is happening to change the life you are living. All your efforts are going into failure. It feels like the more you try, the more you sink into quicksand.”
And this was exactly his experience.
The Return of Suicidal Tendencies and Old Patterns
I reminded him of the difference between then and now.
“Sometimes you even feel,” I said, “that it is not worth investing so much in your life. Again the suicidal tendencies in you have surfaced. These were not present when you were connected to me during the Freedom Project, during the physical project. But again, you have gone into the same loop, the same energy cycle, which you were diagnosed with as bipolar.”
The schizophrenic symptoms, the fear in his nervous system, the trauma he tried to hide from the world—all of it had come back.
“But deep down,” I told him, “you know and I know that you are going through those fears again.”
This was his present. And it was arising directly from the past he had lived so far.
The Super Ego Built from Spiritual Knowledge
Then I showed him one of his most dangerous blockages:
“Some of the blockages,” I said, “are connected to the super ego that has been formed in you due to the accumulation of too much knowledge, too much gathering of information about spirituality, about freedom, about becoming enlightened and everything connected to that.”
He had read, listened, collected, consumed—but not lived.
“Now is the time when you can change that,” I told him. “Now is the time when you can transform that. If you keep your ego alive, nothing is going to change in your life.”
Then I gave him a phrase he needed to hear:
“You have to stop mental masturbating,” I said. “You have to stop collecting more information like you did in the past—in the name of ego and in the name of transforming yourself.”
He had put a lot of effort into his spiritual awakening journey, but he had not lived his life.
“So many aspects of your life,” I said, “are still pending. You have to take actions to complete those. Until you complete them, nothing is going to change. Day by day, you will become older. Day by day, you will become more sad, more depressed.”
“This session will give you clarity,” I told him, “about the actions you need to take in your life.”
I Am His Guru by Destiny, No Matter What
Then I reminded him of our deeper bond.
“I am your guru for a lifetime,” I said. “Whether you do mistakes, whether you commit all the crimes in the world—by destiny, I am your guru.”
“I am the one who will slap you on the face,” I told him, “and the one who will mold you, transform you, because I want change in you to happen—but not with your ways, not with your attitude.”
I told him the truth:
“You will have to go through hell. A lot of suffering in the coming time is there in the quantum field. I will read that. There are possibilities of changes if you take efforts. If you do not take efforts, then you have to go through the suffering first.”
The Brutal Truth About His Mental Health
I moved my reading closer to his brain and nervous system.
“Reading from your quantum field,” I said, “I see your brain and mental health condition. Your mental health condition is deteriorating day by day, because the bipolar tag that is diagnosed in the medical world has not yet gone. You are still living for the world as a bipolar.”
“You have accepted that reality,” I told him. “So yes, you are bipolar. You have split personality. You operate from different species. You have hallucination problems. You have schizophrenic symptoms as well. But you do not want to accept this fact. If you accept this fact, you will change. The change will happen.”
I made it clear that if he took my consultation with seriousness, I would make him take many actions.
“When you take my consultation for change,” I said, “I will guide you towards practical actions that will happen in your life.”
Marriage, Ego, and Fear of Losing the “Husband” Identity
Then I shifted to the area of his life that was holding everything else hostage: his marriage.
“Second thing,” I said, “is connected to your relationship with your wife. Again, this comes to the divorce process. You are not initiating the process of divorce because you are fearful about losing your identity as a husband.”
“It has more to do,” I explained, “with your identity as a husband and the investments you have done in this marriage for over maybe ten to twelve years or more. You do not want to lose the investment in this marriage. So you are delaying the process. You are delaying the freedom also.”
“There is no freedom in your life,” I told him, “until and unless you get free from this marriage. You are not staying in the marriage due to destiny. You are staying due to your ego and your sense of self, created from the role of husband and father.”
I also reminded him of what he already knew:
“You know deep down that your daughter does not love you unconditionally. You know that your wife does not love you the way she used to love you in the early years. Still, you want to continue with this marriage because you do not want to get out of the comfort zone this marriage gives you.”
Two Possible Timelines in His Quantum Field
From there, I started reading the possibilities.
“There are two to three possibilities,” I told him. “I am reading your quantum field, so I will read the possibilities that lie in your energy field.”
“One of the possibilities,” I said, “is that you speed up the process of divorce with your wife in the next three to four years and take actions for that from now onwards.”
I asked him, “What is your present age now?”
He replied, “Forty.”
“So at the age of forty, if you take steps,” I explained, “then by the age of forty-four or forty-five, you will be free from the marriage. Until forty-five, you can take efforts in your transformation as a man, as a masculine man, and work on your brain and nervous system and health condition.”
“If by the age of forty-five,” I said, “you are a healthy person, then after forty-five your spiritual awakening—which is actually blocked due to low health condition, low nervous system and brain health—will speed up. After forty-five, you may see some transformation happening towards your freedom on the energetic side.”
Then I showed him the other line of destiny:
“If you do not take any initiative right now towards ending this marriage,” I told him, “then your lack of effort will ensure that your marriage lasts for the next ten years. At the age of fifty, the divorce is going to happen. You cannot change this destiny. You can postpone it. You can get more suffering. But you cannot change it.”
“If your mind and ego are thinking that this marriage is going to become better in the coming time, no,” I said. “I am reading your quantum field. It is not going to become better. It is going to become worse.”
“So you have to take a decision,” I told him. “I am not telling you to get divorced immediately tomorrow. Take some time. But keep in mind that after some years, you are going to be separated. So from now onwards, begin to bring detachment to the relationship.”
Practicing Detachment While Still Under the Same Roof
I gave him a very practical, painful but necessary step:
“You can stay in the same house but remain detached,” I said. “You can be detached from your daughter. It is a difficult task, I know, but I also know that this is actually an energy that needs to be transformed.”
“From your daughter,” I continued, “you can remain detached, perform your duties as a father, but the emotional side of you which is so much connected to your daughter needs to be withdrawn.”
“The emotional side of you that is too much connected with the role of husband,” I said, “also needs to be withdrawn.”
At the same time, I reminded him of unfinished karmas:
“You have certain karmas left with both your parents. You need to complete those karmas. If you feel that your father needs more love from you, then go and exchange love with him. You should give unconditional love to your parents if you feel that part of you is still incomplete. If you feel you need to spend more time with your sister, go and spend more time with your sister. Complete all the karmas connected with exchanging love, sharing love, unconditional giving.”
Because his heart chakra was blocked.
“Your heart chakra is totally blocked,” I told him. “You do not feel love. You do not feel it in the body. You do not feel that you are living your life. And if this is happening, how long will you continue with such a life?”
“You may appear to be a healthy person physically,” I said, “but you are not. You are mentally weak. You are mentally a coward. You do not want to face reality. There are aspects of your life that need to be addressed very well, and you are running away from them.”
Calling Out His Cowardice and Super Ego
I did not sugarcoat anything.
“On the heart level,” I told him, “you are a coward person. You are not a masculine man. You just pretend to be changing. You are not changing at all.”
“So cry out,” I said. “If your heart chakra is opening up, then cry out and release this energy. You need to first love yourself, but you are such a hopeless person that you cannot love yourself. You have so much super ego that it does not allow you to cry naturally.”
“If you do not cry,” I said, “if you do not behave the way energy wants you to behave, then how can you justify your transformation?”
“This is your last opportunity to release the energy,” I told him. “If your purging is happening, then let the unblocking happen. You are unfortunate. You are born with a bad destiny where nobody loves you. It is the truth. Accept this truth. When you accept this truth, your evolution will happen. Only when this truth is accepted by you can I guide you forward towards a new life.”
“But without this release of energy,” I said, “nothing is going to happen in your life. So take out whatever is blocking you. If you fail today, then nobody else will change you in the coming time. I work only on action takers.”
The First Manly Act: Filing for Mutual Divorce
Then I gave him the concrete step:
“The next action you should take,” I said, “is to file for a divorce. Go for a mutual divorce. There are certain practical actions which will not affect you much in terms of financial settlements. Go for a mutual divorce where both of you mutually agree on the process, and whatever transactions or deals happen between you and your wife will be mutually acceptable.”
“You do not have to bring tremendous changes in your life,” I reassured him. “You do not have to go for court fights and everything. But you can definitely file for a mutual divorce.”
“If you file mutual divorce,” I said, “it will take at least six months to get out of the marriage. In your country, you have to see the rules and regulations of mutual divorce. This is the first step you should take.”
“Next thing,” I added, “is that you must stop fooling yourself. Stop pretending to be someone else. Come out of your bipolar personality, the split personality which shows the world that you are a healthy man. You are not.”
Blocked Sex Center, Low Testosterone, and Neurosis
I read further into his energy and saw his sexual center.
“Your testosterone level is low,” I told him. “You do not feel sexual libido. You do not feel like having sex with females or anyone. Your sexual center is blocked completely. Until and unless your sex center is blocked, your testosterone level is not going to rise.”
“In the coming time,” I said, “this marriage itself has created so many blockages in your system that you do not feel like connecting with new female friends or partners with whom you can share or have a physical, intimate relationship. You are stuck because you feel guilty that you are cheating your wife.”
“So first let go of the wife,” I told him. “Become a free person. Then you can…”
And I made it very clear:
“All the beliefs around sex you carry are connected to many taboos. Sex is a healthy activity, an instinctive activity of a healthy person. A person who does not do sex will become a victim of neurosis sooner or later. Your neurosis is connected to blockages in your intimacy with your wife.”
“You have not had a good, healthy intimate relationship with your wife,” I said. “You are running away from that activity. Once you get free, I will guide you towards the next course of action: meeting new females, exploring opportunities to have intimate relationship—not emotional relationship, but sexual intercourse—with females who are ready to sleep with you and you are ready to sleep with them. For that, you do not have to make any long-term relationships.”
“But for your health, for your brain and mental health condition,” I said, “you have to do such activities. If you are practically involved and you follow what I say, then I will give you many ideas and techniques to unblock this center.”
The Financial Future If He Refuses to Wake Up
I also saw how his material life would unfold if he continued as he was.
“You are accumulating matter day by day,” I said. “Earlier you were staying in one home. Then you invested your money into a new home because you had the belief that this marriage will last and it is worth investing in.”
“Let me tell you,” I warned him, “you will come on the street sooner or later if you do not realize this now. A day will come when nobody is going to give you work. All your property is going to go to your wife and daughter. You will come onto the street.”
“But,” I added, “if you follow this advice and prepare yourself to be a strong man, then many changes will come in your life. You do not have to go through the suffering of losing all of your money or everything you possess that is helpful for your future.”
Ego, Disrespecting the Guru, and the Final Warning
I reminded him of another root cause:
“All the suffering has begun already because of many aspects,” I said. “Your ego disrespected the guru—and I know that you know what kind of ego you have, the super ego. That is why the guru is disconnected from you. The guru is powerful. The guru knows everything.”
“If I have the power to know the destiny of eight billion souls on this planet,” I asked him, “then don’t I know what you are going through?”
“I know everything,” I said, “but I remain silent because you have not surrendered to the guru the way you should have. The rigidity you are carrying will lead you to more suffering. It will increase. It will intensify in the coming time.”
“So this was the last opportunity for you to change,” I told him. “After this session, if some changes come in your life, some shifts happen, then maybe you will be fortunate enough that I will work on your divorce process. I will make it happen faster. Because without my energy, nothing is going to happen. With me, everything is possible.”
“I am the one who brings you towards freedom by actual action-taking,” I said. “I will make you live the life you are destined to live. But if your ego resists, then remain rotten. Remain in the slum. Remain in your suffering. And all the best for that suffering.”
Nothing Has Changed—Except Clothes and Matter
I reflected his reality back to him:
“You are actually blocking the way the universe has created for you,” I said. “You have all the potential to do many things, but with the obstacles of conditioning, your ego and resistance to change, you are stuck in the same rotten condition. And this is going to continue if I am not in your life.”
“Nothing has changed in the last four to five months after you went back to your country,” I told him. “You have just changed clothes. You have bought a car or new matter. But nothing has changed in your energy. In fact, it has deteriorated, worse than before.”
“This suffering will increase,” I warned, “if you continue doing the same thing. You are delaying the process of divorce. It is going to happen. You are going to be hated by the world. This is going to happen. Now face the reality: nobody loves you. Nobody. In fact, many people hate you. You are a stubborn, rigid person whom nobody wants to be around.”
“A time will come,” I said, “when you will have all the money and matter, but nobody will feel like talking to you. And that time will come soon if you do not realize your mistake right now.”
“So this is the time. This opportunity. Take this gift you have got in the form of this quantum field reading to break your ego.”
No More Acting: Only Transparent Souls Are Welcome
After such a reading, many people go into performance mode.
I told him clearly, “After this session, if you realize that no acting is required, then come from that place. Many bipolar patients are extremely good in acting. They cry and act. They smile and act. No bipolar split personality is required here. Be your transparent self in front of me.”
“When you come next time for any guidance from me,” I said, “if you are still acting, my team will chase you away. Because my team knows how stubborn your ego is. And this is my guidance to the team: don’t allow any person who is just coming to waste my time and attention.”
“I work with people who are action takers,” I said. “I work with people who actually bring real changes in their life. If I tell them to jump from the cliff and they are ready to jump from the cliff, if that kind of action they are taking, then I will work on them.”
“But if you are not ready to take that action,” I told him, “then go and have a lovely time with your wife. Stay in this relationship for the next ten years. After ten years, when you get old, stale, more rotten, after you have suffered more, then at fifty years of age you come to me. And even at that time, I will say the same thing: ‘Have you got the divorce?’ If at that time also you have not got the divorce, then nothing will be happening in your life.”
“This quantum field reading was to give you absolute clarity on everything,” I said. “I have nothing much to say. If you have any questions, keep your eyes closed and ask. If those questions need to be answered, I will answer. If not, I will end the session.”
Guiding Him to Start the Divorce Process Step by Step
I then asked him to take a few deep breaths, and after that he could ask his questions.
He asked how to begin.
I told him, “You know what you need to do. You have to take the initiative. First, prepare yourself mentally that you are taking a divorce. It takes some time. After that, take the real action of meeting a lawyer and other things. Go through the process. Research. At least start the process towards taking a mutual divorce.”
“It is not an easy process,” I acknowledged. “But at least if you start now, then in maybe one month, you will go forward. Then in another one month, you will go forward again. In the next three to four months or six months, you will get clarity that yes, you are mentally prepared.”
“I am telling you,” I said, “to be mentally prepared for the divorce first, and then take the real action towards filing a divorce. But that should happen. You do not have to go through a sudden shock of the nervous system. You do not have to do anything from a sympathetic breathing mode. You can do it very slowly, in a conscious way. But start the process. Because until you take that action, nothing is going to happen.”
“People have to leave their home,” I said. “People have to leave their country when this time comes. And people have to leave the old relationship, which they have created due to karmas. Now your karmas with your wife are almost over, but you are delaying the process. You are just delaying. Time pass, I can say. You are doing time pass with this relationship.”
“So stop doing time pass,” I told him. “Get out of this relationship and explore the new possibilities that are waiting for you. Maybe someone else is waiting for you. Maybe someone else is waiting to heal you. There are so many possibilities. You are not working on them.”
My Condition for Future Guidance and Energy Work
I gave him one clear condition for receiving my further energy.
“Yes, the real action is: get a divorce. Work towards it,” I said. “Whenever you see some progress happening, then you come to me or apply to my team for an appointment. Show that you have applied for the divorce. I need those papers in real time. Then only I will give you further guidance.”
“It may be two months, three months, six months,” I said. “Whatever it is. But till that time, you will not get any guidance from me. You can read my discourses. You can watch my YouTube videos. But my real energy you will not get, because I work on energies. Until and unless you take that action, I cannot move your energy.”
“Okay,” I told him, “so divorce is a must. Only then can I work on you. Then only your ego will break. All the connection of your ego is with the marriage and the investment in the marriage. So if you want to heal, if you want to take care of your life, if you value yourself, you will do it.”
“Taking divorce itself,” I said, “is the manly action that will change you. This shift will happen only through taking the action of getting divorced from your present relationship, which is not working. You can have ten more relationships in your life, but that should happen from choice, not out of compulsion. You are in this marriage out of compulsion. You are telling your brain there is no choice.”
“It is not like that,” I said. “Your ego has no choice. Your energy has choices. Many choices. Eight billion population, four billion women, and you need only a few more to experience yourself as a man.”
“You are restricting all the flow of the universe towards you by not taking real action,” I told him. “Your ego should die. This divorce will lead to that death of the ego. But if you want to live as an ego, then do not divorce. Don’t connect to me. Don’t do anything to change your life. Just live the way you are living. Be happy—whatever.”
“Alright,” I said finally, “the session is over from my side. Next time I will meet you only with the divorce papers in hand.”
I blessed him. “All the best and power to you.”
Why I Am Sharing Wouter’s Story with You
When the session ended, he was grateful—because even his ego knew that without me, his life was not going to change. He had been missing this force.
His ego and mind will say, “Don’t get divorced. So much investment has gone into the marriage.” But he has already committed the crime of going into a marriage with a narcissistic wife.
He is a bipolar-detected person.
He is not earning anything.
He is surviving on government aids in Belgium.
Nothing is changing in his life.
He is talented, but he is not able to use his talent because he is in his comfort zone.
His wife—this narcissistic wife—has already ended the emotional life of the marriage. There is no real life left there. Yet he continues dragging the marriage only for ego satisfaction that he is still “a husband.”
His daughter does not love him.
His wife does not love him.
His marriage does not love him.
Nobody in the world loves him.
He is lonely.
He is alone.
He is left alone to suffer.
Everything I said to him in this session, I am telling you now so that if you, too, are going through such struggling times, you can see yourself in this mirror.
If you are not getting the energy to change your life, you can take my energy to bring that push into your life which will change everything.
When you are ready to act, not just talk, I, Guru Sanju, am here—not to comfort your ego, but to liberate your being.
